Everything is Automatic

I did forget -
the. . .
but - I get it.

And the. . .
I based upon.

If not on chance,
then necessity
for my' future.

That I feel spoiled;
in such mild
weather!
What
I control . . .
controls me?
Jealousy -
scared.
This self-conscious
that I'm
relaxed.
/Learning.

I stomach guilt,
of a bird. . .
chirps'
chirp
chirp-ping
diet.

This mind is about
to seed'
a
thought!?