February 2nd 2011

What is my true spiritual meaning brought about, attributed, to my own sacred devotion, if at all - not subjective inasmuch defiance or my dedication to it.

Can I not connote or infer a double meaning there^ or at the least very desirable state (e.g. Reminded "least desirable"). How must I thereby infer such (a) state over satire without (b) improving myself first - before (c) internalized suffering of a (d) dogmatic nature.

Therefore, the same can be said is dogmatic.

In sacrosanct terms: including the use of language in all variability, - Cannot also then (of religion or any for that matter) be true.

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Revised^

I am not advocating, I am promoting my own experience of depression through channels associative of myself. These channels are not of choices, but of thoughts independent of myself.

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This journey I have taken my heart to, required of me great amounts of suffering, of decisions contradicting to my sense of self. I might say excruciatingly difficult.

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To have found myself in this turmoil, might in effect be lost.

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you people have absolutely no idea - zero. Do-es you?