I am having one of those days where voices of demons enter the fray. It has to do with vulgarity as an art, mostly because of my time spent at a particular place where I paid for study as an actor. I am not a stupid individual by any means, but my experience in that class was the worst I have had as an amateur. I am careful not to lose myself on these words as result of the double standards based on favoritism. If I am feeling sorry for myself it is misplaced in this sense. What I am trying my best to avoid is anger turned inward that was caused not influenced. I cannot begin to understand why that is the case with me other than an outright rejection.
I am an incredibly well read individual and it is what others are intimidated by they rather turn into opportunists as their position of default.
I will never forgive those responsible for their habitual subjectivity and intolerance at the Acting Studio.
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The very truth of the 2014 facebook entry is worthy of its case this reads as.
I will not sell out to anyone on this day nor over any other (day) based on decisions others believe should not be my own.
I don't care how other's think about my uninhibited nature.
From this place of wonder is where true art is born.
All art is personal to me, and there are those that just will never understand that.
Art is about the artist. That is the unwritten rule. I don't care what anyone else thinks. I represent what is my vision and nothing will ever change that.
I have already won the lottery. No one will tell me otherwise present in my imagination of it.
But to copouts that call themselves actors, you fool no one worth the dime you ride in on. The same minute your exhibited behavior - it doesn't match with what you think the world wants to know about you. You lose. There are too many that impose their lack of wisdom onto others.
My point is the world should want to know about you as you are; not as the false idea they think you demand from it.
I will never forgive these types.
- Marco

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