Conscious

 What is consciousness, then what does meaning from it actually 'happen'.

I do believe there exists a definitive footprint, to happiness. My belief to this end, is there are people, then with false implications of what happiness is, that in knowing such, deviate from their internal struggles into real truth seeking as a moniker of happiness. 

People fake happiness, as such a manner, of exhibitonist quality. They have trained their mind, to auto-correct any type of limitation to their ideology of choices, that quantifiable to a world of which acting as a means takes precedence over self consciou"opposed to a retention from consciousness as an end in itself. Once you consider consciousness as your vehicle, it is of ultimate human sacrifice." (Circa 2012)

You defy what is your own fake reality, that the external world is presented as such, then whereas you supply your consciousness as a retention to such vices. Consciousness is a medium from which the soul is drawn as an end in itself.s reality. In other words, one's own pretension of a psychological nature is endowed from reality as a means; opposed to a retention from consciousness as an end in itself. Once you consider consciousness as your vehicle, it is of ultimate human sacrifice.

People do everything to remain unconscious from the real root of consciousness, to plant the seed of happiness, avoid such internalization of a quantifiable reality. To exact one's own felicity, can be inexact to the trained consciousness.

"opposed to a retention from consciousness as an end in itself.  Once you consider consciousness as your vehicle, it is of ultimate human sacrifice." (Circa 2012)

You defy what is your own fake reality, that the external world is presented as such, then whereas you supply your consciousness as a retention to such vices.  Consciousness is a medium from which the soul is drawn as an end in itself.

I have worked my whole life to achieve this awareness in principle.^

I do not retract from any of my own feelings regarding consciousness as I've learned it, these are my ideas, of a qualitative end.  They are not copied from any other source known.

If you begin to ask yourself what does your own consciousness mean, not in opposition to the trained mind of others, you distinctly, even intuitively register a very different yet real reality. The alternatives are self imposed. It is fascinating to think about.