Preventing together a cheapened view of alpha-wanna-be's

 October 16, 2008

We are living in a world with bloated egos, false personalities, none from which we can escape the thought of - where the pursuit of a power dynmamic outweighs that over sound objectivity. However, this is not my alpha-male worldly perspective. This helps protect against my ideals, project into reality. It is within the boundaries one can grow within both love and hate. It is in this sense one can grow within the boundaries.

What alerted me to this kind of irrational predicament, is on a theory - which one night was introduced to me. It was during a brief altercation, that is my belief is based.

Part of the reason I choose to befall upon this is simple, I see it as an awakening of sorts. In truth, my place involved in it was as if I were out - made out - to be made 'a victim'. True to the actual events, the alpha male perspective suits this for the same reason I choose to express its candor.

There is as a figure of speech that threats as they are made to vidicate, establish a target, which in my case I was an easy-target, that acted as a good example of one.

During the time I began thinking about this matter seriously, today has reached approximately 10 years and counting. It is only relevant (as I said earlier) because not only do I feel enlightened because of it, but it is an event which shaped myself as an individual in large part of who I am - what is I represent before you.

I should start in doing this retrospective in search of a proper more or less poignant form, in search of sociological motif or best to serve my comprehension is based. My method is to ratify the alpha male mentality, which is plausible in today's society only insofar as our generation holds onto it.

My case in point is simply that people strive, to attain a status as into adulthood be it monetary or some such recourse in action.

I grew up through my years as a 20-something from the perils of youth with no strings attached.

One night where I was - when without warning - a group made up of 4 other people had stopped outside in a parking lot. The small group had gathered there for no particular reason, until, the female of the group had yelled at me due to "stealing her boyfriend" then from one moment to the next, all three plus the female had left in the same car leaving me - alone.

That night truly changed a part of me which I'll never forget for as long as I live.

Different events change the way we see things in the world, and this even did just that. It told me about as I have grown into something, the maturity level of what makes us human as opposed to what makes us appear larger than we actually are. (i.e. alpha-stereotype)

As I look back to the night that transpired, so much of the emphasis I now realize took on several different aspects though none of which truly signifies something. What matters is why it happened.

As I see each of the individuals as they are then, now I see them much differently. More so specifically because of the pretensions under which they flourish to no lesser degree. Yet, to no lesser degree has - I become the 'evil-doer' - I was so promptly lead on to believe in myself as. Thus, the reason for my alpha-male perspective serves as a dichotomy of choice.

You see as pragmatic in theory this may be conveyed, it is just that, a theory that branches out onto the worlds view of my behalf. Some might see a three-headed monster, or in my case there were 3 alpha-males with one medusa (whose name shall remain nameless). The point being, if we can transcend the thought of how one event shapes the manner by which I myself have done, today - I see those same people as over-zealous alpha wanna-be's. The challenge was there for me to pursue, do you slay the head of a beast whose only desire is to face those that look her way into stone, or - do you reflect the mirror image of her onto others (in this case. . . alpha male wanna-be's).

The message is clear in my mind, as clear as daylight, that when those figments of alpha-male hockey-dad wanna'be's seek shelter, or the hockey moms of the future are giving birth, there I will be knowing which is better.