Sunday, October 08, 2006

Losing in Control

I've never been consumed in myself,
or misused thoughts. -
Or mistreated in jealousy;
- or not.
The very purpose I find is from desire:
a desire of pursuing excellence,
but more from my own.
I feel motivated,
in becoming something I can honor.
To improve myself without a vanity?
Despair!
Losing in control.

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