I'm not sure if I've normalized my depression by means of homeostasis or regulated it in a way. I really have no idea if it's still affecting me because I avoid dealing with it or whether I have simply allowed it to weigh on me to the point I no longer care about how it affects me. I talk about it like it is some form of detachment. Like it is a separate part of my physical and mental status. The reality I live in is much the basis for my confusion.
So much of me is just confused. Whereas I do have strong feelings for the things I do believe in and follow with my heart.
It's either a matter of credit or manner of not giving myself any credit at all.
- Marco
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Hugs. I think the word depression should be exchanged with serotonin deficiency. It’s as much medical as it is mental.
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It’s braver than most to write this on here Marco. I’m guessing you are handling your feelings pretty well. For many it runs in peaks and valleys. Reach out if you need anything at all.
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Marco
without getting into too much detail im simply confused.
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ZR:
I think I get that. Confused about what? Although there is loads to be confused about. Things change. Things stay the same. Things get ugly. Things are beautiful. Things turn out way different than we all expect. Always good to have plans b,c and d too.
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Marco
confused about the predicament as I described it in my post. I have no idea if its a form of homeostasis that I'm experiencing where I've normalized something that I just accept but it still effects me in a way.
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ZR
those convos are way above my head. Lol. I say to try to talk to the people you see a lot like your mom, dad, sis, doctors or counsellors. Sorry.
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Marco
that's cool. My self expression just helps me sort out thoughts not necessarily solutions.
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ZR
I totally agree. Sending light and strength your way.
I totally agree. Sending light and strength your way.
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Brave of you to share.
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