I feel a lighter side of anxiety when it comes to acting. However, it is a dissociation from what I have previously gone through. My present body has experienced a shift through which my dissociation has raised red flags. Rather than take issue with it I rather now completely ignore. It has more to do with being avoided for the type of person I am. This is my reality. The infringement or intrusion I feel on purely unconscious or psychic-ly fused level. I take no prisoners as result of my personal enlightenment. Acting authentically is opposite of acting independently from your own intuitive measure. All things are measurably divided into guilt and grief especially when it comes to rejection. We are all built from the inside out.
To me acting is very much a test of will.
Think about it this way....
How long can you last in the dark without being lost. Its like riding your bike, driving, or walking with your eyes closed. You feel the danger because you can't operate like that in your body.
- Marco
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