Thursday, September 04, 2025

Unconditioned habitat of the soul

 The case that people fear change, only to satisfy their own needs, desires, wants, is more than just an appetite of the will, then is it false to presume my own competitive nature has flawed my ego better choices to resolve.



To myself resolve - I myself deposited of charge, of memory, of energy. This is the question, the same question, should I encounter it through proper channels of my thought(s), to my own unconscious behavior.

What my eye perceives really happening is a skill to seek beneath the minds satisfactory aims. That my order has become less savage, but concrete with better irony of a substance unknown to man, and that this treasure be kept in a secret on its own. That the core of true enlightenment, is my universal entity of a wilderness made of beliefs, strange occurrences, multiple sacrificial attempts at yonder.

So too, my uninhibited self image, produces a louder sound of a 1- supernatural whisper, a type of 2- solid concrete substance that 3-surrenders my thoughts (a) of a lazy turtle like indignity, or a (b) rabbits sense of daring integrity.

(c) Then I were born to run of.

How do I receive, perceive, retrieve, renew new information in place to revive "the old".

What - is what - is what does my brain "not" feel.

And then, so what if each rain drop were a circumstance to chance, to cleanse the miracle that is my language of truth beyond this earth, that as it showers upon my own deeds, my own needs, my self taught that memories are not created, they are an ocean of stability. That I must reach out, through such water falling, beneath the sky, into a pond of dreams, a rushing river dark as night, that my spirit shall illuminate the creation that is gods window of peace.

I have been spared this vessel that is my body, so not to be erased.

How I beseech, the why is, is not why.

I fear me not, a bleeding heart in such veil disguise, myself inspiration.

The source of my unconditioned response.

===========

I wrote this while walking through Assiniboine Park.

"How I beseech, the why is, is not why." (MA2012)
This scripture is about disapproval. How I beseech: "the" why is - is not "why". How such carnal knowledge becomes a silent death trap. Therefore, "why is" - "is not". I am speaking of how I live in a world of moral deception. (i.e. how people disambiguate true ingenuity) The truth in all things is an ambiguous lie, I disambiguate me - myself. To disambiguate the causal instincts of what the truth should lead me.

--------------
"What - is what - is what does my brain "not" feel." (MA2012)
The condition of irony, is much like a withdrawal from reality. People feel the need to prevent themselves from knowing what is wrong, so they permit themselves only to be looked upon as bewildered, bewildered just enough to play a game of pawn, then to make believe what is done 'right'.
-----------------
^Answer: the irony is they rather function as if they do not know what is done wrong - they pretend not to do what is right in an ethical manner of life.

-------------

The irony of condition is a very delicate subject to deviate, myself knowledge, how you know things is of substance.
"The source of my unconditioned response." (MA2012)

--------------

"So too, my uninhibited self image, produces a louder sound of a 1- supernatural whisper, a type of 2- solid concrete substance that 3-surrenders my thoughts (a) of a lazy turtle like indignity, or a (b) rabbits sense of daring integrity.
(c) Then I were born to run of. " (MA2012)
====================
There is no such thing as 'holy' affirmation to judge without knowledge BEFORE it happened at the source, the source of unconditional response, is the divine will. This is related to all observable phenomenon.

---------------

I alienate the world - because I must condone the world around me.
1- Must I live in a world I feel alienated, if the answer is not always - "yes". The word 'condone' will equate with either both tolerance vs. intolerance. Therefore, my will condones an alienated self, in a very unnatural world.
2- I believe I have unconsciously applied this type of behavior as learned, in accepting the effect, to a greater feeling. To rise above the state of alienation people entrap themselves in; therefore, enact it upon others.
3 - If I am sublime in my misgivings as I am in my ability to pass judgment, there is no stopping me. Alienation is such a impetus against my better virtue; a master that fights the true art of deception.
===================
Everything is temperamental to a cause; my causal nature - people rather than be ignorant.
I over commit myself to something that deliberately distorts itself, is sordid, impartial to me, I am my most important.
===================
Here is the simplest thing I will ever express into language: I rather live life something worth dying for then have money. This has nothing to do with happiness. I choose only one, death of a personal nature, not money. Pretty simple logic. Everything to do with my own belief, an anti theoretical approach to thinking as opposed to the forces of false immodesty which rule nature.
1 -People that fake their own immodesty in place of their own personal gains make me sick to my stomach.
2- As an added agenda, what makes the most sense in life is to live life as something worth dying for. There is a huge amount of indifference to the gap that divides us.
Just looking at a dismissive (a) corporate approach to living life, its only worth, are (b) principles denying happiness as monetary. This awareness is what lead (c) to denying principles of happiness are monetary. When I have principles denying my happiness, which my outcomes in life deny my own principles is a crime against an implored humanity.
The reality is:
1 - principles denying happiness (as a corporate cause)
2 - denying principles of happiness (as I am deprived)

------------------

Evolution is an art of creation, which should be defined as - as I retain the loss of that which follows true knowledge, false logic, so I will know, how corrupt I am to reclaim a past - without the intended sarcasm which remains.
That the true nature of a noble cause - of my own volition - my own ability in truth, returns to a place that as I learn to grow older, I redefine "future".
I identify myself without a history to change, if I could manually alter, that which is our only benefit.
Have I forgotten how to escape reality gone blind, until I learned how blind the masses have become.

------------------

"When I have principles denying my happiness, which MY OUTCOMES in life deny my own principles is a crime against an implored humanity."
When I think of my own ego, without a cause toward humanity, there can only reveal a superficial humility. What controls "my outcomes" is the question. This is my case to all observable phenomenon.

No comments: