I refer to myself as an avantgarde. I think I can offer, what is this thought upon words, which I connect the space I am in with the outside world.
My intuition will not fail me.
I say this because I am as straightedge as they come.
I tolerate no abuses.
It's written all over my face and decoded in the stars.
As I have this revelation turned outward, the movement I take hold of in a private nature all my own.
As far as I can tell, people see that I haven't won in life. (Maybe that is true.)
My point here, is that because I live my life each day like it's in a diary.
I make choices.
These are choices that I make believe who I Am.
I am the way I choose and this is a testament for virtue.
I prefer to test myself based on the virtue I possess as some form of circuitry in the brain. My choices are deeply personal (to me) in practice. Put into a perspective that challenges the status quo. Which is why I articulate my thoughts each and every day of my life.
I have reached a point in my life, that being the actor I want to be, is present in my everyday occurrence. If that doesn't make sense, it's because I have made this my mission. Nobody is supposed to refer to me as an actor. That's the difference between losers and those that never win anyway. I rather be straightedge avantgarde that has the ability to examine things on a peripheral level of which, of which, common sense does not apply. This takes skill in the order of things.
My life lived as a diary.
Where my fantasies are never met, nor will they ever be meant to be. I completely abandon myself to the idea. The idea, that I need something to fulfill myself other than myself. (I don't need that - 'it factor'). The IT factor is a cheapened sense of options given to you, in the idea you are less than enigmatic in life. Once - once people see that. That the fact you are a loser doesn't entitle you to the winner mentality you wish you had been awarded by every one that sets their eyes on - you.
I am a highly contentious individual.
If someone says: 'f-a-l-l' (do you ask 'h-o-w-h-a-r-d.')
My (other) secondary point in all of this: is that I rather be seen dying as a fighter of a cause I never met. The truth is found in that.
-Marco

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