Indulgence in the VIP room: 'magic numbers' & the true nature of authenticity

 October 15, 2013

When I search for answers, I often think of myself in terms of magic tricks, that such as in magic the idea of it is very much a thinking problem.

I readily equate my sense of self (in theory of course) a type of wherewithal. The same model of supervision in terms of a public domain, you are in fact faced with outdated coping mechanisms. Such is life in an aggregation of the highest amount known to man, such as what number am I thinking. How am I 'now thinking' - that 'now thinking' (i.e. Instant gratification) is a requirement as in the past to present - that whatever accumulated number it may be is a magical number, which by all intensive purposes I have yet to find the moral equivalence of which conclusively adheres with my real problems, and only then do I try solutions as a working ideology. In short, the absence of mans main virtue (his motives) is a working parody of himself interacting with his own private thoughts.

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1- I look at myself today as that person I use to be wonders 2- why I became this aware of it, I now know how comparatively 3- the same answers may always have applied however unfailing.

Re; 1-2-3

The point I attempt to make here is simple: that if I have the same capacity to wonder or "to will" what I truly want to become I should be aware of those things exactly as I intended them as result.