No one has the right of privilege to disown, purge, or violate your sense of self. They do not create my background story, they don't make me relevant or not. I am not a lost soul. I am an unapologetic soul. If god takes that away from me, it's meant to be.
I accept a lot of myself and of others. The difference has always cost me something extra. What this is more about means something completely different to comprehend. It is that I have always expected more of myself. Though only in terms of what gets me to a transcendent place in life. I just feel it is a random thing, no matter how outcast I act in the world view others may have of me.
This leads me to believe how mischaracterized I've been intuited.
The false stereotypes. They can be there. What makes these priorities in life? That's where ideas are born unto others perceptions of myself. It may be completely out of my control, but my a priori sense of self is what protects me from being misinterpreted for that reason.
If we rewind to the beginning of the ideas I bring to life (here) it's a matter of always expecting more, more of myself than I can probably give. That is a rare quality, which is to be confused with being a people pleaser.
But, to identify with such a quality is especially one to master with a greater amount of indifference.
How does this end?
It's a matter of asking yourself for the same forgiveness your thoughtful self has over others.
(end.)
- Marco
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