Volcano's

 I'm no Stephen King. But when I get inspired: I think of things unique to the human condition. So I write fictional style inquires. This is about how my wisdom - or search for it - manifests as an examination of what where imagination takes real life for me, personally.

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I'm going to buy myself a volcano. Call it Marco. The metaphor? For everyone that wants to jump in, will come out alive. (But you won't take the leap in it.) Which as trivial as fear is - it is never out of the question, I guess.

My point here happens that the metaphor applies to a condition.

We place heads together. Our only ritual. Much like recording everything I think as a meditation for it. Words are feelings. Feelings are rituals. We just don't realize, or fail not to think of things in such manners of the imagination.

If I fail to inspire you. (Which is my only intent.)

The truth is not found in debating the question of life or death if faced with.

The test of real wisdom, is found in normally forsaking it.

Wisdom comes as it goes. It's (wisdom) always tested in everything you do. You are its target.

What doesn't kill you without a thought of where you end up is the answer to it. So I lead with logic and my feelings. Where my intensity is logically transformed from this place to the next. What I see, from the shape of the volcano is a matter of wisdom looking toward a bottomless pit of agony. Where things are on the surface. And are met with me. Afraid. Afraid to be exposed for what he is.

Truly, truly - terrifying a concept. Wisdom is the volcano. Not found in waiting for it. . . to erupt. The volcano ends up being where wisdom is a question of it being worth the wait. The wait for a portrait of yourself faced with the idea. The idea that wisdom possesses you. Only you - never know?

You never know what the fucking answers are.
Just an empty hollow space of nothing.

It seems like an implausible story to consider.
But the moral of the whole thing, is to consider where you are - even when you are not aware of the things that consider you more of an idea. Think about yourself as an idea of outside a cave that swallowed you and that every part of the idea whether it became something, or submerged someplace else?

That's wisdom working for you. It is (truth) in your dreams while still awake... for what tells time in psychological ways. You imagine sleep, instead of actually sleeping, all you dream of while awake is a volume of abundance and talk about your feelings without thinking that you had.

These words for words are the smaller version of it all.

- Marco

June 1st 2018

 Subtweet: Here is my personal view. Politics is an illusion based on corruption. There are no winners other than for those that are corrupted. It takes a measure of intelligence that is not only set to serve a majority. And that is incompetence between two extremes. Politicians.

-Marco

June 1st 2023

 I wrote this this evening in a huff and a puff liken too some magical dragon breathing out its firey nostrils. I feel it's work as a fragment of thought philosophically put together. I hope you like it. Might not be my best poetically but stick with it to its end. I will call it brainstorming.

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(Titled) Tales from the abstruse:

Where does rejection come from.

Prairie Ink waitress

Where does rejection come from.

What is its code.

This is not an epistemological question as to why.

But why is it.

Such as why do Lawyers turtle.

That pretentious air.

Where they must never give an inch.

You know the type that do this.

How he or she doesn't care to feel exposed

For what they really think.

Such is the art of philosophy and all philosophical inquiry.

Expect you find its form like an octopuses.

Each tentacles trying to suck its open pore onto you. Only your skin repels it.

Your skin denies it and doesn't allow the tentacles to stick.

Those pulsating tentacles!!

Wanting always wanting more to suck on.

Only why don't lawyers appeal to the same intelligence. Instead he or she getting sucked in.

What good is knowing.

The world doesn't revolve around me and it doesn't revolve around anything else either.

When transcendence and empathy are at war.

It is an internal issue. The struggle is real. The conflict one of a declaration of war within.

What new direction does this take you in Mr Octopus.

Where there is no necessity to reason,

Only if you choose to wait for it.

What makes me the doctor.

Before I was an actor I became a philosopher king and before that I was a value of observation and before that I passed every test I was ever given never failing once.

Who is living a lie vs who is living the truth.

I like being watched.

Because he who is learned in their behavior knows everything that the Dr does before they do it.... and everyone knows the octopus. Their motives are clear.

So like I said....

I like being watched.

The BIG questions:

Victim vs victim

Man vs man

Man vs god

Dr vs octopus

Fork vs spoon

Philosophy vs science

Religion vs atheists

Right vs wrong

Time vs space (time spent)

Matter vs antimatter

Debunking vs necessity

Contradiction vs contingency

I believe in Divine intervention:

Complaining about the weather.

The state of being...

Modern Convention vs

Cooperation over confrontation (not to over compensate)

Hero's are self made; so are your enemies.

The self regulation of overcoming or normalizing your fears.

Selling one short to purge their thinking takes

Reverse psychology.

And finally...

Reductive logic.

Vacuous intention

Reality is thought (of)

Thought is interpretation

Out of mind is where we stare death in the face.

Must you look at me this way....

You have too!!

LOOK.

LOOK AT ME.

If we domesticated God in our own image;

I am not made to be delusional.

I am quite simply an unknown genius.

June 1st 2023

 I have no idea what rejection is what it looks like nor do I care to be wired in learning from what it may be defined as. But I came up with a brilliant new analogy of all analogies to inspire you.

If (as we are biologically programmed) not looking for sex, is something not wrong with us.

Searching for truth is sex.

Therefore, not searching for truth is like sex. (You get rejected.)

- Marco

May 31st 2023

 when we die = the value of the dead is based on three things....

1- Demoraliziation of gods guilt. That all your sins are forgiven as a reduction under god. When you were powerless you are no longer powerful. Therefore, your poor moral judgment or bad behavior are absolved from any sins committed.

2- Liberation from god. That you are free from earthly things in gods name only.

3- Gods exoneration. That you have been renounced of all things bound to the earth or worldly in value. This includes injustices made against you if your unbridled life from which you've acted or been purged upon by forces against the will which others impose upon us.

Are these ideas that can be tested as a working thesis in theology as philosophically relevant as they apply to as in rules you can be guided with.

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Let's play shall we... doing philosophy makes me happy and brings out my best in life. I had someone ask me if I am a prof today.

What brings out the best of you. Does philosophy bring out the best of you or isn't it just a cynics view of life. Should you be the kind of person that inspires others to improvise the best out from life or is that simply a philosopher's facticity. Facticity in the sense you give life meaning. Not to be confused with existentialist thought as in why are we here. But an extension I'm asking why are you here as a philosopher. Not to think out of necessity or to improve your quality of life. But more so to color outside the lines therefore rethink outside the one dimensional layer we are in. What might separate all of us as philosopher's not according to philosophical concepts. Can philosophy be a personal type of diary which we exhibit our secret life. Ideas. Wisdom. Maybe confused with a Socratic method?

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"Have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer."

— Rainer Maria Rilke

The Program of anti-matter

 

Conceptual entropy as recursive in philosophy

 

Entropy is history moving backwards. Only we are experiencing what we already know. The point being we can not change the past. The result of the future what is as contradiction in it. What we do now, in other words, can recondition what we already know into something new.

- Marco 

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We are brought up on ideals – the greater, the nobler, the better. The ideal has become more important than ‘what is’. ‘What is’ and the ideal are opposed and must breed conflict. Look what you are doing: the ideal is the creation of thought in order to overcome ‘what is’, or to use the future as a lever to change ‘what is’. You are using non-fact to deal with fact. Therefore there is no result; that way there can never be change. It is so simple once you see it. Discard the ideal because it is valueless and observe only the fact. The discarding of the ideal has changed the pattern of the brain cells; the brain has lived in that pattern and now the pattern is broken. One has lived in the hope that one will gradually change; then one sees that gradualness is really the same thing repeated, modified, repeated, modified, repeated – therefore there is no basic change. When you see that, the whole structure of the brain has changed: that is insight.⁠

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J. Krishnamurti⁠

Saanen, 4th Question & Answer Meeting - 26th July 1980⁠

~ Krishnamurti

white knuckle philosophy

true authenticity

 psychological input :: 'white knuckles philosophy'

You have heard that discipline is about willpower and white knuckling. Psychology says that is the hard way. True discipline is not doing what you said you would. It is becoming someone who would never not do it. The person who brushes their teeth does not negotiate. They just brush. The person who exercises does not bargain. They just go. Discipline is not a daily battle. It is a settled identity.

Here is what the research discovered. People who maintain long term habits do not rely on willpower. They have integrated the behavior into their sense of self. A person who says "I am not a smoker" finds it easier to quit than someone who says "I am trying to quit." The shift is not behavioral. It is identity based. You stop fighting yourself when the behavior becomes who you are, not just what you do. The friction disappears.

The science behind this is simple. Your brain conserves willpower for novel or difficult tasks. Repeated behaviors eventually transfer from conscious effort to automatic habit. The neural pathways strengthen with repetition until the behavior feels natural. At that point, not doing it feels wrong. Discipline stops being a choice and starts being a reflex. You do not need motivation. You need a new self image.

Stop asking yourself to do hard things every day. Start asking who you want to become. Do not say "I will go to the gym." Say "I am a person who goes to the gym." Small shift. Massive difference. Identity drives behavior more than willpower ever will. Become the person. The actions follow automatically.

The trial of sound

 I think in how my voice travels.

If not put into silence.

That the air I take in,

Each breath I feel.

Feels like forever. 

universal laws in theory

 

Why communism is appraised as failure (debunked)

True power does not come from enforcing the law. It comes from creating a society where every citizen is a criminal by default. When the legal code becomes so vast and contradictory that it is impossible to live a normal life without violating it, the state achieves total leverage. You are no longer innocent until proven guilty; you are guilty but not yet prosecuted.

Christopher Hitchens understood this mechanism better than most. A journalist and public intellectual who spent his life exposing the machinery of authoritarianism, Hitchens was a man who famously refused to be silenced, even as he faced terminal illness in his final years. He saw that the trap of the modern era is not just the iron fist, but the bureaucratic maze that makes compliance a physical impossibility.

The essential principle of totalitarianism is the making of laws which are impossible to obey.

Hitchens reminds us that once everyone is an offender, the authorities can pick and choose their targets based on political convenience rather than justice. Selective enforcement is the ultimate tool of the tyrant.

My Rebuttal: 

This is why those who make the laws cannot govern the one's who break them. What is my point, that as Aristotelian logic dictates. One must be open to self formulated rules in order to freely conduct themselves in any society. If you disagree with that premise (of the previous sentence) is why communism doesn't work. My argument precedes what Hitchens is saying: that corruption that is created through political ends. Also, means that - civilization in a communist run totalitarian (status). The governing regime of that state obviously abuses power because of the idea of communism is essentially a open educated model. That if we governed based on providence for all people equally, we would have no problem as equals in any bordered civilization. Communism is seen as a threat to those that can not govern for the people. Communism has been bastardized as result. Historically, communism does work in Eastern Soviet totalitarian models. But Eastern ancient philosophy such as Chinese rule, it works.

- Marco

Derelict ideological disorder

Stimulant (the 'idea') is not growth.  We first must abandon what we think for what we want.  Then and only then, can our lack for a desire be ourselves.  It is a lot as using a word.  If principled people, all shared the same view.  This - in return asks the right question.  Where ordinarily we see things that aren't there, appear beacause we have negotiated with the fear we can not be consciously aware un-of. We tolerate special treatment of individuals that govern.  Why do they insist on such special treatment from others?  Anyone in their right mind would have self respect over it.  It is about dispelling a second class cause for first class accommodation insofar a wiser rooted suspicion (rooted) itself.

Legend- ¹ you might want it all and want it 'now' - but you cant test another man's resolve and get away with telling him what he wants.

² Your self respecting nature will reveal the worst of you enemies, always. ³ That no matter the cost growth doesn't fall from trees, in the same way, you don't have to get your way - but instead be the wiser, and to be the wiser, is to spread out your courage as in slow motion.

- Marco

Out of everything you don't read (May 30th 2010)

 I'll be safe to admit, I wonder aloud at this moment what people actually think when it comes to this thing called facebook.

I've registered it as a tool, a form of creative expression, which grows exponentially on a daily basis - I guess there is no escape other than this method of social contract - it is for myself, anyway.

I don't understand why I come to this as a resource, really - it makes me curious what I can perhaps divulge others thinking. It means I can connect on some form of secularization from the norms in everyday life. I suppose that is the main proponent, before thoughts can truly emerge.

Submerged in all of this, I've taken to a consciousness all my own, it is on ready.

So, as much as I feel I've accomplished thus far, there's really nothing that can say what it goes to show for it.

However, I do relate back to myself, that fear of the 'unknown' as if what might be judging me for the sometimes abnormality which may cease the reader from interest. (I suppose I am aware.) But, there's no truth to saying what I just did, I wrote it to please the reader from that they may agree with.

This thing called facebook, is just a vehicle to recite language (poetic verse), though I always thought admiration came from what others are reading so that they were left not inspired, but training the eye.

Most of facebook users really apply their choice to do so, freely as they wish - I wonder if there if any. . . other users really put any commitment to this medium. Does it really reveal anything, to enhance that from experience.

I guess this leads me to my adult life.

I prefer the message I create can relate to this on a level of maturity I own. I do not always get that picture, however.

That part of me that wants to live, I certainly do. I come on here one day then the next, hoping I can fulfill whatever destiny may come. Yet, all I want to feel is empowering on that level.

It's taken me the past decade, give or take, with the same notion, one day would make me a very happy kind of romantic figure, yet so many days I know their is emptiness without it. This makes me second-guess just how important life really is, so I come on here to rid myself of that cost.

I die a little inside.

- Marco

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All I want to do through my writing through FB users, is to show attributes of a kind which we otherwise would never recognize in real time.

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"This thing called facebook, is just a vehicle to recite language (poetic verse), though I always thought admiration came from what others are reading so that they were left not inspired, but training the eye.

It's taken me the past decade, give or take, with the same notion, one day would make me a very happy kind of romantic figure, yet so many days I know their is emptiness without it. This makes me second-guess just how important life really is, so I come on here to rid myself of that cost."

If anyone asks themselves about my motives through prose,^

I think this answers it all.

May 30th 2013

 

May 20th 2019

 No, in my case it is called, let's go ahead and label the guy who is more free spirited, has better ideas, and more of a believer than that teacher's immunity to grade my ingenuity.

- Marco

May 30th 2023 {Alberta}

 All truth is safe and nothing else is safe, but he who keeps back truth, or withholds it from men, from motives of expediency, is either a coward or a criminal.”

— James Russell Lowell

I can't sit back and just not be infuriated with the literal lack of knowledge and misinformation whereas just any political junkie gets into office... Alberta has been born to a conservatives toilet bowl of leaders determined in being just that.

I feel sick to death living in this place I love to call home my country. It's about standing firm for what that means. If that fake alpha feminist Danielle Smith and Pierre Poilievre who couldn't talk there way out of a jello stand. I'm ready for it.

I am taking aim at conservative ideology and I will not lay down to these belligerent assholes get rich or die trying as their hidden message of devaluing me.

Because I possess a monster ego and my values are uncanadian. That's reverse psychology (btw). The cons are bullying us into not buying what they're selling. They think the average Canadian are stupid and will follow.

Not me. No fucking way.

Last night Danielle Smith acceptance speech was the most degrading piece of garbage I've ever heard. She declared war on Canada . I took it personally and it makes me ashamed to be Canadian. Never heard a worse speech from a leader in my life.

It's not us that are insane with rage politics. I'm not against using it as an ends against the real enemies of my country. The Conservatives are acting like petulant victims and using reverse psychology in feeble attempt to mitigate. This is war.

This is war on a political landscape that's unprecedented in the history of this great country. We live in the greatest nation on earth. I refuse to just sit back and watch our values go out the window.

My parents are old-school. They're Canadian. I direct my feelings in this manner because like many others they have worked their tails off. I will not just sit on my laurels and watch the Conservatives dismantle how important being a true Canadian means to me.

Deuteronomy 28:7

God will defeat your enemies who attack you. They’ll come at you on one road and run away on seven - Marco

Kyrie Eleison - Marco.

The only freedom you have, 

is the freedom to choose.

Beyond what are expectations

that govern the norms.

Do choose, wisely.

Confinement of a personal nature...

where you are not in incarceration.

But where your mind is the threading of a needle.

Your self-respecting nature.

Where your common sense goes to.

Does it hide?

Did you make a wrong turn?

- Marco

death with interruptions [credit:: Jose Saramago]

 

May 29th - 2013 :: 2012

There is no real disappointment in life. (Just measuring it by means of my personal foresight.) Everything you think you know, should be universal when training the mind to think. May 29th 2026

 1- I am great with kids 2- I would make an excellent (meaning not corrupt) honest politician 3- people feel more attractive in my presence.

genius is one thing I have in common with myself, the power of my own intuition.

Perfection in Double (May 29th 2013)

 

I am perfection, the only problem everybody knows it is not of a persuasive nature. Deception cannot be seen or heard to be appraised.

Double crossing a person is all too common in the world of novice, in fact, I have learned to welcome it rather than be in defeat.

son of man [a paradox]

 The son of man

I declare my will unfit for duty.

I allow you to tell me what the will is (made of) but I will not let you tell me what (will) is mine.

May 29, 2014

MA

the future of all problem solving

 

Pure fucking genius, fuck.

"People talk so much about the beauty of confidence. They seem to entirely ignore the much more subtle beauty of doubt. To believe is very dull. To doubt is intensely engrossing. To be on the alert is to live, to be lulled into security is to die."

-- Oscar Wilde

Faking the fear in it . . .

 You may come across those whose only aim is to give you pity nor their strength. Bestow nothing upon you. Ignore both.

May 29th 2023 - Marco

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“There is no moral precept that does not have something inconvenient about it.” Denis Diderot

1st class (words)

 Hero's are self made; so are your enemies. MA2023

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I don't make enemies. They produce me. I've never in my life created any. 

- Marco

May 29th 2023