I don't believe in the power of the collective. I believe in the energy for being thought of as powerless. When you reach this level. This level of realization to the point of excess in your heart. The revelation is only true. Why - why. Because everything you know comes from a place you know. The identity politics people play in life attune to a societal norm. Only it's in a vacuum. This vacuum has no lens from which you look out through it. And if this is how your mind functions. Then, and only then, can you hit the bottom from reaching you.
"The bottom" is life and everything in it you are less than equal to.
I feel this in me everyday.
It is why we accept things to be as they are.
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My point here is that as a trembling individual, I can smile at the most unassuming person without knowingly possessing that person. Think about it.
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As simple as the above sounds, people in life are not quite what they think you are. We question nothing. We offer things to believe in living with comfort. (Not my style.)
I would support myself as living a life without the intention for the same things other's do not have. But, that would be a lie. And for this lie, I am bored.
I bore myself to the point of utter discontent. Until you realize you were not into living "the good life" because living the good life = is arduous. Especially harder when you fail to fall without getting up to regret the actions that got you there.
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If this sounds confusing to you, it isn't. It's that the lie I am professing you must observe as the pursuit of happiness.
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When you classify persons into groups, as I said in the beginning, (the group you identify with) is not the same as the one nature intends for you. Yes, yes. It's that simple.
- Marco
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PSA
I have come to the revelation that there, as I know there are. . . too many false actors out there. Being an actor: I do not subscribe to any other. I am perfectly confident in my ability to create. This means I make being in my element, a straightedge reputation.
People don't like that about me, and I could care less that they think it.
My point here is: if I can rely on myself living my life as though confessing to a diary my secret life. That is what separates me.
This is awareness put into practice. I will die before compromising my place in life for it. I know who I am, I dictate the terms that allow for me to prescribe why that is. I know it in my blood.
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The real actors out there I admire are women.
I can't fathom what it is like to act what is a woman's place in life.
I never will. (Understand it.)
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There is something so incomplete about the same things we require to know nothing about, that if we did, we'd be entirely different the course of reasoning in our lives. This is how I function. Function like adept to feeling free. It is a personal wish upon many. Many things that would wish the same thing, the way the same things matter.
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I have openly called myself a Canadian born philosopher, and I openly admit that I might be wrong about that (because I prefer it).
So that last sentence is proof that I am perfectly aware of what it means to be rejected on no uncertain terms.
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What my point is, that no matter the concealed fate is for me, I rather be seen as a philosopher (than be validated) as not being one. What that means, is no one is the wiser for better judgment. And that takes talent.
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It's like as if being an actor, thinking you are only seen as an actor - only once the cheque bounces. What are you left with? You were played for a fool from the beginning. What matters is what you are telling yourself throughout this life.
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I rather see myself in my element and know it than projecting what the cave walls had drawn on them.
- Marco
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