December 13th 2023

My impenetrable peace

Is life all about getting what you want 

In breaking that vow.... or - or

Will bliss be denied?

It is in this sense,

I trace my steps.

Back to a time where nothing makes sense.

MA2023

 

Illogical mathematical formulas advertising my mental flow. 

This is how I draw. 

This is how I exhibit myself further than meets the eye.  This is how I think. Abstract lines. Geometric patters trying to magnify, in my thoughtful alignment of words.

Learning how to think is...

To test the measure of an effect.

To feel an allowance.

To free the unconscious.

The shelter of my sorrowed mind.

I know very little about a great deal of things.

To test this has very little impact on the nature of my being.

This space between my mind.

I am not favoring guilt.

You know.

That vibrational sense of what you must be feeling any given moment.

My growing culpability.... it keeps growing

And growing.

Into the kind of a monster. 

But not the type you strangely would associate with your mother.  Like some form of  psychological impairment.

It is more like the Moral aptitude of a coward who is never on time for love.  And still sees the sunlight.

Being boring is a trait or characterisation into something undesirable. 

Wild nightmares...

That in the universe is built upon... a heavy heavy unpredictability into what causes you to deserve and not deserving of.

What does that look like.

Does your face tell the untold story.

How might it unravel!?

Something like an uncalculated dose of fear into the brains neural pathways... interfering with the happiness you seek.

And maybe just maybe she'll be waiting for me.

Another time.

Another day.

How will I know it ends.

Gaza

 Question(s). Pertaining to my Roman Catholic faith what does this historically represent as a subject matter. In the context of what is presently happening in Gaza as an impromptu warzone for legal unilateral genocide.

Am I a killer. Not true. Are we murderers. Again, not true.

But against all odds does history show that the Roman Catholic religion has killed in the name of power.

I am thinking this much is true.

That since the accolades before the christ child and after the Roman Catholic empire has killed in the name of power. But the record shows... this is 1- in ancient Renaissance whereon the Roman empire which ...

2- in solidarity toward recycling its own sovereignty, killed in the name of power. 

Emperors. Emperor kings were bound by the division of power and as acting as generals were certified death warrants in the name of that power. This assertion of such is a documented fact.

Fast forward to the Judiciary which stands in the name of Israel, Palestine and Judea. All of this encompassing a region which illustrates its own authority and position of power. If we compare this to how Romans attributed its power struggle, which the Roman Catholic religion derives its name. Let's leap frog. Calling this an insurrection of Palestine 🇵🇸 its people and an even poorer lost version of how they historically have been purged upon. Make no mistake. This war in what is it now? 2023A.D.!! 

This war itself is parallel to an inquisition of Palestine.

This being a copy cat aversion of Israel 🇮🇱 to what historically points to kill for power.  In this case it is an authority or power to kill innocent people.

Compared to what Hamas initiated on October 7th 2023. Was an improper declaration for war. Good people are not into terrorist ideology. It's that simple.

In conclusion further to this analysis is into making a two headed coin type of an argument based on religious connotation. This war is simply wrong. Don't turn a blind eye to it today. What is happening in Gaza is peanuts compared to terrorist activity. It is a complete infanticide.  

I come from Roman Catholic propriety and am a proud man born and raised in Canada of Portuguese decent.

Portugal is a pro Palestinian state solution.

Netanyahu is a war criminal.

Do not be fooled by following terrosits agendas training your mind to think as white powered Nationalists. Unlearn it. Start thinking.

Stranded in the spirit of life

 Most of my standards in life....

If I have learned anything about my true nature.
Is faith in knowing.
Understanding who I really am.
I call it a void for seduction.
This deformation of my heart.
All because history never grows old,
you're living without an expiration date.
Only how dull the mind is
in not experiencing truth.
Under the legendary autumn sun.
As if talking to the holy ghost...
The secret to prayer -
is that it never goes bad.
The ultimate connection to your freedom
Comes in knowing you are a good person.
Not in how memories fade
but where do they go to die.

I don't think I appreciate my true self worth.

August 16th 2023

 

What philosophy is

 The paradoxical nature between God and man is the very fabric of philosophy. Therefore, theology is philosophy with a general assignment of those variables. The truth is not theological. Only the question of God is philosophical and unknowable. Which creates our own dialogue. MA2023

For the love of God as a universal entity subject to a collective conscious as one loving God.

Philosophy is intricately committed to it. MA2023

 

Faith of nothing

 It sucks that some people can't juggle. But really that's only one half of where talent ends. We reveal self deference in life which can only begin in wisdoms awakening where the other half isn't found.

“Faith is like love: it does not let itself be forced.” Arthur Schopenhauer

The appointment of prayer

 

The appointment of prayer

What is the question of love if not its undercover guise if not between fate and reality if not be where our relationship with God is nothing but a mere temptation.

So if my ubiquity is true to faith.
That my identity is not so bewildered.
So I'd commit to sinning without any brute force upon which evil will I condemn.

What became lost now was once found
Are matters of trivializing the truth.

A fraction of what fictitious hound would
Lie for my love of thee oh mighty lord.

So this valiant language of mine can only surpass!! Without my toungue in it. Tongues of massive midnight choirs in your name is the best solace I lay my eyes too.

May you grace me lord with you forever.

Amen
June 5th 2023
Marco Almeida 

Tales from the abstruse:

 Where does rejection come from.

Prairie Ink waitress

Where does rejection come from.
What is its code.
This is not an epistemological question as to why.
But why is it.
Such as why do Lawyers turtle.
That pretentious air.
Where they must never give an inch.

You know the type that do this.

How he or she doesn't care to feel exposed
For what they really think.

Such is the art of philosophy and all philosophical inquiry.

Expect you find its form like an octopuses.

Each tentacles trying to suck its open pore onto you. Only your skin repels it.

Your skin denies it and doesn't allow the tentacles to stick.

Those pulsating tentacles!!

Wanting always wanting more to suck on.

Only why don't lawyers appeal to the same intelligence. Instead he or she getting sucked in.

What good is knowing.

The world doesn't revolve around me and it doesn't revolve around anything else either.
When transcendence and empathy are at war.
It is an internal issue. The struggle is real. The conflict one of a declartion of war within.

What new direction does this take you in Mr Octopus.

Where there is no necessity to reason,
Only if you choose to wait for it.

What makes me the doctor.

Before I was an actor I became a philosopher king and before that I was a value of observation and before that I passed every test I was ever given never failing once.

Who is living a lie vs who is living the truth.

I like being watched.

Because he who is learned in their behavior knows everything that the Dr does before they do it.... and everyone knows the octopus.  Their motives are clear.

So like I said....

I like being watched.

The BIG questions:

Victim vs victim
Man vs man
Man vs god
Dr vs octopus
Fork vs spoon
Philosophy vs science
Religion vs atheists
Right vs wrong
Time vs space (time spent)
Matter vs antimatter
Debunking vs necessity
Contradiction vs contingency

I believe in Divine intervention:
Complaining about the weather.
The state of being...
Modern Convention vs
Cooperation over confrontation (not to over compensate)

Hero's are self made; so are your enemies.

The self regulation of overcoming or normalizing your fears.

Selling one short to purge their thinking takes
Reverse psychology.

And finally...

Reductive logic.
Vacuous intention
Reality is thought (of)
Thought is interpretation

Out of mind is where we stare death in the face.
Must you look at me this way....
You have too!!
LOOK.
LOOK AT ME.

If we domesticated God in our own image;
I am not made to be delusional.
I am quite simply an unknown genius.

Logarithmic entropy

Conflict & confrontation

If someone or something are armed in conflict or only want is to confront you. In that confrontation be sure of yourself no matter the parameters of your relationship. Just say to yourself: I am glad I am me and not the asshole in front of me.

The secret to humor is surprise. - Aristotle

The quality of happiness lay in the secret state of logical deviation. Happiness is power. Therefore, power is not a quality of happiness.

Don't blow my mind with a character assassination of myself being judged on a basis of how we feel. I have a deeper understanding of myself. Like can quantum theory explain the origin into neurons are created. Therefore, our brains are the unilateral central force in a universe made of unknown variables and is infinite. Only we can't see it. That is as inexplicable as dark matter.

The aphakic

 

Time dilation requires...
Vibrational frequency.
Vibrational frequency requires...
Obedience
Faith to the will of God requires...
What is forbidden knowledge.
You omit from historical context....
Active anxiety. In everything...
Put words together to create meaningful discussion or can we not color outside the lines.
The divided line ultimately is...
Is canonical law the word of God.
Therefore, what is forbidden knowledge.
What takes forbidden knowledge?
Can you heretically interpret the word of god.
And make it function.
Can you prove your intent as in a law.
Are we modern day hermetics.
Were the Templars hero's.
The answer is yes.

The Heretic

 Valeriann Susan Donley interesting take you.have made there. I'd like to interpretively perform an interjection. My personal view of religious diety (i.e. beliefs).  I consider myself a person that informs his religion as opposed to the opposite cause and effect. Which I would infer is your original point of automatic conditioning.  I specially liked that premise so to expand on its formality.  Conditioning also implies consciousness on a unilateral level, which I could argue is the same thing in attributing how religion functions. You read a canonical text and it automatically makes you that thing. If we agree on that premise we can also agree word for word that there may or .ay not be reasons to predicate or challenge what religion is based on. In this case word for word it is the canonical word of god. Therefore, we are coloring religion. We are taking it at face value are we not. Yes or no. 

If we rewind to host the same idea mentioned earlier in my theoretically hypothetical propositions. I stated something about religious diety as an artifice which you stated we automatically get conditioned to either master or believe is guiding us (for lack of better terminology.) My point if we fast forward to right now is simpler... how do I inform religion. That is a strong concept to consider when conceptually canonical text is law or as in commandments gods personal prophecy as advocated through Moses. Why is Moses the interpreter of canonical laws therein? But I digress. Because these are indisputably laws associated to gods word and testament.

So if you've followed my ability to express my thoughts into writing thus far I applaud you!!

Here is my final conclusion I ask you to consider. Can we inform religion. Does this not make us human rather than automatically conditioned to perform canon law(s) as gods word. Therefore, we are by trade heretic. All of us. If we follow the same pattern.  Unless we break convention there is no pattern. Do we? Can we or not.

Unfallen

 

The guilt of consciousness god created as sin.
Change of law of all laws... is as it goes on in instruction.
Laws are always changing in the universe.
So the change of law informing forgiveness rather than that of punishment.
Think of the following:
Communication at the speed of light.
What does that look like...
What exists behind me cannot exist without me knowing it isn't there.
Therefore, it is therefore there. (Whatever unknown variable may it exist or not.)
All that can be projected is my shadow.
But not until I turn to see the objects which are in place.
So all I see in principle is that I do not know.
I forget it.
And it becomes void of memory.
A.cold calculation of the future informing my past life.
Which (time) is not present without me being there.
This proves rationality and the feeling of being a theoretical construct of my space or relativity that requires validity.
To test the calculation.
The only requirement being that you know nothing.
And that out of nothing requires habit.
Evolutionary change cannot exist in a closed system of order but in an open system of disorder.
So how to test validity if everything you say...
Can be both true or false.
Truth or a lie.

The Block bwtween Artificial Intelligence and real time Creation

 I reject things that usually means something I haven't yet understood. But I learn to provoke thought into it. That is how I reject arithmetic because why should I consume myself with symbols and formulas which are entirely unrelated to the universe as a whole. Math is something I never understood and probably never will expect if it offers theories. I am a theoretical style thinker which means I rather postulate using inference as a form of logical dialogue. Mathematics independent of language makes no sense to me. Never has.

The model of light-years in its entirety ties into quantum physics which I also know nothing about on a quantitative level. I rather understand things through qualifying my own thoughts, against a theoretical framework.

In order to undertake any real properties related to numbers I rather using logic to decipher what everything that means.

Is math useless?  That's my question from which I placehold my own theory to.

How can we possibly reach other solar systems..think about it. Theoretically it will be impossible to achieve.

Unless physical teleportation is possible. Which means we can transfer uniform particles being that we are made of as energy and transport a compound as particles light years away.  How is this not a reality yet. Isn't it fair to ask. And if so, what does it point to. Teleportation is the only thing imaginable.

My theory of time travel is another element in teleportation through dimensionality.

My theory is simple. 

If future time travel in theory does exist in future time, I believe that the model for time travel would mean my double would already have visited me in real-life and altered the course of my life.

Now prove it. Prove that I am simultaneously not in between a future and present day. It's improbable.  Time travel cannot exist otherwise I'd be completely changed as result.

Psychological order

 

I reject things that usually means something I haven't yet understood. But I learn to provoke thought into it. That is how I reject arithmetic because why should I consume myself with symbols and formulas which are entirely unrelated to the universe as a whole. Math is something I never understood and probably never will expect if it offers theories. I am a theoretical style thinker which means I rather postulate using inference as a form of logical dialogue. Mathematics independent of language makes no sense to me. Never has.

The model of light-years in its entirety ties into quantum physics which I also know nothing about on a quantitative level. I rather understand things through qualifying my own thoughts, against a theoretical framework.

In order to undertake any real properties related to numbers I rather using logic to decipher what everything that means.

Is math useless? That's my question from which I placehold my own theory to.

How can we possibly reach other solar systems..think about it. Theoretically it will be impossible to achieve.

Unless physical teleportation is possible. Which means we can transfer uniform particles being that we are made of as energy and transport a compound as particles light years away. How is this not a reality yet. Isn't it fair to ask. And if so, what does it point to. Teleportation is the only thing imaginable.

My theory of time travel is another element in teleportation through dimensionality.

My theory is simple. 

If future time travel in theory does exist in future time, I believe that the model for time travel would mean my double would already have visited me in real-life and altered the course of my life.

Now prove it. Prove that I am simultaneously not in between a future and present day. It's improbable. Time travel cannot exist otherwise I'd be completely changed as result.

Unlocking secret to mastery

 Being empowered by such a technique of deprogramming the mind takes skill. It becomes a material personal awareness that takes on a psychology of its own. Follow that with unlocking the secret to a greater way of thinking. Your ability in knowing nothing come from eliminating thought from body and mind. It will be as personal to you in growth and accomplishment.

On epistemology

 A social scientific overview of the thinking process which is a law for all observable phenomenon. Therefore, thinking about what to process is obsolete. Asking 'What is' is personal to you and your aim to define that us epistemological in value.

(Untitled)

 As to wonder how the seeds of time magically somehow appeared in the palm of your hand, that you never let go of.

How the seedically -

Somehow -

Appeared in the palm of your hand, that you

Observable phenomenon & corruption

 Feminists are never wrong about anything they're just fucking hypocrites. I on the other hand still look cool without wearing sunglasses.

Karma is and will always be my personal guide to being happy. I relate everything to philosophical investigation *gender specific stereotypes.

Dark Psychology informs gender roles forging false stereotypes into language associated with such deviance, which goes socially ignored on an antisocial level. That is the secret to living between extremities and not getting what you want out of life. It is entirely observable.

Old school confessions of revenge (2nd part)

 The sounds of a bird.

The scent of nostalgia.

The ascension of critique.

The summit of empowerment.

The spiderweb of emotions.

The revenge of instruction.

The weapon of choice.

The awareness of disarmament.

The songs of music.

The future of measurements.

The psychic of psychics...

And the physical prediction of all things being equal.

The taming of a wild animal.

The complacency of control.

The victim of compliance.

The source of complaint.

The element of cause.

The nature of inhibition.

The form of argument.

The shape of logic.

The cancelation of numbers. (Omission)

The introduction of learning.

The beauty of models.

The mechanics of body.

The body of wisdom.

The wisdom of life.

The arduous recall of memory.

The longing of experience.

The fear of God.

The issue of prayer.

The threat of guilt.

The salvation of famine.

The slavery of thought.

The pain of intolerance.

The reaction of instinct.

The innocence of children.

The love of learning.

The mastery of reaction.

The help of feeling.

The feeling of nothing.

The psychology of honor.

The transparency of judgement.

The mystery of seduction.

The deduction of meditation.

The query of contradictions.

The conditions of laws.

The timing of movements.

The starvation of will.

The pulse of hunger.

The heat of danger.

The survival of humanity.

The eyes of prey.

The lifestyle of failure.

The mirror of magic.

The magic of mind.

The death of hunger.

The mouths of desperation.

The ideas of artistic expression.

The error of language.

The enemy of good.

The evil of imagination.

The imagination of dishonesty.

The code of morality.

The error of truth values.

The correction of lies.

The connection of random variables.

The hope of unconditional freedom.

The channeling of conscious.

The energy of words.

The words of knowing.

The consequence of reality.

The reality of discipline.

The romance of rain.

The reasoning of creation.

The inquisition of fallacies.

The diversity of science.

The nature of physics.

The perdition of secrets.

The image of peace.

The vision of poetry.

The voice of angels.

The work of purgatory.

The sentence of hard labor.

The fascism of dictators.

The theocratic method of true democracy.

The abolition of denomination. (Divison)

The imprint of equality.

The problems solving of religious artifice.

The elimination of political discourse.

The awareness of duality.

The dichotomy of religions.

The proof of fallacy.

The divergence of history. (Contextual)

The relevancy of confession.

The solution of dialect.

The guilt of design.

The crisis of understanding.

The self conscious of depression