February 4th 2010
I was working inside, where elderly people live, when this one lady provided me with her unsolicited wisdom. It was something clearly ornate, but much less done by. She told me quite simply to make sure I enjoy life, that her generation 'over-did' thing's. To which this alerted my frame of reference, I was after all, seated on the floor from where I was listening to her speak. I thanked her for the odd peculiarity of those comment's directed at me for unspecific reasons.
I guess I make the most of situation's, eventually her harmless looking hostility toward me, was meant to relieve me of pressure, whichever matters out of my life thus far. I much prefer honesty related to me, so I felt I somehow caused this, without the guilt.
I've made much less effort in loving life for what I have, throughout my very cold - at times a masked resistance.
So, I really didn't show her anything to prompt this, but in my mind - I must have.
As I stepped outside my comfort zone, this I managed to do, was symbolize something. I guess that's how I see what the older person said, meant to me. Not that she symbolizes anything, only the mere thought does. I usually think in terms of common sense, as a means to an ends, is something I participate in - knowing what the interlocutor is onto. In that sense, if it was intended as such, I really had no idea about why this took place. My claim to it was to keep my mouth shut as I did.
It's what nature intended.
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