simile :: a supposition in language

 

Seeing people over invest in themselves with higher regard for themselves doesn't consume me as much as it exhausts me. Not jealousy. - Marco

Mean spirited thoughts are secretly bad for you. Which is what fuels my entire existence. Censoring yourself in spite of others is worse. - Marco

I've changed so much as a person that has committed to himself as a man, though I've become the same soul of a man who feels unrecognizable. - Marco

I don't know what to say Ally. I thank you for being such good friend.

I have been thinking a lot about myself and the place I take in this world. I am describing more of a feeling I possess. I like to believe in terms of a psychological nature I have unlike most care to realize but is hidden from view.

Again I thank you for keeping me in your conscious. You never go unnoticed.

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Karel Depaulo

Break the cycle. Go on a road trip. Experience the bigger wold that we forget about. See how people and things are different in a different place.

We weren't meat to be stuck in one place all the time doing the same thing everyday.

Forgetting how we got to work cause we do it so often.

Break the cycle. Get lost. Go somewhere different. Somewhere you haven't been before. You don't even have to leave the city. But it helps. Lol

Lift your head high and realize we are but a tiny spec. But we matter in our own way.

I hope you can get away. If you need someone to drive. Just send me a message.

Your a great person. And we all don't like to see the you appear to be struggling with your own demons.

But we are here to help. Just reach out and ask.

Keep your head high.

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Thank you for the guidance you offer me, Karel. It is greatly appreciated. I can definitely see where you are coming from in my point of view. I feel you are a person high on his perception of things that are immaterial in nature and not everybody is like that. I think that is how we connect to each other.

I am looking hard at life.

The impression I have over people has changed a lot throughout my life over a course of which I've changed. The reason I say that is what has resulted in much perplexity. The fuel with which I run on is now on empty only because I have tried to find my true sense of self. I can't go back to what I used to be which is absurd to even think about. My priorities have changed in a way that as a person I feel lost.

What this boils down to is how I track true friends in my private thoughts. My world view of life is in wondering how what others perceive fits into a real relationship model. I am chasing something which with my effort happens to be the source of my own undoing. In other words I wonder if I can be trusted to make others happy which in retrospect do I give others enough credit to make me feel wanted. That is what conscious means to me. Am I worthy of what is my image in the eyes of others. (These are not typical questions I ask unto others. I simply like to think of it as an acquired skill of mine.)

So as you mentioned I should try to experience new things. I guess it is that simple. 

- Marco

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I have found myself far more tolerant to abuse, or a pain threshold based on that persons irrationality if you sincerely do not like me. - Marco

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The point I am thinking Lincoln makes is to survive those that make cowards of us all. (Not excluding Lincoln himself.) - Marco

~ "I am not bound to win, but I am bound to be true. I am not bound to succeed, but I am bound to live by the light that I have. I must stand with anybody that stands right, and stand with him while he is right, and part with him when he goes wrong." - Abraham Lincoln