The mutability of being a super hero

 January 24th 2013

Last night I was having a conversation with person 'y' about person 'x' that I felt needed attention. The fact I felt bad for person 'x' had to do with person 'x' feelings of despair. I can barely watch person 'x' suffer the way she is, as I have the power to recognize what person 'x' means to me, but from person 'y' perspective was far more curious. Person 'y' said it is better that person 'x' allow her emotions to get the better of her now, because in the future, person 'x' will not have the benefit of the doubt to continue feeling the way person 'x' expresses it. It got me to thinking how we live in such a desensitized world, that from one human being to another, you can say "I do not want you to feel this way anymore, you are special. Please never change this part of who you are.". However, person 'y' I cannot approach in that belief, because it should be common thought - that person 'x' has feelings of her own that she has to deal with. It is very sad we live in a world there is such apathy, especially because you recognize in yourself how you can care for another person. In Western culture, it is unacceptable to show these feelings, when someone of my nature has the power to be aware of another persons sensitivity, and not negatively affect that cause. I can say it is such a bad thing, that we live in a world that is preoccupied with setting boundaries which only alienates the human condition.

I am such a person that does not invent these ideas to promote how usefully ignorant we have become. It is a condition of love that operates in sickness, the world has become immune to.

People are unable to tempt the real sensitivity a person has, then and only then results in how programmed we get - at condoning a secret life of suffering the need to feel loved.

- Marco

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I hate having the knowledge to deal with my depression - because it takes so much energy.

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I wish that if I were struggling, people would feel the courage it takes to see my true colors. Why people fail to realize this about their real nature is a disease the world has become.

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When I refer to this as "my depression" it is a link to the world I find has taken a irresponsible approach to faith in others.