Monday, April 03, 2023


 Intelligence is not knowledge. -- Jiddu Krishnamurti. 

Right thinking comes with self-knowledge.

Without understanding yourself, you have no basis for thought; without self-knowledge what you think is not true... You are the centre of the whole and without understanding yourself you cannot understand reality. -- Jiddu krishnamurti

Monday, March 27, 2023

Why Aquinas why

 "No evil can be excused because it is done with a good intention." - Aquinas




Aquinas is total and utter bullshit only appeasing to himself. 




A misdemeanor is not an evil being done in some form of contemptual denial. As my personal belief is to dial forgiveness in that you see the error of your ways as a path to enlightenment. This fosters truth in all things being equal. Hitherto everyone has a skeleton in their closet.




Aquinas is a fraud of a politician and even worse philosopher of his time. 




You cannot covert faith in the same manner Aquinas claims is evil. If you are evil then all you can have are bad intentions. I am not evil. Therefore, I have no bad intentions. This of course is a fallacy and to Aquinas an embarrassingly faulty point of reason. No one in their right mind can have bad intentions. That is, of course, false.




Aquinas is not the root of philosophy. It is a lie.




Don't be fooled by Aquinas. Ever!!

Tuesday, February 14, 2023

An examination of the self

 

 

I find my personal depiction relating to the pics message is not unnecessarily true. If you look at it from a particular angle there are beliefs which are impervious as opposed to something else less practical. It all depends on the morality of one's perspective according to a belief. I can make example of the freedom convoy from which anti vaxxers organized. They felt purged which resulted in a false notion  of reality that Canadian democracy was being tested. The convoy formed a mob mentality. 


How this is relevant as in the picture depicting one person leading our countries best interests should be obvious. Trudeau stood his ground and held a defensive position. You can see this mob in the caricature represents a greater number of falsely purged upon terrorists portraying themselves as victims. The element of truth springs from a single idea. It's a mastering of the mind.

Valentines Day

 



Do not seek fame. Do not make plans. Do not be absorbed with activities. Do not think that you know. Beware of all that is and dwell in the infinite. Wander where there is no path. Be all that heaven gave you, but act as if you received nothing. Be empty, that is all.


- Master Zhuang


The above is an undying wish that in ones secret life you are not tied down by the vacuum of success. I would even describe this as an active definition of freedom in that you feel it as opposed to something more vacuous.

Thursday, February 09, 2023

Atrophied are rules of the heart

 Are you erudite in your wisdom.

What causes wisdom is divergence.

Divergence from the elements of your mind in transformation. 
Powered by something like dead air in a desert night.
What is the brains circuitry that triggers emotions.
Where is the hide out that you live in when you feel you've been double crossed.
Are you leading yourself out of that cave in the custody of all images you've portrayed yourself as.
LIke a maze in mirrors counting down memories days upon days of its deafened fear based reality.
Covering your assets.
Cutting your losses.
Never clouding your better judgement deep inside the dreamland of your conscious.

Criminality makes you mostly compulsive in the liars club.
What standards are to dictate the norm.
A senseless case of prostituting your class to the world.

Saturday, January 28, 2023

The reduction of Good Will

 Weightless are the eyes mirroring your true reflection. Only you cannot see it.  

That sense of an evolutionary property on the inside.  Only you cannot see it.

Something so far from being elementary (because we cheat to have found an easier way...) its only cause is self destructive. Only you cannot see it.

And measurement is the abduction of your logical state of mind.  A reduction of memory.






Friday, January 27, 2023

The awareness of thoughtless pastimes lost

 Image is the thought.

Expression is the emotion.

Response is the reaction.



Thursday, January 26, 2023

The undercover life

 




I cry without such contempt, carrying my compass that would give me some purpose in Iife.

What does it mean to find meaning.... the truth in all things.  This wizardry of all words in any language and God's tongue.

That magical testing ground you are found on the path of a broken dreamland with a broken foot and black footprints 👣.

Where thoughts of mine are psychologically outdated.

Restoring your primitive rights only to extinguish the sparkling of stars tracing ancient worlds... forbidden thoughts less than desirable.

What if our primal instincts were subject to change. Reading useless material or listening to me talk all day as a hero of poetry.
A scent of the art in a perfume so fragrant it encapsulates the mind.

In this game of snakes and ladders....
Where I tell you if I care to know who you are and what you're about or if the rules should be followed, "I don't care."

Only because all certainty increase fear and holds onto the value of nothing. Taking away all false hope as lost.


The thinker

 



Friday, January 20, 2023

Fratboys and Sororities

 You can put a Hugo Boss suit on God but you can't take God out of the boy. Just a simple reminder of what it means to be true to yourself. No matter the alpha look God always knows.

Thursday, January 19, 2023

Right of privilege

 I struggle with my weight and have been clinically depressed in my lifetime and for both of these things treated second class. I have found my personal journey throughout this time is not without recourse into action. We all have our own coping mechanisms and faith to win the battle.  I am obese. I rather be judged for it. Why? Because it shows how shallow people are on a sociological level pertaining to blaming the victim.


Now that Brendan Fraser has found peace with himself I am happy for him. 


However, I refuse to believe that as he specifically chose in acknowledging his credence as an actor, benefited because of what he describes the director inspired him by "showing him where to go." It is completely as irrational as stating "go to the light" where going there will somehow save you in the form of a miracle.


To rewind what I have been through it is a given we all have different circumstances from which limit us or prosper from.


It is a psychological implication on two equal parts.  One part: is Fraser's movie role may in fact inspire those struggling either with their mental health also tied together results to a person's obesity. The second part: that of the limitations in which we make our journey imperatively speaking is judgement free. 


As a person who has suffered from both obesity and obesity from depresssion all I can say that it is impossible defensively to react positively.  That is to say I detect the courage it takes on an angel which borders of being a defective human being with flaws.  Brendan Fraser does not characterize there are things beyond that measure and to me is a disservice. 


I refuse to imitate the glorification of obesity on the same superficial level Brendan Fraser champions.


The truth is I have met toothless counts of individuals in the amateur scene of movie 🎬 dreamers.  Not one has ever achieved the kind of faith required to be a true hero without defects.


Months ago... I asked here on Facebook what is acting.


Not one person has come across with an answer. Fast forward...


The secret to acting is in your faith. Not faith in yourself or the kind of faith that you read from.  You learn to develop your conscious framework as an individual who may be caring, compassionate and brave enough to put yourself out there in the parameters of faith governing your actions. Your faith in action. Action to your awareness of how you treat others as in others. In truth you never stop your searching. 


Brendan Fraser has your attention but has he ever earned your faith by design. In that sense he has now been revered as a symbol of obesity and depression by design into a film 🎥 spectacle. Ask yourself is that true faith in something. It is a mere speck of dust In a much much smaller world of what really means Depression or Obsity in full body Armour.  


I have come across plenty of shit mongering misfits as per my interpretation. I am resigning to the fact that Brendan Fraser acted a good story because it's been manipulated. It doesn't mean everything in everything.


Depression is such a personal thing to overcome. Obesity you register as second class.

Friday, January 06, 2023

Cactus & Fossil

 True meaning in the invention of sin. Its truth. Its definition. Its cause. The inner working of faith.


2 Corinthians 5:21

“For God made Christ, who never sinned, to be the offering for our sin, so that we could be made right with God through Christ. . ”

Syncretism in the causal nature of inference

 



Without fear there is no bravery.
How does one express themselves like that
Not if in every moment. MA2023 

If you think out, feel out each repetitive thought-feeling and complete it as far as you can, you will find that it ceases to return. For, in understanding there is freedom. J. Krishnamurti


The categorical imperative: commitment to ambiguity of discharge (by: Marco Almeida)

There are rules set for causing categorical dysfunction when looking at future events in real time either which error can occur or what history calls subjective human nature.  That which laws of logic will together dictate reality and historically broaden the spectrum of speculation into one-dimensional formless bond. Such is why words cannot describe what is natural to the humam condition because of recurring mutations in social science as language reveals it to us.  That to us such traceable evidence of thought equals the same dimension from which it can never revert back to its original specifiable function.  This is indisputably how human nature toward all fallacy occur (if in error or not) in plot.  Ambiguity is this cause. From which all good things come.  History through the measure of this dimensional instruction that enters the course in reasoning shall then infer the inner functions of meaningful answers to questions being asked under the observers discretion.

There comes a time when the truth not only sets you free but it becomes you.

"… it is not possible ever to understand the totality of living, which includes all the fragments, from a fragmentary or peripheral outlook. You have to see the whole picture, … and in seeing the whole picture, you will then able to answer the particular, the personal issues, problems, and so on.”
J. Krishnamurti 

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True meaning in the invention of sin. Its truth. Its . Its cause. The inner working of faith.

2 Corinthians 5:21

“For God made Christ, who never sinned, to be the offering for our sin, so that we could be made right with God through Christ. . ”


I'm not that ugly though you may think I am.  In fact, I might be the real life version of Shrek. If you're into that sort of thing.

July 10th 2025

A deepened psychological state creates peace and peace creates thinking.  What dictates moral unrest is the deliberation of thoughtless action.  Some call it sadness while to others it informs your wisdom for an endurement in times of uncertainties.  A moral acclimation of the will is to eliminate the negative thoughts a priori to invent such sequence.  As you form your thoughts, your words. You investgate your thinking as the cause.  This is how your life is meant to be lived post ergo sum.

Marco Almeida ©️ 2025

Monday, January 02, 2023

Large are Victory of the heart; smaller are the mysteries than to equal

 1 Samuel 16:7

“But the Lord said to Samuel, “Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”


Right thinking comes with self-knowledge. Without understanding yourself, you have no basis for thought. – Jiddu Krishnamurti

You are the center of the whole, and without understanding yourself you cannot understand reality.

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Let me be judged. I feel I'm the best example of an archetype with a heart big enough to fill. If I am judged for that it is because more often than not I'll be resented for it - without really being known for the person it makes me. MA2023

I am not sure as to why I feel this way other than answering it truthfully speaking. I've been categorizing my words appealing to what asks: does having a good heart not dictate being relevant in society. I am unclear as to what defines having a big heart. I just feel I have one. That also doesn't mean having a big heart is always meant to be catered to. On the contrary... I've always felt I possess a big heart as.a part of who I am. As I have grown or changed via evolution throughout my life... I feel it has been constant. What has equally been as constant is the relationships I've made over a span of time where I've either been taken for granted. If I fast forward into my history, today feels much much different. It feels like my equals that I depended on are no longer here nor there.

I also think if people started benefitting from assessing their personal space... a  place of mindful character inhibitions... rather than seek what makes them reputable on a superficial level.  That is where you feel bigger and not make-believable fairy tale fiction. Fairy tales in a manner that you or someone you may know are in a constant battle with the ego searching for what is untrue like a chicken with their head cut-off. They're the types that can never be satisfied. The alpha lifestyle that borders on an endless supply they have short fuse for everything.









Making oneself usefully relevant

 @bigcanadiano: #femalelies I am not really a slut, if you wait for it I will explain everything. > I love it how people in general fail to realize females have become equally as sexist than are their male counterparts, it has become prevalent in society, norms associated through such stereotypes - in which the lines have been blurred.  Feminist ideology as such, has become rather typical of its power struggle.


@bigcanadiano: The whole point behind finding out who is what from what is to distinguish yourself as something you know others cannot appreciate.

@bigcanadiano: Nihilists are fucking hilarious especially because most fail at it secondly because they are unaware. It is an unconscious perverse reality.

@bigcanadiano: You cannot abandon an entire spectrum of laws but you can always abate them.

@bigcanadiano: The principle of charity is a belonging to embark on an existential lifestyle. The nihilist precedes this notion and becomes territorial.

@bigcanadiano: And nihilists hate existentialists because existentialists wage a war of sacrifice. Nihilists practice escapism and participate in that.

@bigcanadiano: If you are a conservative ad hoc republican in this day and age you are brain washed and are the ultimate nihilists.

Wednesday, December 28, 2022

Year end review

To see this in what it means and fail to engage with its meaning may make you foolish or downright inexplicable.  It makes sense for all the right reasons. It speaks to the imagination of a child's interests but should spark you.  It speaks to me as inspiring. If you are an equal moral agent of gods will. Not outstanding to your own less than powerful judgment. This doesn't make you lay claim to my peddling religious beliefs as a high priest. On the contrary.... it works in the query of a philosopher's stone.


If you cannot accept.what you see for yourself despite what you may fail to see as true or false. Take a guess as to why. There are no tricks the mind can play on you when you grasp the letters in these words. MA2022


“Love and value others the same way you love and value yourself.” 


Romans 13:9 TPT


The above citation is a poor man's version of Kantian ethics and fair resolve. To treat each other as in man vs man as an equal. To treat others as an end and never merely as means. MA2022 


Full transcript

TPT

ROMANS 13

Our Relationship to Civil Authorities


1 Every person must submit to and support the authorities over him. For there can be no authority in the universe except by God’s appointment, which means that every authority that exists has been instituted by God. 


(There is an inversely wild element we tame in all of us that does not mean we are inherently evil in the eyes of god, it takes time to realize and may also take a dogmatic form. Be a critical thinker and change your outcomes and fear not. You force yourself. But we must be selfish. Have you happened to live life the hard way. Suffering is an integral relationship between the ego and an indication of how you believe is a divine power.) MA2022


2 So to resist authority is to resist the divine order of God, which results in severe consequences. 


(You are to infer the medium behind the message which in my mind asks: what is true divine order... and where or not we must speak in terms of a dialect inventive of a divine language that is restored.) MA2022


3 For civil authorities don’t intimidate those who are doing good, but those who are doing evil. So do what is right and you’ll never need to fear those in authority. They will commend you for your good citizenship.


(I often get thoughts sliced open like a bright orange copper and as time permits to question my own authority. I think authority should be based in humility. Authority breeds substance... it should not be impenetrable.) MA2022


4 Those in authority are God’s servants for the good of society. But if you break the law, you have reason to be alarmed, for they are God’s agents of punishment to bring criminals to justice. Why do you think they carry weapons? 


(There is not much to dissect here... other than that the ideation or glorification of guns as weapons is fatally flawed in a faternal manner of the US second ammendment.  Fanatics must be charged with purgery. Using guns is in excessive force is a crime in itself.) MA2022


5 You are compelled to obey them, not just to avoid punishment, but because you want to live with a clean conscience.


(To live in a clean conscience is the end goal. It should serve and be served. It speaks into the void of impartiality.) MA2022 


6 This is also the reason you pay your taxes, for governmental authorities are God’s officials who oversee these things. 


(This is an environment of sacrifice for the good of all men invested in their roles as a society will dictate. Our despondency will elicit or illustrate these things as it should be in good governing measured to all things being equally held. Liberals demonstrate good government funding to public infused social programs. Conservatives sell out to the privatization of such oligarchs as it is historically invalid. ) MA2022 


7 So it is your duty to pay all the taxes and fees that they require and to respect those who are worthy of respect, honoring them accordingly.


(Good governance on a whole is a matter that links libertarians and socialists alike.  Evil governance is the downfall of what seems to be popular or deafly mainstream across a global mosaic. Deadly empires such as the Romans historically heads of state ruled with that same state of mind. Only until an imperative Renaissance was conceived did abolishing Feudalism and Royalty which created the colonialization of the world we've recorded today.) MA2022 

 

8 Don’t owe anything to anyone, except your outstanding debt to continually love one another,  for the one who learns to love has fulfilled every requirement of the law. 


9 For the commandments, “Do not commit adultery, do not murder, do not steal, do not covet,”  and every other commandment can be summed up in these words:


“Love and value others the same way you love and value yourself.” 


(Brilliant.) MA2022


10 Love makes it impossible to harm another, so love fulfills all that the law requires.


Living in the Light


11 To live like this is all the more urgent, for time is running out and you know it is a strategic hour in human history. It is time for us to wake up! For our full salvation  is nearer now than when we first believed.


12 Night’s darkness is dissolving away as a new day of destiny dawns.  So we must once and for all strip away what is done in the shadows of darkness, removing it like filthy clothes.  And once and for all we clothe ourselves with the radiance of light as our weapon. 


13 We must live honorably,  surrounded by the light of this new day, not in the darkness of drunkenness  and debauchery,  not in promiscuity and sensuality,  not being argumentative or jealous of others.


14 Instead fully immerse yourselves into  the Lord Jesus, the Anointed One, and don’t waste even a moment’s thought on your former identity to awaken its selfish desires

Tuesday, December 27, 2022

To my greater self

 I sm so sick of me. But even if I am sick of me. The real me is aware. That means I am a cause of many things secretly.

Saturday, December 17, 2022

Wisdom is

 "A consistent thinker is a thoughtless person, because he conforms to a pattern; he repeats phrases and thinks in a groove." Jiddu Krishnamurti 

Friday, December 09, 2022

Now you see me now you don't

I'm everything but clearly not celebrity. I have a royally religious sense of what it means to be nothing except famously unsensational. My carnal instincts move me never standing in the way of true sacrifice in an intense intense emotional battle between two senses. A man of god. I want to lead a life making it this my manner of such thoughtless bewilderment.

Sunday, August 28, 2022

Rules unwritten in etymology

 



Who am I to know of what is it that God thinks about me.

Much the same question as cotton clouds in the sky.

Who am I to question what God feels about me.

Who am I if God grants me the strength of an angel; only stands in the shadow of a fire.

What is God's language in thought or in prayer better yet unknown as the divine dialect.

Timeless a language in that everything is known.

I ask: what if language were all in a face. Just a face. Not of facial expression from which we inform miming... but a language that is processed in the mind without combining words and assessing their meaning.

What is unequivocal to understand is how God's nameless identity came into being.

Does God have a mother. Was God a baby. Did God grow old only to create the heavens and the earth. Why are these things simple not invented rather than biblical or political in view.

Should every prayer be hidden in a deeply rooted 'amen' or sung alleluia alleluia alleluia inwardly as if a miracle.

Perhaps if we contributed to life living it in slow motion would eliminate our starvation for evolutionary principles.

Much ado conflict to a new world order or the corruption of a very real nebulae from which contradictions and controversy arouse the mind and activate the senses.

So on and so forth... what if this view of mine is sordid. What then.

But what makes beautiful the divine. That is a question worth asking. Though what if the secret is that we've been falsely lead to believe there is no secret to the holy grail. What then.

What surpasses the unknown. What is the unknown other than your ideation through which we observe to look and see things if not abstract.

If the language we were accustomed to were an image what would that image be. Forgetting that we possess language as a medium. What does that face conceal rather than language reveals.

From what fairytale do we achieve how to use a mask or wear a cowboy hat in our very intimate portrait of God.

That that faith is a confession put into a picture.

What risk runs the spirit but a threatening moral acclimation of the will. Good vs good... Quite a paradox. Both of those options negating evil unconditionally.

What if you awake from the fever of a dream where you escaped your funeral... in this dream you conquered your fear of death because you  dreamed you had died but in the dream you thought you were never going to wake up again. Maybe just maybe you commenced at being the person you never thought possible.

Just imagine that kind of succulence.  A beehive of emotion in your central nervous system... like honey in your mind... slowly dripping.

I do believe in angels. The kind of thing transcending an energy and an unmistakable vibrational element. We have chased around the idea of angels through a historical documentary. The order of angels on earth. I cannot fathom this third dimension we live and breath without the existence of angels. It would only be dead air. Compassion is what separates angels from mortals.