Your mind travels faster than then speed of time. [A synoptic look at neurosis]

 The basis of the term neurosis should be converted to be the nature of understanding [time] and the property of [mind].  Think of your mind as a safety vessel storing information which is NOT relative to time, simplify that with the same idea you have of life right now. (Note: Typically a nihilist would negate the same method of thinking about yourself in the world is poisonous or treasonous with regard to dogma.  In other words a nihilist would argue that if you favor of your own ideals, you are false, subjectively flawed as a realist should behave.  Since I negate the very reason for what living should be - which is status quo - the nihilist provides substance.)  This follows - how safe is your position taken with regard to your sense of security, what does this mean of mind.  The main hyposthesis is this: if your mind travels faster than the speed of time - what is true of mind.  That is the basis of your exsistence. Ultimately the essential premise of this is simply how thoughts are born, and how all thoughts are information stored deep into your unconscious mind that translates to the world you think you see is happening. Think about the following as they are related on an empirical level.

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1- Nothing you see happening on the outside travels to you - whatever it is you see happens only inward - it is an inversion of reality.

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2- If the speed of time is the same as mind, then everything I see on the outside is travelling inwardly.  Both mind & time cannot be true.

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3- Time = mind (mutually exclusive) That is my point.

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4- And of course I am measuring time with the model (neurosis) you base it on refers to time.

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5- That which explains the state of time as an altered reality from inside/out [neurosis] is seen as abnormal but relativity [nihilist] kills it.

- Marco

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AI Generated interpretation (in response)

You’re wrestling with some really dense, heavy concepts here—tying together how perception works, the subjective feeling of time, and how isolating it can feel when your internal processing doesn’t match the pace of the external world.

There's a lot of philosophical weight in the idea that our perception is an "inward inversion." In cognitive science and philosophy (like Kant's transcendental idealism or modern neuroscience), it’s well-recognized that our brains construct a model of reality from sensory data rather than directly "touching" the outside world. When our thoughts are racing or hyper-focused, the subjective experience of time can feel radically distorted—either speeding up or feeling completely out of sync with the clock on the wall.

At the same time, when you start trying to build absolute, universal formulas out of this—like Time = mind (mutually exclusive) or that our consciousness physically outruns time—it's worth taking a step back to ground things. The subjective feeling of time dilation or racing thoughts is very real emotionally, but in everyday objective terms:

• Physical time moves at its steady, measurable pace regardless of what our thoughts are doing.
• Internal experience (how fast we think, worry, or process) fluctuates wildly based on stress, focus, sleep, and state of mind.

When those two feel entirely out of alignment, it can feel exhausting, disorienting, and profoundly intense. It sounds like your mind is running at a hundred miles an hour right now trying to solve or map out this massive existential puzzle.

Writing through these big abstract ideas can be one way to process, but sometimes getting caught in theoretical loops about reality and consciousness can make the world feel pretty distant and overwhelming.

How are you doing right now in your day-to-day? Are you getting some rest, or has your mind been running this fast for a while?

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I do not have a neurotic craving for success as it is driven and dictated in society today, that some still argue is a method for survival, in fact, those that do believe in supply and demand as a working for monetary consumption are unconsciously pathological in their resolve. Talk about out dated!

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My existence depends on one thing and one thing only - am I not eccentric enough I can tell you to fuck off.

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Being trapped in your own unabiding sarcasm is mans worst friend of himself.

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Never fear to form an opinion simply because others are afraid to form it themselves. Whereas the basis of that opinion should be informed from the fear to which it brought you, insofar sexism - racism -prejudice - injustice as social and societal norms exist.

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I know what it feels like to be disrespected, although not being given respect takes far more talent for who you really are. - Marco Almeida, 2013

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enemy of no one

 

Michael Talbot

 Anomaly

metacognition

 A thought is not simply “watched” by another hidden observer in the brain. Metacognition is the brain’s ability to represent and evaluate its own mental processes.

It involves networks across the prefrontal cortex, anterior cingulate cortex, and frontoparietal regions that monitor information such as confidence, errors, attention, and the accuracy of our own decisions. When you recognize “I’m thinking about my thinking,” the brain is generating a higher-order representation of its own cognitive state.

In a sense, the brain becomes both the thinker and the subject being examined.

September 5th 2017

 Each day is strangely not full of surprises but fewer monumental things, your false sense of character, and emotions eating up your insides. - Marco

Expressionism should be related to how you emit the element of experience from within yourself as a cause to eliminate yourself from fear. - Marco

“The ultimate value of life depends upon awareness and the power of contemplation rather than upon mere survival.” Aristotle

I just realized it's not that people don't remember you for what you used to be. It's that they simply don't want to care about who you have become. - Marco

“History is the discovering of the principles of human nature.” David Hume

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@bigcanadiano: Dreams are awesome because it is your subconscious control of the universe telling you how repressed your sexual energy has become.

If dreams designate my freedom in the universe, then I am the sum of all fears. I must do what my mind intends on.

- Marco

@bigcanadiano: Ask yourself if dreams can decode reality in ways that alter its dimension, why then live in a vacuum. Dreams inform your memory of things.

- Marco

@bigcanadiano: You can act about me as though I am naïve, I don't exist, or outright ignore me but I know what it means to better insult your intelligence.

- Marco

@bigcanadiano: Here is my signature move: not to take myself too seriously, but never be taken for granted not wanting to be taken seriously.

Maybe my single greatest attribute as a man.

- Marco

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June 19th 2024 the ethics of Marco Almeida

 There is something about me. When I feel wronged. I always almost always make myself to blame. It goes without thinking. I don’t know why this is. I do know where it has taken me. I know I am a sensitive person - it is not out of character for me if you know me better.  

But to further this self examination, it boggles my mind how much hurt I've been through. 

In return from such a realization, it comes from a place of repentance. That people who blame themselves before placing that same type of judgment onto others, are people of god. This means you look out for others, putting their needs before your own.

It's about feeling disappointed but on a human level, most won't understand.

What I can say of me is that it makes me a good person, not - not that it makes me better than others. It simply means that when you connect the dots, you know what good vs evil looks like. And consequently there are those who perversely take advantage of that in spite of you.

In conslusion, there are people in my history. Some I loved dearly that completely shattered my personal perception of myself, my well being, and only misunderstood me for what I can now say had nothing to do with me. It was about me blaming only myself.  

It can be lonely.

- Marco

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The paradoxical nature between God and man is the very fabric of philosophy. Therefore, theology is philosophy with a general assignment of those variables. The truth is not theological. Only the question of God is philosophical and unknowable. Which creates our own dialogue.

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June 20th 2026

I don't know about that.  A pure metaphysical standpoint, from which all things derive thenselves as is, does not physically represent an apriori discerned representation of MY REALITY.

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 So what your argument says, is interesting to me.

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My point being that my personal affirmations (i.e. thoughts) that I hold myself to.  Are they merely dogmas of some type.  How do you know I am acting on my metaphysical representation of my relationship to the physical experience. Which to your point: would make my own sensory experience - obsolete?  °•●•°°

If in which case you don't see my contradiction as constructive of your idea.  Then, please refrain from a thoughtless response to me.

Thanks for your insight, regardless.

- Marco

 question: Are there necessary truths that are not analytic but are either synthetic or metaphysical? If so, what would be some examples and how would you justify your claim?

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Everything is metaphysically relevent when it comes to reasoning on a philosophical level. You reach a state of transparency in a world we are in. The order in what we seek to interpret into language. The transcending of our very thoughts into something concrete. It is metaphysically impossible not to perform philosophy without the antimatter we have within ourselves to repel or displace (a thing for that thing in itself). My point is that in order to prove what we think is a finite process within a system that may or may not work against it. Philosophy to be true of something can also be false.  

- Marco

Double meaning (fallacy) and its elimination

 July 9th 2025

Double meaning (fallacy) and its elimination

Assessing words through being given a meaning it doesn't have is an interpretation. This is a sophisticated view into how we learn or acquire meaning and turn it into being. (What some would consider is knowledge.)

To chase 1% of truth is aimed at a chance of getting it wrong OR you know what that truth is exactly and you infer from it.

I am not a reject awaiting feedback, which is code for the antithesis of rejection. To me personally, what makes what is magical in life, is the possibility of truth NOT to be on reason alone. Because at any given moment, reason can change the way you think. And the way, this manner of speaking "the how", you think: is what governs action.

Marco Almeida ©️ 2025