The enemy class

 I have been trying to cope with my misfortune all this month and I still have not come to a solution.  I refuse to let go and grow from it as result.

 

I feel as though I am on some rescue mission where the emotions I have are all mixed up in a bag.

 

This is where I begin to ask myself where I went wrong - so I use writing as my source of trying my best to cope with everything.  

 

There is only one problem, this acceleration through time retroactive to the moment I began to feel a downward trend happening.

 

I have been there all month fighting tooth and nail for the solutions and I simply cannot find the answers.

 

I am not sure how to process what has happened to me or why.