Beautiful avengers in the month of September

 My favorite month of the seasonal calender is September, and I often wish every month was much like the weather September brings.

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My mind picks out the oddest information when it comes to relaying signals given to me of a precocious nature.

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Adjective

Precocious: (of behavior or ability) Indicative of such development: "a precocious talent for computing".

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When it comes to debilitating myself from others, it usually comes in the form of candidness made toward me, or more specifically - were I to notice it.  I suppose these analogies are of a hurtful nature much the same way. 

Notwithstanding I bring these together as observations, that were also meant to reflect poorly on my mirrored image.

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When I think of myself, I think in terms re; what people tell me, such as I hope you are keeping well, can I be of any assistance to you - or - a more subtle comment that benefits the heart and its maiden nature (sublime) stemmed from my brain cells (subliminal).  

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However, when some people deliberately communicate my absence of life, as in pretend I am invisible to the world, this makes my existence a reality of epic proportions.

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For instance, the time it takes for me to decode how inappropriate remarks are made in my direction to somehow throw me off balance.  That mechanical device of a persons diminutive effort to inflate their false sense of pride. (You know the type, the kind of person that will ask what you do for a living simply to ensure their efforts are not being done in vain and pass their judgment based on how insecure they can make you feel.) To exterminate the ego that threatens their own stable yet stale origin.

As a rule this trivial pursuit is a delusionally based cause to an elementary form of disease, that the mind, creates a vaccine to.

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This relates back to my earlier point relating how I became a person of interest, so it describes these moments in time, as merely a person that thinks about what is enough.  I am placed in a position of my own, to see how others think of me. 

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The secret was this:

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I was told I am a fraud as a writer.

I have been accused of trying to make others feel guilty, that they should not take accountability for my actions.

(This is the result of those actions.)

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When someone takes you for granted it is because of one of two things: 1- they took what they could from you when they had the chance. 2- Their only purpose was to use what you had, gave them the opportunity to re-enable themselves.

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Oscar Wilde

"The supreme vice is shallowness."

--from "De Profundis" (1897)