Back to the Future

 April 30th 2014

I just want to clarify what it is I meant by this entry I titled Back to the Future. Simply put I carried out objectives that many in society have labelled me for. I feel rejected as result. However, I do not want this to be confused with as apologetic mock confession of guilt. If I am apologetic about anything it is because I choose not to be taken for granted. A lot of my entries past leave me with a pride that I own.

I really enjoy the ideas I presented throughout these years.

It is this time in my life that has come full circle.

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Fuck what I have put myself through tonight. My friends have no idea how sacrificial the past 3 years have been. I decided to go as far back as my 2012 entries on my Facebook page, I see how far I went to try and personalize my ideas in a avant garde fashion.





Fuck I have no idea what to say about myself because of it all.





I have lost so much during these years only trying to establish a vow of a self-respecting nature.





I look at the entries I have made and they tell me a lot - that the pain is real.