Wednesday, May 06, 2026

"The resource for informative action"

I refer to myself as an avantgarde.  I think I can offer, what is this thought upon words, which I connect the space I am in with the outside world.

My intuition will not fail me.

I say this because I am as straightedge as they come.

I tolerate no abuses.

It's written all over my face and decoded in the stars.

As I have this revelation turned outward, the movement I take hold of in a private nature all my own.

As far as I can tell, people see that I haven't won in life.  (Maybe that is true.)

My point here, is that because I live my life each day like it's in a diary.

I make choices.

These are choices that I make believe who I Am.

I am the way I choose and this is a testament for virtue.

I prefer to test myself based on the virtue I possess as some form of circuitry in the brain.  My choices are deeply personal (to me) in practice.  Put into a perspective that challenges the status quo.  Which is why I articulate my thoughts each and every day of my life.

I have reached a point in my life, that being the actor I want to be, is present in my everyday occurrence.  If that doesn't make sense, it's because I have made this my mission.  Nobody is supposed to refer to me as an actor.  That's the difference between losers and those that never win anyway.  I rather be straightedge avantgarde that has the ability to examine things on a peripheral level of which, of which, common sense does not apply.  This takes skill in the order of things.

My life lived as a diary.

Where my fantasies are never met, nor will they ever be meant to be.  I completely abandon myself to the idea.  The idea, that I need something to fulfill myself other than myself.  (I don't need that - 'it factor').  The IT factor is a cheapened sense of options given to you, in the idea you are less than enigmatic in life.  Once - once people see that.  That the fact you are a loser doesn't entitle you to the winner mentality you wish you had been awarded by every one that sets their eyes on - you.

I am a highly contentious individual.  

If someone says: 'f-a-l-l' (do you ask 'h-o-w-h-a-r-d.')

My (other) secondary point in all of this: is that I rather be seen dying as a fighter of a cause I never met.  The truth is found in that.


-Marco  



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