I have ADHD and was clincally (not self-diagnosed). I have been diagnosed from my early 20s and I am now pushing into my 50s. The point I want to make is inferred from the bottom up processing of my adhd brain (which is true of how my brain functions).
I have an acute awareness of everything that most hardly even detect on a surface level. This makes me stand out even if it means that others judgement of me is false = label me to my detriment. It doesn't bother me and I am fine with it. I say this because my bottom up processing, (if I am accurately portraying it here,) is that in my experience favors bottom up processing as it works to an advantage most have no idea of. What I mean is people unaware of what my thinking entails. Therefore, by default puts what position others take as disadvantage or inferior to a situation I am involved. And because of this, they inversely shut out my position out of convenience, because they won't pursue my own way of thinking if it acts as beneficial. This is conditionally how my ADHD works.
I speak as a philosopher, because I have done philosophy for almost all my adult life.
I just hope what I am reporting makes sense to someone who has ADHD, sees.
- Marco
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