9:23Sunday, July 05, 2026
self thought
Saturday, July 04, 2026
Thanks to nothing {a real time metaphor for the promising actor}
To uncover hidden meanings in text,
re; expectation of the actor (myself) must be something to empower yourself which influences the characteristics '1-to-2-to-3' associated to living the part:
1- Selfish actors use their sense of melodrama to disappear (in) the same scene they are performing in = so that their emotional inner need is to make the other actor invisible or put them at a disadvantage. Therefore, the actor "risks" this as their duty.
2- Authenticity = taking a leap of faith
3- You as an actor are obligated re; theoretically transplant your understanding of romance (I.e. Life of the character) in a scene between two dynamic figures into one common idea.
Manipulating the journey: these components are what actors do habitually unconscious in awareness:
Action
Conflict
Truth
Intuition
Vapid behavior (morality, psychic ability)
Emotional awareness
All this^ follows is a kind of - Intellectual transparency - connecting (a) a revelation between (b) two empathetic yet cynical forces, (c) causing the nature of duality.
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That thing is trust (July 4th 2010)
I'm sitting here at grand beach, or actually I found a chair located somewhere nearby, hoping to see my very real side of an expressional value, where out of nowhere my list of priorities were completely made up.
I want to forget about all that garbage.
- Marco
I have never understood (July 4th 2010)
The moral high ground from which I remember, on the one hand a dignified authority, the other my sense of experience.
I suppose these ideas, which come from all directions in one place, is asset of opinion within a story - then taken to a place unlike anything that's ever been before. Taken to a special place. To get that unfamiliar load off your mind, from a previous point in entry.
Opposed to the opposite of chance. . . you then become all things mainstream. These are things -that do not require thoughts over limitation. Everybody 'knows' this, but I have never understood it. It goes to show for nothing.
That is quite a hammer being taken from us.
It is that same power-fist that throws the hammer down (taken from us.) So to it, I set no principles in proper order, we are born out of principles which have never been before us. That is truly nothing, worth honor 'nothing'.
Yet, the simple catch is this, that whether or not we believe it to be true history can be taught, surmised completely into one very extraordinary sentence? Which goes to show the dichotomy presented from western civilization to the ancient, as each day passes we live in a world consumed by a vacuum.
- Marco
Friday, July 03, 2026
The anti-philosopher's guide (gone missing)
Getting disrespected is a funny thing. To me, I know the feeling. It dictates for those who fuels their inner needs. Yet acts like a trap in their cheating mind as if disrespect in bad faith is something normal. The experience itself is completely futile result.
- Marco
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What you learn, you learn to master with the self-interest of an intention so real, where instead that psychological fear - wisdom stems from a higher place that inner peace you thought you would never reach.
- Marco
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Tuesday, June 30, 2026
reality gone missing
June 30th 2026
BS. I do not know reality unless it is given a name? I can invent symbols of any kind without assigning them meaning. Such are words. Words - in the order they appear to us as to mean what can only be interpreted into something secondary. (i.e. "interpreted" in this case also equates not according to any prior assigned meaning) It moots your entire argument. What governs why we are here.
My point is if invention of language itself does nothing to necessitate reality itself. I can point with my finger to my mother and know it symbolically states something. It represents me. It is a symbol. I identify the object with my relation to this. To know something like this is obsolete, if not symbolically proven. The question arises: how can something be proven without knowing? The answer: it is universal.
You've unequivocally stated: ' we do not know reality'. That is not a bold thesis, but that the same idea e.g. What governs the laws of motion are also not fully completely known to us because we're countlessly made incomplete by those same laws that our understanding IN reality is a measurement of it.
Example: We don't know what numbers are either, we just accept this as random. Theoretically, in the very least, numbers pose what systematically lay beneath us or what act as a purge in mentality. Same goes for science. Science is a lie to the eye of one's own symbolic interpretation of reality. We all make up reality. A reality without unitary form. The designs are invariable. This means that what reality is - is purely conscious or why make choices that only mirror our decisions? Decisions not made to be a danger or the inseparable force that may work against us. How do we know reality is not something that if it were made to be held for power. That if reality is a presence of eyes gazing into a crystal ball only being governed without our own will - or our will to live.
How do we know what we are? = is the better question. What if we are not the observers and only being observed based on how we are unaware. Unaware of the observer observing us. Not totally in our control?
- Marco
psychological theory
Monday, June 29, 2026
A critical purpose of natural displacement (June 29th 2010)
There is nothing remotely inferior to, nor made typical of such "non-limited" attention span at length. From that we already know?
Perhaps it is an invalid form of critique, something which come through measure upon measure, until. . . the very end. (It's own ending.)
I have never once misused my better judgment for things being 'rational' to fear, as in, what once was unknown to be measured, then corrected, somehow or other rehabilitated (or in some cases most taken advantage), toward the belittlement of others less than unfortunate. In fact, in these cases, what blame if any is mistaken or misplaced, by virtue of those that vindicate any other miscontraception.
Where is our better judgment, when most others may not be favored of you or I.
Such to me, is of uninhibited nature, a freedom of skin which beneath my surface of thought, I am self-conscious. . . though only to yet be suffered at a minimum of this cause or that thing or otherwise left desriable.
I search to that point of my offering, that no other man can leverage a thought of distrust against my own better solution, or equation.
Such are erratic disbeliefs thereof. (There it rubs.)
Disbeliefs can be self-taught, nor are self-beliefs defficient as if a by-product of deffective efforts. These I recognize in myself as 'flaws' of the amazing misfortune that creates (me).
So, confident in self-thought am I?
Trust is the issue itself, a compatibility to pull punches at random.
Then, what else is obsolete as it remains crucial if not critical to my distinction of choice! That the human condition abridges my luxury of convenience. . . the evil of this world will never fail. So my self-conscious takes over to empower the from which I stand, an evil representation I think against - will never not know the truth. I will oblige my will accordingly.
It would be unintentional (dishonest) of me, to presume you know what I'm thinking already??
June 29th 2013
Sunday, June 28, 2026
Self destructive Maniac (June 28th 2014)
Totally sick of this shit. I am in my 30's - these I banked on as the best years of my fucking life.
There was this girl I saw whose face was lit up just because of her bf. The guy was a stone faced Abercrombie model. What gives.
All chicks are not angels, some of them are victims of their own false perception in herself. I am a nice guy yet look at me like a creep.
I tolerate women to a degree it reaches a point that her actions in general infer me as a danger is twisted as fuck. Get over yourselves.
Winnipeg has to have better women than this crap here. I can hardly even look at one without feeling judged. This is not all in my head.
And when I speak of women, I am speaking of them in general. There is a pattern that is sociological and I am no serial killer. So fuck off.
Being a man my age is terribly frustrating that should never reach this end. There have to be better women out there. I know few of them.
Totally fucking fed up. Doesn't mean I carry a gun and go ape shit. I use my intellect without abusing another persons privilege.
When I see a chick that thinks highly of herself, I fucking laugh at this generation. You flaunt your ass like you dick tease then what.
Seriously fucked up time which I have never experienced before. There is a reason for everything and I don't take shit sitting down.
- Marco
Slave as the mind
I have seen the eyes of people that view me and expect to victimize me as the culprit of some unfounded ill repute.
You dickheads look at me like that again, you will get what's coming to you.
“A human being is a part of the whole, called by us the Universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.” - Albert Einstein
Just because people refuse to acknowledge me, doesn't mean they're right and it doesn't make me wrong. Think about it.
"There is no such thing as second chances; only birth to a improved version of an ambivalent past - I am less impoverished over time. A complete reinvention of past beliefs, totally - totally renewed."
June 28, 2014
MA
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Heidegger's take of suicide in philosophy
However we are so absorbed by our pastimes and distractions that we simply forget that there’s an outermost limit to our pursuits; and in so doing, says Heidegger, we live an inauthentic life. It’s not until we project our lives onto the horizon of our death that authentic life can be found.
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cause before perception
No one knows how to properly manipulate AI. If you can't infer from it properly... you're probably inept. You look for things that a process of induction will eliminate false causes. It is a manner of testing what you already know. And induction will allow you to examine proabablities as result. You have to decide what's right or what's wrong. It is not a plagiaristic tool. It is more of an automatically advanced encyclopedia at your disposal.
- Marco
For those unafraid of AI (much like myself. . . )
The following is an illustration as to why AI in the future will not imitate nor replicate itself accordingly. This means it cannot question itself. A matter of conditioning that questions our own assumptions of reality. - Marco
"Bohm called it intelligence, a subtle force not born in the brain but acting through it. It sees the illusion of the self, questions the programming, and touches the brain directly, freeing it from conditioning."
Source: The Conditioned Self: J. Krishnamurti, David Bohm, and Saral Bohm (Krishnamurti Education)
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This in my wheelhouse. My approach to acting is in response to create using a theoretical approach. My idea's is what drive my intent it's a type of method. The plot? To use your passionate self - my intense self - my psychological self. My personal investment is in art - how my nervous system works "naturally". What is acting? Acting to me begins and ends in how to think like an actor first (self) and imitation second (characters).
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Saturday, June 27, 2026
Red Flags (June 27th 2014)
I hate actors that get pushed on us in this city. I don't care.
When I attended the U of W I was not nearly as shoved aside. It is these shitty acting studios that Darcy Fehr facilitates. The past decade of actors that have infused this city are self serving idiots. I am not joking.
Like fuck off already.
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Future ex-patriots of language (June 27th 2010)
Ex-future patriots of language, carried in thought, landing in a remote area of charging seahorses. It is one of the few species known to mankind, that reproduction is made through the male species of animals.
The product of Kings, which used to be of counting great wealth. Personally, I myself haven't found pleasure in the language of '$'. Instead, I stack against all odds what most reverts itself, as in how to give benefit in place of its more appropriate language perhaps forgotton. Speaking of such a language, now seems less trivial, as in feeling the currency of thought. Those thoughts that speak in a reformed product of language rather than wealth. It is this the product of emotion. In fact(s) such psychological nature, what language of love spoken without reason(s) specific to wealth. There, there is beauty in everything.
If I had a choice to wake-up, instead of 'importance', I would help myself relate to every future ex-girlfriend I've ever wanted. So I could live in the past tense, then posses nothing or no one else because of it.
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Really, for all it's worth - what inspires me still finds its meaning in mystery.
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