May 31st 2023

 when we die = the value of the dead is based on three things....

1- Demoraliziation of gods guilt. That all your sins are forgiven as a reduction under god. When you were powerless you are no longer powerful. Therefore, your poor moral judgment or bad behavior are absolved from any sins committed.

2- Liberation from god. That you are free from earthly things in gods name only.

3- Gods exoneration. That you have been renounced of all things bound to the earth or worldly in value. This includes injustices made against you if your unbridled life from which you've acted or been purged upon by forces against the will which others impose upon us.

Are these ideas that can be tested as a working thesis in theology as philosophically relevant as they apply to as in rules you can be guided with.

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Let's play shall we... doing philosophy makes me happy and brings out my best in life. I had someone ask me if I am a prof today.

What brings out the best of you. Does philosophy bring out the best of you or isn't it just a cynics view of life. Should you be the kind of person that inspires others to improvise the best out from life or is that simply a philosopher's facticity. Facticity in the sense you give life meaning. Not to be confused with existentialist thought as in why are we here. But an extension I'm asking why are you here as a philosopher. Not to think out of necessity or to improve your quality of life. But more so to color outside the lines therefore rethink outside the one dimensional layer we are in. What might separate all of us as philosopher's not according to philosophical concepts. Can philosophy be a personal type of diary which we exhibit our secret life. Ideas. Wisdom. Maybe confused with a Socratic method?

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"Have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer."

— Rainer Maria Rilke

The Program of anti-matter

 

Conceptual entropy as recursive in philosophy

 

Entropy is history moving backwards. Only we are experiencing what we already know. The point being we can not change the past. The result of the future what is as contradiction in it. What we do now, in other words, can recondition what we already know into something new.

- Marco 

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We are brought up on ideals – the greater, the nobler, the better. The ideal has become more important than ‘what is’. ‘What is’ and the ideal are opposed and must breed conflict. Look what you are doing: the ideal is the creation of thought in order to overcome ‘what is’, or to use the future as a lever to change ‘what is’. You are using non-fact to deal with fact. Therefore there is no result; that way there can never be change. It is so simple once you see it. Discard the ideal because it is valueless and observe only the fact. The discarding of the ideal has changed the pattern of the brain cells; the brain has lived in that pattern and now the pattern is broken. One has lived in the hope that one will gradually change; then one sees that gradualness is really the same thing repeated, modified, repeated, modified, repeated – therefore there is no basic change. When you see that, the whole structure of the brain has changed: that is insight.⁠

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J. Krishnamurti⁠

Saanen, 4th Question & Answer Meeting - 26th July 1980⁠

~ Krishnamurti

white knuckle philosophy

true authenticity

 psychological input :: 'white knuckles philosophy'

You have heard that discipline is about willpower and white knuckling. Psychology says that is the hard way. True discipline is not doing what you said you would. It is becoming someone who would never not do it. The person who brushes their teeth does not negotiate. They just brush. The person who exercises does not bargain. They just go. Discipline is not a daily battle. It is a settled identity.

Here is what the research discovered. People who maintain long term habits do not rely on willpower. They have integrated the behavior into their sense of self. A person who says "I am not a smoker" finds it easier to quit than someone who says "I am trying to quit." The shift is not behavioral. It is identity based. You stop fighting yourself when the behavior becomes who you are, not just what you do. The friction disappears.

The science behind this is simple. Your brain conserves willpower for novel or difficult tasks. Repeated behaviors eventually transfer from conscious effort to automatic habit. The neural pathways strengthen with repetition until the behavior feels natural. At that point, not doing it feels wrong. Discipline stops being a choice and starts being a reflex. You do not need motivation. You need a new self image.

Stop asking yourself to do hard things every day. Start asking who you want to become. Do not say "I will go to the gym." Say "I am a person who goes to the gym." Small shift. Massive difference. Identity drives behavior more than willpower ever will. Become the person. The actions follow automatically.

The trial of sound

 I think in how my voice travels.

If not put into silence.

That the air I take in,

Each breath I feel.

Feels like forever. 

universal laws in theory

 

Why communism is appraised as failure (debunked)

True power does not come from enforcing the law. It comes from creating a society where every citizen is a criminal by default. When the legal code becomes so vast and contradictory that it is impossible to live a normal life without violating it, the state achieves total leverage. You are no longer innocent until proven guilty; you are guilty but not yet prosecuted.

Christopher Hitchens understood this mechanism better than most. A journalist and public intellectual who spent his life exposing the machinery of authoritarianism, Hitchens was a man who famously refused to be silenced, even as he faced terminal illness in his final years. He saw that the trap of the modern era is not just the iron fist, but the bureaucratic maze that makes compliance a physical impossibility.

The essential principle of totalitarianism is the making of laws which are impossible to obey.

Hitchens reminds us that once everyone is an offender, the authorities can pick and choose their targets based on political convenience rather than justice. Selective enforcement is the ultimate tool of the tyrant.

My Rebuttal: 

This is why those who make the laws cannot govern the one's who break them. What is my point, that as Aristotelian logic dictates. One must be open to self formulated rules in order to freely conduct themselves in any society. If you disagree with that premise (of the previous sentence) is why communism doesn't work. My argument precedes what Hitchens is saying: that corruption that is created through political ends. Also, means that - civilization in a communist run totalitarian (status). The governing regime of that state obviously abuses power because of the idea of communism is essentially a open educated model. That if we governed based on providence for all people equally, we would have no problem as equals in any bordered civilization. Communism is seen as a threat to those that can not govern for the people. Communism has been bastardized as result. Historically, communism does work in Eastern Soviet totalitarian models. But Eastern ancient philosophy such as Chinese rule, it works.

- Marco

Derelict ideological disorder

Stimulant (the 'idea') is not growth.  We first must abandon what we think for what we want.  Then and only then, can our lack for a desire be ourselves.  It is a lot as using a word.  If principled people, all shared the same view.  This - in return asks the right question.  Where ordinarily we see things that aren't there, appear beacause we have negotiated with the fear we can not be consciously aware un-of. We tolerate special treatment of individuals that govern.  Why do they insist on such special treatment from others?  Anyone in their right mind would have self respect over it.  It is about dispelling a second class cause for first class accommodation insofar a wiser rooted suspicion (rooted) itself.

Legend- ¹ you might want it all and want it 'now' - but you cant test another man's resolve and get away with telling him what he wants.

² Your self respecting nature will reveal the worst of you enemies, always. ³ That no matter the cost growth doesn't fall from trees, in the same way, you don't have to get your way - but instead be the wiser, and to be the wiser, is to spread out your courage as in slow motion.

- Marco

Out of everything you don't read (May 30th 2010)

 I'll be safe to admit, I wonder aloud at this moment what people actually think when it comes to this thing called facebook.

I've registered it as a tool, a form of creative expression, which grows exponentially on a daily basis - I guess there is no escape other than this method of social contract - it is for myself, anyway.

I don't understand why I come to this as a resource, really - it makes me curious what I can perhaps divulge others thinking. It means I can connect on some form of secularization from the norms in everyday life. I suppose that is the main proponent, before thoughts can truly emerge.

Submerged in all of this, I've taken to a consciousness all my own, it is on ready.

So, as much as I feel I've accomplished thus far, there's really nothing that can say what it goes to show for it.

However, I do relate back to myself, that fear of the 'unknown' as if what might be judging me for the sometimes abnormality which may cease the reader from interest. (I suppose I am aware.) But, there's no truth to saying what I just did, I wrote it to please the reader from that they may agree with.

This thing called facebook, is just a vehicle to recite language (poetic verse), though I always thought admiration came from what others are reading so that they were left not inspired, but training the eye.

Most of facebook users really apply their choice to do so, freely as they wish - I wonder if there if any. . . other users really put any commitment to this medium. Does it really reveal anything, to enhance that from experience.

I guess this leads me to my adult life.

I prefer the message I create can relate to this on a level of maturity I own. I do not always get that picture, however.

That part of me that wants to live, I certainly do. I come on here one day then the next, hoping I can fulfill whatever destiny may come. Yet, all I want to feel is empowering on that level.

It's taken me the past decade, give or take, with the same notion, one day would make me a very happy kind of romantic figure, yet so many days I know their is emptiness without it. This makes me second-guess just how important life really is, so I come on here to rid myself of that cost.

I die a little inside.

- Marco

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All I want to do through my writing through FB users, is to show attributes of a kind which we otherwise would never recognize in real time.

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"This thing called facebook, is just a vehicle to recite language (poetic verse), though I always thought admiration came from what others are reading so that they were left not inspired, but training the eye.

It's taken me the past decade, give or take, with the same notion, one day would make me a very happy kind of romantic figure, yet so many days I know their is emptiness without it. This makes me second-guess just how important life really is, so I come on here to rid myself of that cost."

If anyone asks themselves about my motives through prose,^

I think this answers it all.

May 30th 2013

 

May 20th 2019

 No, in my case it is called, let's go ahead and label the guy who is more free spirited, has better ideas, and more of a believer than that teacher's immunity to grade my ingenuity.

- Marco

May 30th 2023 {Alberta}

 All truth is safe and nothing else is safe, but he who keeps back truth, or withholds it from men, from motives of expediency, is either a coward or a criminal.”

— James Russell Lowell

I can't sit back and just not be infuriated with the literal lack of knowledge and misinformation whereas just any political junkie gets into office... Alberta has been born to a conservatives toilet bowl of leaders determined in being just that.

I feel sick to death living in this place I love to call home my country. It's about standing firm for what that means. If that fake alpha feminist Danielle Smith and Pierre Poilievre who couldn't talk there way out of a jello stand. I'm ready for it.

I am taking aim at conservative ideology and I will not lay down to these belligerent assholes get rich or die trying as their hidden message of devaluing me.

Because I possess a monster ego and my values are uncanadian. That's reverse psychology (btw). The cons are bullying us into not buying what they're selling. They think the average Canadian are stupid and will follow.

Not me. No fucking way.

Last night Danielle Smith acceptance speech was the most degrading piece of garbage I've ever heard. She declared war on Canada . I took it personally and it makes me ashamed to be Canadian. Never heard a worse speech from a leader in my life.

It's not us that are insane with rage politics. I'm not against using it as an ends against the real enemies of my country. The Conservatives are acting like petulant victims and using reverse psychology in feeble attempt to mitigate. This is war.

This is war on a political landscape that's unprecedented in the history of this great country. We live in the greatest nation on earth. I refuse to just sit back and watch our values go out the window.

My parents are old-school. They're Canadian. I direct my feelings in this manner because like many others they have worked their tails off. I will not just sit on my laurels and watch the Conservatives dismantle how important being a true Canadian means to me.

Deuteronomy 28:7

God will defeat your enemies who attack you. They’ll come at you on one road and run away on seven - Marco

Kyrie Eleison - Marco.

The only freedom you have, 

is the freedom to choose.

Beyond what are expectations

that govern the norms.

Do choose, wisely.

Confinement of a personal nature...

where you are not in incarceration.

But where your mind is the threading of a needle.

Your self-respecting nature.

Where your common sense goes to.

Does it hide?

Did you make a wrong turn?

- Marco

death with interruptions [credit:: Jose Saramago]

 

May 29th - 2013 :: 2012

There is no real disappointment in life. (Just measuring it by means of my personal foresight.) Everything you think you know, should be universal when training the mind to think. May 29th 2026

 1- I am great with kids 2- I would make an excellent (meaning not corrupt) honest politician 3- people feel more attractive in my presence.

genius is one thing I have in common with myself, the power of my own intuition.

Perfection in Double (May 29th 2013)

 

I am perfection, the only problem everybody knows it is not of a persuasive nature. Deception cannot be seen or heard to be appraised.

Double crossing a person is all too common in the world of novice, in fact, I have learned to welcome it rather than be in defeat.

son of man [a paradox]

 The son of man

I declare my will unfit for duty.

I allow you to tell me what the will is (made of) but I will not let you tell me what (will) is mine.

May 29, 2014

MA

the future of all problem solving

 

Pure fucking genius, fuck.

"People talk so much about the beauty of confidence. They seem to entirely ignore the much more subtle beauty of doubt. To believe is very dull. To doubt is intensely engrossing. To be on the alert is to live, to be lulled into security is to die."

-- Oscar Wilde

Faking the fear in it . . .

 You may come across those whose only aim is to give you pity nor their strength. Bestow nothing upon you. Ignore both.

May 29th 2023 - Marco

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“There is no moral precept that does not have something inconvenient about it.” Denis Diderot

1st class (words)

 Hero's are self made; so are your enemies. MA2023

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I don't make enemies. They produce me. I've never in my life created any. 

- Marco

May 29th 2023

May 29th 2023

 I don't like thinking of myself as a tourist. The reason why is because I rather imagine myself immersed in any culture on a sociological scale. What does that look like. What could that represent. What does our common sense dictate to the nature of freedom create?

If we ran two parallel universes and one would be indoctrination of the church or facing the elements as you were climbing a mountain. Both as a searching for the truth as in god. Which would you choose... Church or the mountain.

When does learning stop and instruction end? The information we carry like DNA fused together intuition an intimate resource of our minds.- Marco

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1- People trying their best to disprove how self centered they are aren't worth your time. (This is learned behavior... which follows '2')

2- Someone selfish even when trying their best not to be is annoying which is hard to do.

3- Evidence based reality is theoretically impossible unless you change your facts to fit the theory.

- Marco 2023

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We must take from what we owe not of. Never forgetting what is learned. It is a necessary awareness from one which we must act. The unlearning such deviance in behavior is a remittance of reward. MA2023

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Is reverse psychology childishly relevant or is it necessary for role playing. Compulsively lying to ourselves. Our inner being.

- Marco ©️🍁

(Not feminist ideology)

 The perfect woman is a higher type of human than the perfect man, and also something much rarer. - Nietzsche is right. We all know them as our own mothers. (I don't know what he meant otherwise. Honestly.) The image I have of mine, is not perfect - at all. None of them are. But I do not consider the womb a place we are born from - as from this world either. It is the only thing that separates man and woman on some biological (scientific) end. But birth itself is the greatest single miracle only a woman can do. Men perform as stewards of women. Which makes Nietzsche original? What makes this (my) thesis (on women) any more profound? It's pronounced. 

- Marco 

The nature for sympathy if not lost

I dedicate what I know - to what I know is right.

You can see it in only my eyes.

- Marco

vision as purity

 

May 28th 2013

 Corporate welfare. > No man that does not see visions will ever realize any high hope or undertake any high enterprise. -Woodrow T. Wilson

May 28th 2014 (why debunking socialism is untruth)

 Pretty much why you suck and are told what are lies upon lies. If you read this and are a reject to it - you undermine everyone in the opposite sense.

- Marco

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That can only be true of heightening my sixth sense. The point is in not seeing it but knowing you exist as worthy of affection. - Marco

May 28th 2018

 Put into two parts: one part you take things for granted, the second part - people take advantage of others. In a world of legal respite, you have to acquire the logic to set a standard above those that commit purging you.

- Marco

Magic marker application

 The fire of desire is burning

Why is it that all religions, all so-called religious people, have suppressed desire? All over the world, the monks, the sannyasis, have denied desire, though they are boiling inside. The fire of desire is burning, but they deny it by suppressing it or identifying that desire with a symbol, with a figure and surrendering that desire to the figure, to that person. But it is still desire. Most of us, when we become aware of our desires, either suppress or indulge it or come into conflict; the battle goes on. We are not advocating either to suppress it or to surrender to it or to control it. That has been done all over the world by every religious person. We are examining it very closely so that out of your own understanding of that desire, how it arises, its nature, out of that understanding, self-awareness of it, one becomes intelligent. Then that intelligence acts, not desire.

Mind Without Measure, p 18

~ Krishnamurti

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“Intuition is a very natural function, a perfectly normal thing, and it is necessary, too, because it makes up for what you cannot perceive or think or feel because it lacks reality.” Jung

snake eyes

 Most of us are simply unconsciously unaware in this state of false disposition in the grace of god. I wait for it. We no longer live in a world that is made real. Reality comes to those that want things instantly, as thought goes by without a word to disseminate meaning. I look for meaning in everything, (to a fault). No? Answer: no.

I may have lived a life filled with regret. But not because I didn't learn from mistakes I've made along the way.

MY point is simpler: that I can relate my wisdom, because I have worked real hard at keeping things real. I consider myself a visionary. Does that make me untouchable? Answer: no. It makes me a philosopher. And I love myself more than I ever have at any other point in my life.

There is no danger I have threatened other people with. My life has been mirrored as someone that's learned "The hard way". That's as real as it gets. I am not crazy. I am crazy for not. Not being this version of myself.

The truth is people come and go in and out of the revolving door. It is not failure in past relationships. IT is a value in everything that you psychologically place onto things.

I have. I've changed. I've changed a lot.

- Marco

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The pride as a philosopher

 

Conscious energy ⛮

I can't believe what I just saw.

(I cannot unsee it.)

That psychological killer.

The suicidal vampire in all of us.

Just wanting to be free.

Free of things we want, but although we want.

We never will, truly have.

Supposing it all means something.

Something to hold onto.

That's the beauty in everything.

We live trough it in our sleep, even.

But there is no form of words that make sense of it.

I just wish I could.

Could sit here and have all the answers.

Invented in a time during which I determined how,

and how much between these words,

answered for more.

I cannot invent words, that those words would translate a cause,

that the cause so profound would be found in a person lost.

I'm just a homeless person.

Ignorant to what he has, 

that he may as well be homeless, hopelessly ignorant,

and a lost cause.

- Marco

Sadder and Wiser

Maybe the true meaning of life is not done on purpose; but to fid out its cause.  How do you make a difference in fueling your conscious desires.  

- Marco

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Intellectual property

 What is the logical proof of existence that realies on pure reason rather than empirical truth?

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My rebuttal:

Empiricism collects historical facts as verifiable data whereas pure reason represent why those reasons act contentiously useful in truth or in fallacy.  Hidden is the meaning to the interpretation of those ideas.

- Marco ©️ 

Healthy withdrawal

Heavy-heavy moral weakness (i.e. ambiguity) stems not from truthfully taking an easy way out, but use the decpetion of it, as guilt that created a victim mentality.

- Marco

May 27th 2010

 To suggest that I conspire (against) myself, so in doing ones own accusation, my response is supposed to then reflect itself back on a whim. As if my ability is of defect only in part to deficient meaning, my intellect, or my spurning arousal. . . is quite simply ridiculous.

-Marco

May 27th 2012

 I never caused a minority or second class citizen, to see the use of abuse to act as truth.

- Marco  ©️