If the universe shifts, it is not a question, but the question is when (the universe) shifts - then, what is the question. The deeper question is in the void.
That is when (today) I realized something.
It is my imperfections which make me who I am.
Not what I am expected to be.
Because we all go through life not asking another: why don't you like me or better put: what about me don't you like - can I fix it for you?
Charity is the sense of belonging in this world.
How do you ask what is charity? Charity is defined with one thing in mind and one thing only.
It is about doing something in return for which you expect nothing. (I am not the first to have realized it in this way - but it deserves a recoil.) That is not my point. The point I am making is to find purpose in. Read on. . .
In my view I would alter charity to mean something entirely different. To serve the purpose of charity, which is what hidden message there is behind the thought of it.
That message is this:
No matter how much I want to give, (but I know I can not.) Ask: Is that type of awareness not prejudicial of what is in you? It's not that you can't give. It's that you want to give so much of yourself that you can't. It's because we don't know how. It means you have a heart that is so full and overflowing, that you want to reach everyone at all times. That much is true of wisdom. A timeless infinite type of person, that even thinks this way if at all.
Do you believe that as reasonable to assume it?
That you know (in your charity). In your most uninhibited state of being. That the person you are (not the one people 'want you to be'.) That this person you are: has so much to give you don't even know it?
My point is simple.
1 - Are you aware of your personal charity to the world.
2 - Are you aware you are not the measure of what you are in the world, no matter what is it that others see through you.
Are you aware of what is giving something of yourself to the world, that in its abundance you wish you could characterize yourself as someone with limitless resources. Imagine, you have everything in the world. Yet, you still don't have enough in order to fulfill your self-expectation to give - it just isn't enough and will never be psychologically or otherwise.
What kind of person is this?
That everything (in theory) is not enough that even if you had it (you know) it still wouldn't be enough. = Charity
That why you are the way you are is not up to you. (If you are not what other's want you to be.)
- Marco
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