December 6, 2014

 

Marco Almeida is  feeling heavy

The last time I shared a new Facebook entry was September. Since that time not much has changed. I feel I contributed a lot of myself with a faith characterized by my own thoughts. Over a span of 5 years I never got any feedback that I had hoped for... which is disappointing.

Now I am at a time of my life where I think I have made a difference, being, in the way I see the world at large and how it altered my reality, which for the most part is equally as disappointing.

To my credit: I have never once copied and pasted what anyone sees ARE my ideas. However, I have sacrificed a lot in order to achieve the kinds of things related to that. Against all odds, my success at engaging with an audience as a metaphor for anonymity whereas only the recipe hasn't changed is satisfaction enough, enough to know I am released from any obligation to fear what anyone else has otherwise thought.

If you want to change the world in some way, silence is golden, and the anonymous element I branded to do just that made it so.

For whatever reason, I lost a lot of friends along this path. I have been branded a lunatic though I would not break.

I will not go back to regret it. In fact I refuse to believe in what I have suffered as result. That is a feeling you live and learn from more importantly than any other skill you can think of. It has not brought me fortune. It has afforded me no amount of greatness.

Those are words that can only be manufactured by the heart.

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