What a stupid kind of year it has been. I am the only guy I know that made a conscious effort to remove the stereotype of convention and step into a novacane of generational eminence.
I live my life knowing that the tide has changed. I am in my 30's knowing the importance of myself as an individual as if I were in my 20's. The 20 something generation are now in an adolesent stage of their development totally unaware of themselves as a result of this shift in paradigm.
What this means is I resemble something unlike most would care to imagine, dictates the course of my own reality. The stage I am on is a set built of contradictory elements, that the average person has no idea of themselves if they were faced with a scarecrow, would not know such reason from artifice.
I am exactly the kind of man I envisioned myself to be.
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Fuck twitter has totally reinvented me to a point that I see right through people's bullshit and that is something.
Facts are a realists way of justifying what they feel is the norm or above the line of informing typical abstraction.
Passion takes ingenuity and genius. If you cannot grasp that, good luck with it.
Rule to live by: Everything you think you see if abstract you dismiss it. You see everything as related to facts (even if fallacious).
Facts are a realists way of justifying what they feel is the norm or above the line of informal thinking.
I will stick up for my friends. I will always wait for my enemies to strike first. Once you do, all bets are off. My intellect takes over.
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Mark Kaminsky wrote:
You need to think big just to survive
That is the predicament we are facing, not an epidemic but an unconscious apartheid that requires my rebellion toward diversity. Economics may guide the life span but it does not guard the heart.
Food for thought Mark.
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“You squeeze the eyedropper, and a drop of pond water drips out onto the microscope stage. You look at the projected image. The drop is full of life - strange beings swimming, crawling, tumbling; high dramas of pursuit and escape, triumph and tragedy. This is a world populated by beings far more exotic than in any science fiction movie." Carl Sagan
As I stated in my previous post to you re; science. Your mind increases its weight over time - much like the use of language. What we do is create a default position where our cognitive faculties begin to match everything in extraordinary ways.
Merry Christmas Mandy! xoxo
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“At the heart of science is an essential balance between two seemingly contradictory attitudes--an openness to new ideas, no matter how bizarre or counterintuitive they may be, and the most ruthless skeptical scrutiny of all ideas, old and new. This is how deep truths are winnowed from deep nonsense.” Carl Sagan
the best description I have heard regarding the idea of science and its subjectivity, is a free flow of wisdom, somewhat pragmatic somewhat allusion somewhat eccentric. Actually all science is to me is of the mind and that the mind is built on intellect unique to the human experience. A filter through the illogical deceptions or abstractions in life. All reason is is abstract, and it becomes more radically defined over time.
This is why I write the way I do. Not for today, but for a future when the language I created will be decoded, understood and completely functional.
Science to me is reason. And reason is fallibility - not perfection.
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I am wary of the people in my life that truly love me despite the retards out there that think they are doing me some kind of favor by being my friend - or when I see them out in public and they have to try real hard to give me the benefit of the doubt. Fuck off you half-wits.
The truth is I know who my real friends are, and I will fight for them. A lot of that has to do with this entry, who I am as a person, what I am as a man, and what to seek for as an individual. A writer especially.
I know so many people give me the kind of false energy that filters through my personal space. We are all territorial animals in some way, but only the intellect surpasses the laws of those that fail it. By nature my gravitational element is the most sacred thing I have to give, it means I know who my friends are. It helps me identify with respect that I deserve and come to appreciate in my life. In effect I see those that are no good, victims of the devils creed, power hungry, but in my eyes you are nothing. This takes a special kind of knowledge and one that veers off from the manipulative element of survival and of guilt for retribution.
I am also proud to be Portuguese, and distance myself from the inbreds that think they know better. I see all of you, not half the man I am.
My message as a romantic Canadian is as proud. A country that lacks romance and its heroes are unromantic.
The people that do know me will read this and take the educational aspect of it with a grain of salt and feel the words as if spoken from their very mouths. In retrospect my vibrational element is empowering and takes great courage. A courage I learned I have as result of 2013.
Merry Christmas everyone.
Happy New Year
Marco Almeida (born 1977 - circa 2014)
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