You have to live spherically - in many directions. Never lose your childish enthusiasm - and things will come your way.
Federico Fellini
February 3rd 2014
Poverty stems from all things. If you do not begin to seek yourself through poverty then you have lessened yourself as an opponent to the variety of things that can be said for you. I attribute myself to the idea that ideas live as enigmatic and contribute to the same effort taht is required in our subcultures. In other words subjectivity should always begin and end in truth for its great content, which reveals your inner poverty - your inner self - your inner life's quality as less than presumptuous.
Hate to me is a sign of success, not because it is contempt against me being made - but because it takes a certain impartiality meant only to be hurtful with NO amount of respect given. It tells me of what imaginary beliefs people have. I see the same type of individuals look hating you against your will. That is empowering to prove it wrong, even if it is in my own mind.
Forgiveness is not something I equate with reward. Unlike anything else it is a skill. People look to forgiveness not as something you give freely but measured with prohibition. < That is a crucial aspect of this. (Read on.) Therefore to be forgiven is a very skewed alternative to what is inclusive. Forgiveness is about perception. Ultimately the individual is responsible for this fact in their reality of it.
Unless you are good at pretending to care forgiveness is just false. In that case I rather have 1000 enemies and only one true imaginary friend that transcends myself.
Hypocrisy is a loaded term used to describe the same definition of forgiveness. I openly have a chip on my shoulder, especially to those that I concern myself with deserve no respect or sense of it whatsoever. Some people do that better than others.
Forgiveness is closely linked to guilt, and I credit mine with solutions not condemnation. That requires profound logic to do it.<p> </p>I give you myself as an example^. I openly admit all of it. I do not reject MY views - I AM it. That takes bravery. It takes a genius to inform those that are evil two-faced liars. It is the reason I wrote all of this in response to MY OWN revelations re; forgiveness. It is the least understood of all intellectualized concepts.
I learned this about myself at the age of 5. Take that Einstein. xoxox
I have worked tirelessly to model myself as an individual that has learned what my intellect means to me and how it transcends all things.
I see people in my life that no longer see me for who I really am, because they can only pretend to know what is they think of myself.
When I close my eyes I have the ability to see geometric patterns changing and transforming as I see them. It is like a laser show, if you can imagine beams of light cascading through time and space. That is what I have the ability to do with my mind.
I have worked painstakingly hard to find my sacred self. I see these patterns develop in deep in my subconscious. It is a theme of the brains circuitry. It literally tells me how I function based on the experiment this video provides as evidence.
To put this mildly, this experiment is not complex. Such a simple idea can immediately transform your perception of everything in life.
If you want to understand the universe, think of energy, frequency, and vibration – Nikola Tesla -
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This is a break down of what are Hidden Portals only because they are invisible.
Watch from 2:12 - 2:32 to explain how portals form and are then to be located as x-points:
There is a magnetic re-connection between forces between the sun and earth.This theoretically produces a "mingling of lines" between magnetic forces.Therefore, the sun x earth crisscross their magnetic forces.
As result: the magnetic field join to create openings.
X-points are where the crisscrossing takes place and a portal opens.
Theoretical implication: The joining of magnetic fields propels jets of charged particles from the x-point creating an electron diffusion region. In other words this creates a vacuum effect where in my view traces of physical phenomenon can travel through it. These portals are only meant to serve the type of conscious matter that interfaces with our physical realms. You are a model of energy, such as thoughts are to a bolt of lightning. You have the ability to transcend your conscious matter through to an unlimited energy source. These portals exist in order to magnify your life force - you have energy that is an element much like the periodic table - so this enables you to see things in a special manner than most are attuned.
February 3rd 2011
When facing that curtain, before the window; when facing the challenge of total sickness, slowly as I make my way out - into a light - perhaps of music. Yet all I see happens to be fear in the minds of others, my face doesn't turn to gold. I have truly faced the light, into the dark.
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This entry is made, because I care about the fear in people that hardly know it of themselves. That might be my face Plato cared about, by betraying a father of philosophy in Socratic wisdom. May Plato perish in flames of fire.
'Chess has taught me a great deal about life. As in life, in chess you can make all sorts of decisions. Here are five different moves or avenues. Which one should I take? If you can’t think ahead to the next several moves, it makes it more difficult to make a decision.
Ernest Hemingway once said:
February 2nd 2010
There are a few thing's that come to my mind, from which - I have found no meaning. This is a rather odd predicament to be in, since - trying to uncover what those thing's are - based on nothing but myth. In order to move across this threshold, let's say into reason, come from such belief system's otherwise known as dogmatic in relief. I see such thing's in searching for answer's, which I myself haven't arrived to conclude. One that truly is stuck in such muddy water, is that of - do what you love. (Not to eb confused with as -so what you love in -life. Simply, do what you -love. Then, that operative term, seems so irrational, perhaps even radical to lie about. . . because in factuality, I don't believe there is a person in the universe that could truthfully say that is the case from which they offer.
February 2nd 2011
What is my true spiritual meaning brought about, attributed, to my own sacred devotion, if at all - not subjective inasmuch defiance or my dedication to it.
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This journey I have taken my heart to, required of me great amounts of suffering, of decisions contradicting to my sense of self. I might say excruciatingly difficult.
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To have found myself in this turmoil, might in effect be lost.
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February 2nd 2014
Hate to me is a sign of success, not because it is contempt against me being made - but because it takes a certain impartiality meant only to be hurtful with NO amount of respect given. It tells me of what imaginary beliefs people have. I see the same type of individuals look hating you against your will. That is empowering to prove it wrong, even if it is in my own mind.
- Marco
Not everything has to be a work of art, but that shouldn't ever stop someone for being an artist
- Marco
Unless you act as a slave to god then you must answer as a slave to no one else.
Marco
January 31st 2010
Secretively, I've come across some thing's. . . hidden from view, long after I found them. Not that this is something - you would come across before. It's that when you find that thing, it's traced back to a heartening disquiet.
I can see many different thing's - which throughout the course of a day, hardly seem reasonable to have a real look into. I suppose it's a variation between extreme's. On the one end, there may seem to be what appears as though your entire existence depends. Although in reality, there is no use for the mention of it. That is a cause for polarity, or a case making it impossible to consider human condition, or quality of life as rare.
Some other thing's are haphazardly unaware of their true significance, such as those of a doctor, or a lawyer, a law maker, or a deal breaker, all of these are thinking synonymous with detail. With the same virtue of a detective is to Sherlock Holmes, as a space cadet is to NASA, these item's which relay message's of deliverance take great will, perhaps even power (less-than-scale) to achieve them. None of those thing's require that I know, requires a great deal of commitment, even before the knowledge, is applicable (acquired then certifiable).
However, while all these are thing's which point to a loss of word's, come's the reality of inopportune moment's, which may also contaminate my thinking.
I am not a doctor - nor ever will be - I will never be a lawyer - I will never board a space shuttle - I will never finger point. But there has to be something which I may have missed along the way. (Which this perhap's cannot willingly condone as my personal space being held against me.)
I believe to speak of this place, not so much a dream life is to a world of fantasy, but what I can attribute to myself similar to the air inhaled, then lungs, filled, to the relaxing muscles, a breath, then exhaled. I guess - I am thinking of meditation perhaps. In a world of my where action meet's it's ultimate fate, is that what knowledge of the after-life may preside itself?
I think, in my most desired state of mind, be it my non-choice for 'professional' occupation, I would resist to calculate as some form of miracle. In fact, I could equate this belief, as an also - reminder of - ultimate fate. (Some would call this divine intervention. . .) I digress to nothing in that context.
What I am willing to formulate, is my vision, of what or if rather, would I want such an ultimate fate to be. The answer is simple: I would want to be a boy, not a man, but return as a boy. It is this single undying wish, that so much gave emphasis to the nocturnal events before day breaks, that captivates my mind for measure.
It seems awfully rude awakening such an advanced idea, to make-believe, I've waited for this revelation of truth, to supersede all other commitment's within action, people provide toward career choice. Almost bizarre -would -be -the- word. (But, something in me, has told me - that this is not the case.)
Maybe - I've demoted myself to a defeatist attitude, whereas the true meaning of life can only be found if I accept defeat - if where - possible. What other choice do I have. Is this a form of final appeal, to divine intervention, I say not. Yet, as so much of the world passes by, without a thing to show for it, I am leading myself to believe, that perfect image of making myself into a man, as I grow oldest - my undying wish is to transform back into a boy. Not some simple-minded retort, of the kind lost in touch within reality. To be a boy, is in this thought, quite more powerful a metaphor to consider, for everything I have found after, before it was even discovered.
If this lacks example, I do not claim that I am fit to be a role model, I couldn't fake that much better. A role model who lacks the fortune of man, but fit's the description of a returning to the state of a boyhood dream - can in fact - equate to a revolutionary construct of conception. Some would dear say, an absurd formulated misconception of the truth; how dare he.
I would hardly dismiss this as the factoid of that which it surrender's to. Just being the boy, again. Only stranger than in fiction.
I want to gather attention to this in particular subject matter as it follows theoretically:
The federal reserve (government) is not federal. It has stockholders private corporations with stockholders.
All you need to know is addressed in the next series of qualifiers:
1- Government creates IOU's
IOU's are bonds
Bonds create national debt
2- IOU's are "swapped" to create currency.
Treasury (Canada Revenue Agency) sells bonds to the banks (Bank of Canada).
Banks sells national debt at a profit to the Federal Reserve. (Government of Canada)
Federal Reserve owns the banks.
Federal reserve writes cheques with $0 Balance (Infinite Account)
Cheques go to banks creating currency.
Bonds are issued to the Federal Reserve vs. Currency that the Treasury adopt as a matrix of all its monetary gains.
3- Banks deposit the cheques then lend out money and redeposit it and lend it out again. This magnifies CURRENCY supplied exponentially as a product.
4- considering these variable's we work for are TAXED.
We pay tax to the Canada Revenue Agency which informs our variable earnings to the Bank of Canada who then pay principle x interest on Bonds that are issued to the Government purchased by the Government in a balance of $0.
EVERYTHING THE GOVERNMENT OWNS IS PREDICATED ON THE FACT IT HAS NO MONEY BUT YOURS TO PURCHASE POWER OF BONDS = CURRENCY due to its inflation.
5- INFLATION = is a debt ceiling delusion.
Inflation is designed to increase level of debt so that it collapses on its own weight. This is to ensure the process of spending recycles itself through bonds, the purchase of bonds, the distribution of bonds and their return. No matter the collapse, the bonds will be issued to restore the loss incurred on debt. Essentially Bonds create debt to create currency then redistribute bonds purchased by the government than issued to its primary targets - the consumer.
6- the Bank of Canada that own the government make a profit selling debt to the government based on bonds it bought with an account of $0. The government just keeps buying bonds to erase the cost of debt so that currency is kept afloat.
7- Banks make a profit when the government pays them interest from a phantom chequing account that has $0.00.
The government pay 6% interest on the OWNERSHIP of the government SECRET OWNERS that funnel money to the Banking sector.
In conclusion:
Disparity of wealth between rich/working class only possible because we do not use real money we use currency. This is a form of enslavement. The Government issues bonds. The bonds is a promise to pay tax in the future. The government causes debt so it can pay back a premium to the banks from an account that has a balance of $0.
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