NYRes

New Years Resolutions:
To finish school?
To exercise regularly?
To move out?
To get a new job?
Potential = what I expect
of myself.

What I do. . .
expect of
others?

That the ego is -
far more - MORE
delicate? - OR -
Perhaps not. . .
a feminists
approach!

What if - WHAT IF?

I were a poet. . .
and my poetry
made
$$$.

I could see
every emotion
hidden beneath
the surface. . .
people mask
with-a-face.
Because the ego
is
our own.
That we attach
only
to connect,
with another
individual
-my
happiness-
object
of
affection.

And after all this-
(this) time
I've lost. . .
not making myself
HAPPY!?
Happy. . .
-Happy.

If a bridge
exists-
I've come
to it.

The city limits
of Winnipeg. . .
a sky is
overast.

When my mom or dad
don't listen
as I speak. . .
I take it as reminder.
"They won't listen."

That I am "not" polite.
And I do have-
a BRILLIANT
ego. . .
one I'm afraid
to
possess. -OR-
deny.

That people in a
vague generality
keep up appearances
and
become subconsciously unaware
which is rather ironic
because to be subconsciously unaware
is not to be
unconscious of.
Therefore,
in my own world
my singularity is
ten fold
and that of William Blake
the poet.
But in time
I am totally aware
that people whom
are subconsciously unaware
pretend to mask
a well rounded personality.
When in fact;
they're preventing
the obvious from happening. . .
and
in actuality
in REAL TIME -
to pretend
they have developed
an ego.