Not was of which that anticipated

I have not competed against myself,
in my history of thought.
But, in lieu of current events,
I have?
Managed, is the interest of
demonstrated knowledge.
Like, the flight of an airplane.
How do you limit what cannot limit choice?
The same idea!
Perhaps is true. . .
it gathered me to believe in having defeated;
myself.
Therefore:
today ends a mystery.
I afforded the thought,
having exchanged my defeat.
That nothing can defeat, me.
That I expect the best of the worst to happen.
Have I.
I have.
Expected, the most generous thought available.