It took my self to the age of 33, in order to fulfill that void which eluded me for some time? But, to my surprise, I have experienced my first full blown out crush on a rock star (needing only to finish by placing her poster up on my bedroom wall.) I suppose it can be a sign of attitude adjustment for me personally.
I really should go as far as saying, it speaks to a time when selling out so fast (as so much of those that appear to), really tells me something about my own sanity.
I can totally see that old prick Mr. Opalko (a former mechanics teacher from high school) crocking on his male personified ego, only because he had a bunch of tools around "his shop". I really hated that old man.
On a more serious note, I guess I'm not all that bad about it. Really, this is to say that at present, I feel so much less a part of being left out from those so quick to move ahead in the rat race, so many of those are cowards to.
It really makes me believe, the more backwards I become, the less it is they know about me. Which totally takes more talent than not.
While I have no desire to have kids, but rather give my life as an adult with some real virtue as opposed to out-thinking everyone around you, then there's definitely a problem.
I totally rather save myself.
I wish some of those without the same idea, nothing but heart ache.
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