Personal secrets in nature's artillery

I have to admit that being in acting for as long as I have studied. What I have come across here is a revelation. I have found myself in the making of a part, apart from creating a character, being that character, and living that role. I have retreated in relapse. Where I don't feel as connected. As connected as I should rather than just be in the moment. There is a difference involved which is a line you have to recognize if it is there. It's a subconscious thing.

- Marco

Stella Adler :: maturity as actor

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May 26th 2026

The word that comes to my mind is respect. What is respect. Respect in that I am recognized. Recognized for my contribution to doing something. I find disrespect from the impartial observer, is a sign I am moving in the right direction. This is my sixth sense. The idea that defines truth on a measure of my self conduct I experience not inward, but outward for the world around me, This is in its function cognitive dissonance on a larger scale, This is what I think of when creating anything worthy of respect. I become smaller than the idea I have. Much like being aware that the sun doesn't revolve around me, but that the self is always aware of this - is a crucial element in how I examine everything critically. If I get belittled, it is out of my control. And I move on. This is how I learn and remain curious. And if that speaks to anyone? It means I have an objectivity in mind. Nothing will change that. And if you have this type of awareness of yourself, you should share it because it benefits everyone around you. It has taken me from point a to z.

- Marco from Winnipeg 🍁

respect

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True statement.: After pursuing philosophy, I came to know that I can become a philosopher whether I get anything in the world or not. >

I didn't venture into philosophy. It's a calling. It's about filing your curiosity under god and eliminating the causes of a world which cowards make up the asylum. I wrote that last sentence at this time. Because of what I know. IF you can't stay curious for the same reason the imagination works - what you don't know is how bad philosophy gets without first valuing yourself only. I have been blind sided in my work throughout my 20 years of doing philosophy. That is where you must go. But it means you forfeit everything in your mind to perform it. Philosophy - good philosophy - are thoughts made to inspire on a simplistic level. I may be in kindergarten from that place of origin (which is the point here.) What I mean is: I can honestly say I am more interesting than most people that disagree with me.

Good talk.