My confabulation {a precipice of true acting ability}

 January 24th 2013

Tonight I really experienced how misunderstood I am as an actor, as this pertains, on my focus as a human being. Transmitting my energy is something of a monumental achievement, it is a source of training my instinct and trusting my intuition through a type of existential need. As this develops, my psychic flow is meant to produce a kind of organically bred inertia. What acting means to me - as it now applies here, takes an informed technique of the mind, it is in a mental embodiment of my will, the state of awareness that my ego is sensitive, fragile, vulnerable to outside forces, rather than containing my fear. Rather than wish for results to take place, I am learning to emote feelings, then forever transforming myself. I know how to transfer the sense of a magical irony taking place that my body performs as real life in a particular fictional sense. This is everything I am working toward. I have so much of these ideas as living proof in my ability, that to the untrained eye simply do not feel its mystery, they experience the birth and behavior which cannot be replaced.

- Marco

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re; the untrained eye

My point here is, how do you know the message you are delivering without revealing something of yourself no one else knows about.

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"I have so much of these ideas as living proof in my ability, that to the untrained eye simply do not feel its mystery, they experience the birth and behavior which cannot be replaced." (MA2013)