The will to desire

 January 3rd 2013

"People do not change, they are merely revealed." - Anne Enright

One has to think about what I am about to say next, as experience based, on my personal level of a developmental nature. When I see how people treat success at any length to obtain it, there are others that suffer because of that.

 

 

 It are those that base their insecurity, wanting success the most, they execute their involvement of a competitive nature - to abate their superficial causes in manipulating others interests. 

 

Such immorality, I have since encountered, I now realize only wanted to benefit themselves, in order to do so, encroach the type of success other people target.

 

In so many cases, my vulnerability as being human natured, is more of a cause toward divine nature, practically intimidated others - they did everything in their power to effectually deplore my very real appreciation of the world. 

 

" they execute their involvement of a competitive nature - to abate their superficial causes in manipulating others interests." (MA2013)

 

^I especially use the word 'hate' here to describe how deceptive people are, they actually fake their common interests, so that they themselves may cause derailment of another's rightful purpose. These are people that were right under my nose, yet I never devalued them. It is sad how people do everything in their power, to dehumanize you, are right there under your nose.

 

^This entry is most excellent, it speaks to the influence of my generation. I always met people that did not exactly show their true emotions, that my own feelings never seemed to be good enough, as much as I wanted to be accepted. I never acted out of my element, even when people obviously did not like me. Gradually, I have learned how to block those people from my life.

 

I have lived to tell about it, in my most comforting state of mind.

 

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"I love acting. It is so much more real than life."-- The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde

 

If I can reiterate my skill based only on ethical grounds, that is, into solely making false beliefs come true to life, then that requires something extraordinary. In other words, to expose a persons lies by becoming their mirror. (i.e. author)

 

Oscar Wilde is lying, he is not saying he loves acting, he means that acting truth takes talent most people cannot afford to.

 

And for the record, the Picture of Dorian Gray is a model for the true Englishman. It is a matter of enlightenment of ones soul. This is my personal affliction, of moral turpitude in the world. Ask yourself, what are rights if they are not privilege. Acting on the basis of ones rights takes effort, acting on the permanence of true virtue takes privilege. Think about it, we live in a world that bases its moral virtue on calamity and apathy, all I want is only virtue.

 

Much the same as in Hamlet, Dorian Gray is the genius hidden inside.

 

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@bigcanadiano: #femalelies I am not really a slut, if you wait for it I will explain everything. > I love it how people in general fail to realize females have become equally as sexist than are their male counterparts, it has become prevalent in society, norms associated through such stereotypes - in which the lines have been blurred. Feminist ideology as such, has become rather typical of its power struggle.

 

If I want to be a nice person, it astounds me, how a woman relates back to me with use of reverse psychology. The tide in this day and age, where everywhere in our Westernized culture, that climate has changed - how a woman's motives can be just as sexist oriented toward man. When speaking of chauvinism, there are sexist tendencies within the gender gap on both sides, it is the trained eye that can associate which members within that group stand out based on sexist attitudes simply in the way each person responds. Is sexism so prevalent, it has become, the majority based on freedom of a manipulative nature to associate sexuality freely. On the basis of age, wealth, social stature, I have been witness to a world where the persons individuality is an illusion.

 

"The results you achieve will be in direct proportion to the effort you apply." - Denis Waitley

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Totally untrue. > "Sooner or later, those who win are those who think they can." - Richard Bach

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I hate people that believe being condescending toward me takes some kind of special talent, they confuse it with my unintended sarcasm. (MA2013)

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Good will is less obvious a secret; something fairly selfless compared to the false temptations of others. > "Don't go into business to get rich. Do it to enrich people. It will come back to you." - Stew Leonard

All good will should offer a certain level of respect. What if I cannot trust my own integrity, which is to say: if my integrity is being compromised for the sake of others, I have learned which people take my good will for granted, as opposed to being taken advantage of.

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1- Truth and nature must have the same purpose.

2- New - renewal of something greater then its initial discovery to that thing.

3- Such is the property of mind, and the element of ideas.