Most actors in our lives - you know - don't know love. That's the difference. You may think you know. But you don't. That indifference leads to pretending and that pretention leads the indifference. Observe this and a new world takes its place. Maybe then you become aware and you go beneath the surface to find it. You raise your consciousness to a world below you. And serve to that of a peasant. Acting like a peasant is its own reward.
It isn't your demise. This acts as a metaphor for real life and an inner monlogue you never before existed.
I know people that unnotice the changes I've made on a intuitive level.
A lot of these are individuals I use to be friends with.
But through all the heart ache of being judged... not having commited a crime... I chose to make a difference in my life.
This kind of unlearning than leading to transformation has involuntarily got me false feedback from the same individuals that indicates rejection... outright invalidating. Rejection.
I embrace it all.
Feeling rejected means I have done something as example of gone someplace secretly.
This is not to be confused with my own ambivalence.
I record my personal history as a vagabond in life now.
Now that I have done so, maybe then it permits others to have zero influence.
That much I do know.
So much is the test for love...
Not something you tease out of somewhere in the heart.
It is a path you must live everyday despite what others may think of you or think in a general sense.
This my friends is the true nature of wisdom.
Go and find it.
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