I forget you exist

I've been here for this long,
attempting to find you!
The place I began this search for you.
But instead;
the cradle rocked.
It fell off.
I was waiting to tip the iceberg over.
In the aftermath I thought about whispering
something that would lift us.
Then I prayed.
Put off so long ago.
The picture looks sadder then it did at first.
Better then I had wished you became a man.
Add my thoughts.
And add them all together.
What else might happen?
You are forever.