Acting. Acting to my better awareness if at all plausible is a dirty dirty word. I have learned a great deal of things through myself and my incumbents. Through it all... my assertion to life is far more a better kept secret of which Acting has taught me about being adult. It has shaped me to realize there is no conformity or reason which may suggest a secret from which the medium itself is sought. You learn to grow within yourself but more importantly you see others as they are. Actors filled with insecurities. Wounded wounded souls.
I will never be the professional I wanted to become and I can accept that.
What I cannot accept are the phonies I have come to witness with their fairytale endings. Too many to count. I hold only the smaller types of people I've met in the palm of my hand who captivated me and with my respect became friends.
The same cannot be said for my adversaries.
I quiver at the thought.
But mostly because the root cause of acting if their is one cannot be illustrated nor found. The truth is the actor must be found in a higher state of consciousness even in the fear of failure.
I got sick of failure.
It is not a healthy turnaround to be in such a face of affairs. To power through the lies in an industry of false ideals and not grounded toward equality.
My self respecting nature.
- Marco
Contrary to all popular opinion what acts as logical can only be made improbable against insurmountable odds. #abductive_reasoning - Marco
The scariest thing in the world to me is feeling lifeless on the inside but be seen as harmful behind my own disposition.
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