September 18th 2013

 A must share:

Last night I saw an actress that totally blew me away in her performance. It was not a performance I fell in love with, as much as I find myself attracted to the girl. This is based on attraction of a peerless nature, not one that is "boy meets girl." This is how to learn; I examine a question before I answer it. 1- As a person I have worked valiantly on my integrity and 2- how I lead by example. 3- Therefore, what I find most important in life is how I am a role model of inspiration as opposed to 4- success that is tantamount. (I think of the analogy between role model vs. a fish out of water.) Do you want to be authentic = role model or someone that is the type that follows the crowd as if typically engaged = fish. That is what this actress informed me of as a signal to it.

I have been trying to make sense of it. I have made significant self discoveries in the past month, so I needed to look at this entry to help insure myself of my feelings. The answer I found is something cannot be true unless you imagine it to be true. (As a rule: cannot be a fact, if ever.) I have been looking for this piece of my life so that it translates in the world.

"If you fail to get people imagining what they think to be true is in fact true, but only to offend them, you are doing it wrong.

Answer: whether or not something is false it is unless that person realizes they have only imagined what they think to be true (if true) is not of reality but of choice. Therefore, all things are dependent on an unscientific approach in knowledge. How do you know truth (all of it) is not true unless you imagine it to be true. That is what explains self knowledge." Marco Almeida, 2013

slave to everything

 

mistaking confidence with unmasking intelligence

 

force as nature

 

Thursday, September 18, 2025

When I was younger I knew more than I gave myself credit for. Now that I'm older I give myself more credit than nature intended. (Something like that.) - Marco

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Whether or not something is false it is unless that person realizes they have only imagined what they think to be true (if true) is not of reality but of choice. Therefore, all things are dependent on an unscientific approach in knowledge. How do you know truth (all of it) is not true unless you imagine it to be true. That is what explains self knowledge." Marco Almeida, 2013

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September 18th 2024

I do not blame anyone other than myself for should I have made my mark in acting. On the contrary the guilt that comsumes me is in a completely competitive manner of being. That I got to nowhere becauee I refused to get angry enough. The acting world is not for the faint at heart.

The closest I've come to accomplish anything of an actors medium is conveyed with the uncovering of ideas dealiing with problem solving (one question that no one really knows the answer: what is acting? )

In asking the questions which developed my psychological need to be an actor is conducive to illustrating the answers as a philosopher.

Therefore, my answer to the final question: what is acting.. in my personal view is to be an actor is to be an actor in a web that I am trying to weave. In that metaphorical state, I am trying to convey a character having a human experience.

I never got to double down on that and prove myself.

Maybe one day.

- Marco

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The thing here is I am truthfully able to see myself as nothing as a core value to my personal humanity. I feel it in my bones. To my core. The state of a void should be the way we look at ourselves beside the human condition as a whole.

- Marco

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September 18th 2024

I asked myself this question and came up with another question as the answer...

The question addresses... what is fear in the same sense I ask what is my greatest fear and on what terms. How do I come to this conclusion.

My only fear in life is - is - how do I know I am fulfilling my life's purpose. I attribute this fear according to fulfilling God's will in me. Have I failed not only myself but have i failed what god intended me to do.

I only ask this on no uncertain terms.

I ask this question because the truth to me is that I feel I have been put on this earth to acquire my faith in god and in terms of what I am supposed to do in this realm of thinking.

This question of purpose.

It is a void in me as I feel it.

I propose all this in a definitive element, being, how do I make a difference in life. It's really that simple.

Accordingly, to make this difference I equate with purpose.

Does anyone have the sixth sense. The sixth sense to dare enter into such a fear without acknowledging it or do you continue to live your life according to societal standards.

I don't have the answer.

I simply know what I feel.

That is all.

- Marco

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[September 13th 2023]

September 13th 2026


There are Liberal minded conservatives.

Those that are conservative do not want their investments breeched.

If a conservative monopoly becomes regulated, then the conservative cause is compromised.

Therefore, only Liberal minded conservatives serve the interests of the all.

My point is there are only two types of conservatives in government.  Both are conservatives, only one is disguised as Liberal.  

The values associated to the Liberal cause must uphold what refrains from extortion based practices. 

- Marco

self-importance

 

eternal properties of the mind

 September 13th 2026

I will say this about myself. Knowing what I have learned. At my age. The betrayal I feel. It no longer lasts. It lingers to the same measure, words are empty to me coming from the form of pointless banter. (Just noise). Learn how to separate that noise into irony before the passage of time makes it a memory. Imagine irony as something only you know about. And the world looks a lot - different.

I look. I see. An idea no one else thinks of. I think of this as information on a formative level. I act in terms of my sensations only.

But like I said, I feel that betrayal (any instance or even a hint of it) I no longer say to myself 'absorb' it, Marco. I take no tolerance of where my conscious leads me. I work on pride now. And if someone talks, or whose perception I fail in mirroring. My intuition takes over.

The humanity in me thinks in one instance from now on. . . how sad it is to hear people speak dead. Like their words have no use or meaning. Why not talk on an purely human level or instinctual like a child's voice hidden beneath the surface.

I won't test anyone for what I believe, in fact, I'll show it myself. Practice in behaving like an adult is exhausting for those that wait.

(Wait for something greater to come.) This follows:

Miracles never just happen, but divine intervention is not the reality I want to speak of here. I am speaking to a world that forget about what it means to feel guilt. To make use of the guilt that others have, but could never reveal its source even if they tried. Why? (Because no one like to admit their guilt as universal law.)

That was my problem. I used to blame myself for everything that life gave me. Then, almost magically. . . the guilt vanished. My point is there is an anomaly waiting to happen in each and every day, that I am unafraid to create. Something worth dying for. That is what I want in life, now.

The use of words in finding tragic truth under ordinary circumstances (not imaginary circumstances), should be a exercise we run in our minds. As life itself is extraordinary to think of. Think of as one long running memory every minute. Then words begin to change radically. (The betrayal of it being less extraordinary). A lesson learned is a product of emotion - only. And I used to internalize it to the point it became guilt.

- Marco

words bewitch a language of supposition [September 13th 2010]

 There it was, some kind of private life, unheard of in most cases.

 

It became clearer to me.

 

Just how - I don't really know, it doesn't really matter.

 

All that mattered, was a former place in time, as if the unfailing passion.

 

So, there I am.  In a completely passive state.

 

A state of unawareness in light of it.

profiting from nothing

 

meditation as revolutionary practice in imitation

 

Liberal as liberal is

 

As long as there is a center from which you act there must be disorder. - Krishnamurti on the expansion of measurement and consciousness. 

mechanical indifficiencies

 

Habit produces disorder | J. Krishnamurti

Movement away from 'what is' | Krishnamurti

Matthew 20:28

 

September 12th 2012

 My level of tolerance has reached its pinnacle.

- Living in an intellectual lie is about as dishonest to the human condition as true deception at its best, it is the worst type of fakery, which heralded on its own merit justifies as intellectual human hazard bordering on the absurd. Acting based on humanitarian principles takes a true artistic perspective. The very nature of my instinct, qualifies humanity, (a) humanities aims so much (b) less than superficial in quantity (c) my answer to abundance.

- Abundance = intellectual hazard (i.e. If we as a species evolved, I ask this question, how/why are we enacting ourselves based on change. Have we acquired, then, "unstable" methodology, as human beings we are conditioned against knowledge of a phenomenal nature.)

Superficial shallowness = intellectual lie

Therefore, if I test myself against the will of others, how much of me is truthful. To act based on an intellectual lie, is the worst form of acting inebriation on such a level of personification. "I am acting more truthful then you are, then this also means I am not allowing you to act. Therefore, I already know what is suppose to happen will."

Truth as a collapse

1 - My theoretical physical nature as I imagine myself to be, is more important than knowledge born truth.

2- Truth, all truth is born out of knowledge as a skill in learning. Acquiring knowledge is not a skill. Everything outside the realm of learning is "skill.". I am skilled in 1- qualifiable 2- promotion as a 3-means. I am holding a scarf, this also must prove if I put it on, the scarf will help to keep me warm.

3- All promotion is from a source, my logical self, myself logic.

4- The phenomenon of brain matter: No amount of logic is quantifiable. All theory is in practice. All power is contained.

5- I once had a teacher who tried to push me around, but I didn't let her. ^ So, I dropped her class. The 'her' is a male feminist. Yes, there is such a thing. As males, we call it chauvinistic. Feminism is to males what chauvinism is to women. You see: my proof in logic, is to make logic "interesting." Professors in my university days, claimed that they owned the alphabet, invented it, qualified all of their systemic beliefs, which to their chagrin there is no cure to.

6- I prefer to call all knowledge based thought, as metaphysical anomaly . The professor I had in university claimed I had no talent in reasoning truth.

7- So to create knowledge, is the souls dynamic approach to reasoning truth. Some of my teachers really had it in for me. Let that be a lesson to me.

8- All logic is not - is - not quantifiable.

- Marco 

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September 12th 2017

 

William Blake

 

September 12th 2023

 

common sense reversal

 

Krishnamurti on the unknown :: the end of knowledgebase thinking [reality]

 

Zach Reg

I’m confused.

(My rebuttal)

you always say that but are far from that being the truth. Which is to say you have a pulse. The first part of statement Krishnamurti points us to what we already know. Consciousness dictates our intuitive nature to recite what we know into reality or everyday type routine. Awareness of this conceptually speaking leads us in this theroetical.aspect of Krishnamurti's second part. (The statements coefficient...) what is unknown can only be in our minds untouched by knowledge in everyday life.

Conclusion: if what we put out in an effort to conform by everyday standards that society demands. What if we put that to an end result - meaning - result based goal oriented behavior - putting it to a stop. What happens in that is that our awareness changes. It takes no effort. Therefore a change in the patterns of thought you have conformed to. For this undergoes a exemplary transformation (even if what what you're reading is complete nonsense.) Think about things in a manner that no one else knows. It's about self awareness (without effort) that we elevate from a place of things we already own, recalibrate, and transcend to a state of things that nature produces (without effort). It can be thought of as simply sitting in your chair. Emptying out the secrets you have running throughout your minds eye. Now empty them. Throw it away. In that sense you clear a path to become more aware of these things as a continuing process.

To be honest... in my own understanding and instruction of Krishnamurti’s teachings. (I feel this process is about transferring my own thoughts into this exercise.) A place that your own mind becomes a place of sanctuary and feels sacred in a world made up of chaos.

- Marco

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Is this secretly or inwardly the motivating element for what we believe to the end of knowledge. - Marco

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An invocable (if you interpret it) lesson far larger than yourself. - Marco

Michael Talbot

 Anomaly

September 11th 2014

 

September 11th 2026

Philippians 4.6

 

Proverbs 4.22

 

September 11th 2019

 I have always thought this way, the problem is that everyone else in the world are hyper-agents of reality that would never begin to approach problems in a visceral nature. - Marco

September 10th 2011

 

what counts as a personal Insurance policy

 

September 10th 2012