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If you read this: keep one thing in mind. I engaged with it on a level of truth re; what I see is my double life from what most hardly even think of. I have reached a point in my life where there is no turning back, and it is when you arrive at this particularity you have made your appearance known. When I think about it, there are plenty of people that live their lives knowing they could never turn back because they fear what it might entail in punishment. Knowing that the reverse could destroy or cause self destruction unless they were programmed differently than the least average mind.
I have become a person that worked endearingly to change that interface of things in the world as we see them but not as we absorb them.
People see me as abnormally deficient in life, because I do not have a wife, a car, a child to arrear. I wanted none of that. It is the fact I became enough of what I wanted, then the useless branding we have embraced without the knowledge or self awareness of it.
I fully profess that I aimed to become a writer. It is my double life, and I have risked everything in my life to prove it. I have been labeled deranged mentally, a parasite, a playboy. All these things I have emulated into something far more than anyone I grew up with can imagine for themselves.
Carlos Alho Governo will be oblivious to this discussion but of those reject Portuguese ideologists against my name, and all without a whisper. He called me crazy and I embraced it. (But I will never forgive him for it.) That represents a lot of what people will falter, as he is not the only one that thinks I am permanently dismembered from reality.
Read this entry because you know it, you own it, you are allowed.
That is what I have pioneered over facebook, I created a medium, I created art.
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