August 25th 2010

 

August 25th 2012

 

August 25th 2013

 

August 24th 2016

 

Love is blind

 

Replication of a conscious hybrid [phil~]

 

August 24th 2018

You ever get that feeling around someone you don't trust or necessarily feel comfortable with because you felt their judgment yet blamed your own shortcomings to validate what they thought you were. Yeah. Fuck those people.

I've learned a lot about who I have become.

feedback as happiness history for if not unhappiness [August 24th 2021]

 

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Is the search for truth an ultimate motivating factor per se in the pure motivation to satisfy craving of a cerebral nature. Is truth only about coming from a place of acting. Something desirable and uninhibited.

I don't know what it is about me. I just feel it. I see myself as a good person yet somehow I forget. It is nothing to do with my character but probably because of an unconscious factor that I need to overcome. That this kind of self awareness I have. The one thing that dictates my sense of self. It is a matter of self love I lack. Where I value what I have and how I appreciate things in life are secondary to what I do that reinforces my internal sense of self. In my mind. Positive reinforcement is hard. Defenses come up. Together, positive reinforcement with defense mechanisms are hard wired in the brain. Positive reinforcement is something I attribute to outside forces. I think. It means we all need validation. Defense mechanisms on the other hand are addictive to killing pain. This is my personal space where in place of my insecurity my pain threshold is higher or lower which allows me to tolerate what happens based on the experience.

So as I blend all this common sense together. In evaluating life. Is it plausible I feel empty.

The answer is no.

In taking self inventory on this mental exercise? The conclusion I draw is no. This is not a rhetorical answer because the question I plotted in evaluating the manner I think about these things.

I am a good person with self doubts. We all have this circuitry possessed within us. (Why I posed this.) Is because I feel how anonymous I am in real life not knowing what I bring to the table. And that's where I feel a lack of self knowledge. So, I believe in a grade 1 predicament we are all in once you face the reality of such a revelation.

Self knowledge is Socratic philosophy and the most important deliberation of your entire life. When it ends and where it begins.

- Marco

What piss poor use of reverse psychology. I seen this before. I've been dealt this hand before. And it never never works. The very exact opposite of being a socialist is being a conservative hypocrite. Nothing supports the perception of common sense conservatives!! A typical conservative rather use the term common sense as a term that connotes freedom of the individual. The reality of such precarious position, in the conservative

cave of thought, is that you do not nor should a person share their wealth. That common sense should dictate you reap what you sow, you earn what you keep. The false sense of irony in that ideology is that conservatives employ an ideology of wealth which lends itself to corporate minded welfare. Therefore, the ideal of a welfare state cannot be found. Evidently, this proliferation of state tax welfare is a mock version of reality. The fact is that in Canada both versions of taxes that deal with income tax in place of your labor and the goods and services tax code (GST) are initiatives invented and implemented into law by the constraints of conservative held federal government in Canada.

In conclusion, the less than informed average Canadian will typically fall over themselves with conservatives catch phrase AXE the TAX. Appealing to an ignorance most Canadians will not face. That no matter how typical your belief in conservative ideology.... you can run but you can't hide. Think about it.

- Marco

picture perfect

 

Order debunks discipline

 

August 23rd 2010

 

August 23rd 2012

 

Ayn Rand

 

I call this a phenomenon. Plain and simple, god does not exist, and if he did exist, how would we know. That is the ultimate answer to everything in the universe. Some use their mental approach to god as hedonists that refute all sense of logic, which is convenient to those that purge upon others disbelief in god. - Marco
 

August 23rd 2013

 

Twitter is irrelevant for the time since Musk took it over to fuel his Space-Nazi program. I posted on Twitter for entertainment. But it became a cesspool of misinformation. - Marco

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September 2, 2017

Twitter for me is one long drawn up social experiment which fundamentally cannot be a societal construct simply by virtue of manipulation.

Twitter takes on many different forms in the manner which your awareness in general cannot be safely guarded. It creates a circular paradox.

August 23rd 2014

 

I have to say exactly what I feel.

I have been depressed for two months as my birthday is just around the corner.

When someone capsizes a relationship I really wanted to have, it made me realize just who am I without lying to myself. That I am a special human being even if no one else notices it. I have to believe that. I have lived this way my whole life and the false pedigree of others will never compensate for that.

My self concept has changed, I have removed false friends from my life, I have made self discoveries I never thought were possible.

There is so much I want to express in anguish but I simply won't. I have nothing more to say. - Marco =============

This is such bullshit - people that refuse to complain are also heightening their defense mechanisms so not to be aware of it. The moment someone that refuses to complain is only because you are in a situation where you are repressing the value of something

When that happens you are internalizing your fear based emotions toward something you rather reject.

Note: because you refuse to complain so the experience is turned inward. As result you condition yourself to believe what you would otherwise be committed to doing, therefore, you alter your reality with no truth of it.

"Not complaining" is a good example of hidden intellectualizing it.

-Marco

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August 23rd 2023

 

August 23rd 2018

 

What defines wisdom

 I don't define wisdom. I am not its only resource. Therefore, what is wisdom, true wisdom made up as itself, is the conception of truth. That if I negate it in contradiction. The irony retains all value. My point is related, that wisdom shows (reveals) both the true or the false. Wisdom is eternal. Which is how I care to know it. What remains knowable or encompassed the "all- knowing". I think of life in this manner.

And if I were lying, no one would tell.  

So here we are.

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Much as the question if wisdom is answered, can it really discern our realities independently upon 3 phases of reasoning. *what is wisdom appeal to??

¹Is it good.

²Does it mean something.

³Is it pleasing to the gods.

That is how wisdom was born. We have survived as a species because of this.

- Marco