Monday, June 29, 2026

June 29th 2013

 

Complacency is the worst quality I find measures all things, that being said, my perception to everything in life - is based on two things: 1- the world does not revolve around me 2- my feelings revolve around the world. Huge difference. - Marco

June 29th 2014

 


June 20th 2015

 


June 29th 2021

 






royal menace


 

Sunday, June 28, 2026

Self destructive Maniac (June 28th 2014)

 Totally sick of this shit. I am in my 30's - these I banked on as the best years of my fucking life.

 

 

 

There was this girl I saw whose face was lit up just because of her bf. The guy was a stone faced Abercrombie model. What gives.

 

All chicks are not angels, some of them are victims of their own false perception in herself. I am a nice guy yet look at me like a creep.

 

I tolerate women to a degree it reaches a point that her actions in general infer me as a danger is twisted as fuck. Get over yourselves.

 

Winnipeg has to have better women than this crap here. I can hardly even look at one without feeling judged. This is not all in my head.

 

And when I speak of women, I am speaking of them in general. There is a pattern that is sociological and I am no serial killer. So fuck off.

 

Being a man my age is terribly frustrating that should never reach this end. There have to be better women out there. I know few of them.

 

Totally fucking fed up. Doesn't mean I carry a gun and go ape shit. I use my intellect without abusing another persons privilege.

 

When I see a chick that thinks highly of herself, I fucking laugh at this generation. You flaunt your ass like you dick tease then what.

 

Seriously fucked up time which I have never experienced before. There is a reason for everything and I don't take shit sitting down.


- Marco

Moon Landing

 


Slave as the mind

 I have seen the eyes of people that view me and expect to victimize me as the culprit of some unfounded ill repute.

You dickheads look at me like that again, you will get what's coming to you.
“A human being is a part of the whole, called by us the Universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.” - Albert Einstein








Just because people refuse to acknowledge me, doesn't mean they're right and it doesn't make me wrong. Think about it.



 


"There is no such thing as second chances; only birth to a improved version of an ambivalent past - I am less impoverished over time. A complete reinvention of past beliefs, totally - totally renewed."
June 28, 2014
MA

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Heidegger's take of suicide in philosophy

 However we are so absorbed by our pastimes and distractions that we simply forget that there’s an outermost limit to our pursuits; and in so doing, says Heidegger, we live an inauthentic life. It’s not until we project our lives onto the horizon of our death that authentic life can be found.


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“An artist has got to be careful never really to arrive at a place where he thinks he's...somewhere. You always have to realize that you're constantly in a state of becoming. And, as long as you can stay in that realm you'll sort of be alright.”
–Bob Dylan


The goal of life is living in agreement with Nature.” Zeno of Citium

 

cause before perception

 



No one knows how to properly manipulate AI. If you can't infer from it properly... you're probably inept. You look for things that a process of induction will eliminate false causes. It is a manner of testing what you already know. And induction will allow you to examine proabablities as result. You have to decide what's right or what's wrong. It is not a plagiaristic tool. It is more of an automatically advanced encyclopedia at your disposal.

- Marco

Hebrews 7:25


 

 For those unafraid of AI (much like myself. . . )

The following is an illustration as to why AI in the future will not imitate nor replicate itself accordingly. This means it cannot question itself. A matter of conditioning that questions our own assumptions of reality. - Marco
"Bohm called it intelligence, a subtle force not born in the brain but acting through it. It sees the illusion of the self, questions the programming, and touches the brain directly, freeing it from conditioning."
Source: The Conditioned Self: J. Krishnamurti, David Bohm, and Saral Bohm (Krishnamurti Education)

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 This in my wheelhouse. My approach to acting is in response to create using a theoretical approach. My idea's is what drive my intent it's a type of method. The plot? To use your passionate self - my intense self - my psychological self. My personal investment is in art - how my nervous system works "naturally". What is acting? Acting to me begins and ends in how to think like an actor first (self) and imitation second (characters).


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Saturday, June 27, 2026

Red Flags (June 27th 2014)

 I hate actors that get pushed on us in this city. I don't care.

 

When I attended the U of W I was not nearly as shoved aside. It is these shitty acting studios that Darcy Fehr facilitates. The past decade of actors that have infused this city are self serving idiots. I am not joking. 

 

Like fuck off already.

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Future ex-patriots of language (June 27th 2010)

 Ex-future patriots of language, carried in thought, landing in a remote area of charging seahorses. It is one of the few species known to mankind, that reproduction is made through the male species of animals.


The product of Kings, which used to be of counting great wealth. Personally, I myself haven't found pleasure in the language of '$'. Instead, I stack against all odds what most reverts itself, as in how to give benefit in place of its more appropriate language perhaps forgotton. Speaking of such a language, now seems less trivial, as in feeling the currency of thought. Those thoughts that speak in a reformed product of language rather than wealth. It is this the product of emotion. In fact(s) such psychological nature, what language of love spoken without reason(s) specific to wealth. There, there is beauty in everything.

If I had a choice to wake-up, instead of 'importance', I would help myself relate to every future ex-girlfriend I've ever wanted. So I could live in the past tense, then posses nothing or no one else because of it.

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Really, for all it's worth - what inspires me still finds its meaning in mystery.

Marco's effigy of faith as the year 2012 to present

 





self destructive repellant

 







๐Ÿ visionary as sovereigntist for Canada

 







ultimate wisdom


 


what is god

 





perception is action

 


Thursday, June 25, 2026

Negation and dissent



You interpret consciousness as appearing in bodies and in the world. I interpret bodies and the world as appearing in consciousness. Why should your interpretation of the evidence be preferred over mine?


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 I have to say, I initially thought he had an argument refuting yours as false dichotomy.  But failed.  


Your original argument does represent two sides, vague enough to equal each other. Therefore, I see tautology.


"You interpret consciousness as appearing in bodies and in the world. I interpret bodies and the world as appearing in consciousness. Why should your interpretation of the evidence be preferred over mine?"


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My debunking of your representation of your argument, sees ²equal parts.  My refutation is if interpretation is expressively prohibited, I would have agency without knowing what is consciousness.  How do we know? How do we claim consciousness.  I think this is a fair example given my counter argument.


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My reason for suggesting tautology, is simple that refining your idea - interpretation justifies as cause for what we think of as consciousness.  My point here is, I agree with it. Why? Because consciousness can be seen as you have stated, in bodies and the world.  Interpretation appears in consciousness and consciousness appears in our renunciation of it. Hopefully you will understand what I have postulated, theoretically surmise consciousness in the body can be interpeted in ideas consciousness creates.


- Marco

Habit produces disorder | J. Krishnamurti

Habit produces disorder | J. Krishnamurti 


Is there an action not based on thought? | J. Krishnamurti

Wednesday, June 24, 2026

the Man he cannot plagiarize

 


Behaving mannerly leads you to nowhere, it is only in misbehavior that you learn to trust your inhibition and what your intuition tells you.

- Marco


hidden secret in acting

 

July 4, 2013 at 2:04pm
"I look at 'beats' in the scene as coded signals given between two opposing forces NOT cynical of their environment but to feel shifts within it. (Opposing forces are the actors that may experience a polarizing sense of power, conformity, alienation or complicit style of acting. This concerns a type of coercion, or complacency the actor must always be present in their awareness.)" (Marco Almeida)
Plain and simple: actors make a habit of debunking or negating the others acting choices.
June 24, 2014
MA

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salvation in desensitizing Plutocracy

 







The false linguist




Tuesday, June 23, 2026

At what point does information become experience ?

 All information is - is our sensory experience put into action. (i.e. the action of interpretation) To live as in metanarrative are the things that put you in sensory experience. What I think is of a property value in everything I see. I assess, and in my assessment there is a sensation which I translate as I go. So, in return, I equalize this as a means to an end. This is why I am a philosopher. That in this process, my language acts as the information of sensations I experience in real time. And information travels as the source of my ideas. These ideas are words that my use of language, in its style and syntax create. So as a philosopher of experience (e.g. wisdom) I record using my poetics.

This is self mastery. And information is found in the experiencer ("the me") with relation to how I present my trained mind. Theoretically speaking, I have trained this unitarily as my sensory experience. Where the eye meets the world through its own interpretation of me. "The me" - out of my control. Which circles back to being authentic as opposite of not being predictable.
So yes - I predicate the self in relation to sensory experience as something that negates the predictable with something else that the experience creates. This is a higher state of mind, in my view. My point here is if you are not creating something new to the world, why are you doing philosophy if it's not? This infers critical thought, logical reasoning, and language (information) itself.

- Marco