“Life is to be lived, not controlled; and humanity is won by continuing to play in face of certain defeat.” - Ellison
Thursday, July 22, 2021
Wednesday, July 21, 2021
Monday, July 19, 2021
The breath of brevity
The stinging in my eyes are that which travel through a smoke filled air as contagious a bead of sweat which slide about into your orbitals.
You squint as you fail to see what lay ahead.So you rely upon your psychic sensibility,
taking you where you've never truly before been.
It so happens there is no way out.
Yet this does fail to alarm you.
You are unafraid of it...
Of what can be.
So you seat yourself next to the nostalgia.
Thursday, July 15, 2021
The dilettante
Being patient comes at the opposite of out waiting your own power.
So why ask not why.
Your very existence.It comes in assuming the position of guilt.
Whereas guilt is a man-made curse.
So selfless the act.
That your very courage depends on it.
Whereas the ability to be seen as a supernatural is the same ability to being as raw as you are.
For as deep as the eye can see...
In this inimitable force.
Your role in the circus of nature's most natural course.
Thursday, May 27, 2021
The power of why
To present how the nature of morality is decoded (as mentioned earlier) morality happens to be central into how we identify ourselves as a person with various degrees of intrinsic 1- value 2- experience 3- worth etc.
Against all odds the most common denominator weren't the norm in association to morality if and only if behavior can be modified. I am stating there is a clear association into morality should evidence suggest behavior can be modified. I am suggesting all our behavior is geared toward acting as agents of change.
Modified behavior depending on factors of altruism as the main predicate in favor of morality, should in turn postulate that modified behavior relative to the human condition relates back. Reciprocity vs human evolutionary thinking.
The mirror mirror on the wall as we've represented it herein resulting in reverse psychology. Hold up a mirror to equalize behavior.
If you are in search of morality in every sense of the word it is the height of human observation and right on cue with the terms and conditions of satirical philosophy. For example.... examining western world psychology we have an experimental phase of thought whereas political campaigns sush as the USA use a canned heat approach to slight rivals of opposition politcal parties.
Hitherto we also can manipulate everything in light of what state we are in based on the mother of all thought, questioning what is creation (theologically). Which is the same field of knowledge or what we seek as knowledge. All of it is therefore ontological.
Tuesday, May 18, 2021
Rebellious equilibrium
At the core of an actors acting ability is it the courage to maintain a dialogue between being decisive at making choices or can making choices result in being decisive. How does the brain interpret what is happening vs what needs to happen. The ultimate question is what will the character want that drives the intent behind ones inhibition to do so.
Monday, May 17, 2021
The inner dimesnions of an actor
Coping mechanisms vs real action
Your aim as an actor should not be seen as an actor whose ability would be to show off effective coping mechanisms. That is not what people want to see. Let the character play you.Truth Traveller
Acting is channeling a medium without the observation of your inner cynic... what exists between the relationship of both (being impulsive being neurotic) and eliminating the need to both (being seen being validated.) In return your reactions mean nothing to the abstract audience but everything from your outer critic emerge as a revelation to the moment.
Wednesday, May 12, 2021
My test of faith departed
We care about religion. The same way we espouse contradictory aims in real life. Therefore, this speaks to enlightenment. Philosophical interpretation bestows upon us all ritualistic type of bond. We all search for truth tying together a deontological perspective. Both duty and obligation become the same core our beliefs stem from - from its inception to the day... we are learning to walk. In other words we grow into a belief each programmed differently. The end game we all want the search for truth to guide us in that quest. We begin and end but it's an unknown variable. Constant is it's all a blur.
Wednesday, April 28, 2021
Kiss to kiss
I've been around the sun many many moons and in saying this it reminds me of many many things. The duplicity of myself throughout time brings me to a realization. That no matter how much I've changed it doesn't mean I've abandoned the past. It is everything I've come to accomplish reflects to those that wanted what's best for me in my life. I am a greater person because of it. I am better able to make it my future. My ability to create what I want transcends all this. I think that makes sense to me.
Friday, April 23, 2021
The Renaissance man
I'll give you one corner, if you can't come up with the other three don't talk to me anymore. - Confucius
Monday, April 19, 2021
Thursday, March 25, 2021
The obituary
What is more important in promoting truth.
Consider the following:Is the search for questions if related to knowledge and transferable more or less important than the search for answers if related to the unknown and infinite.
Indecipherable.
Is the search for questions as it relates to knowledge transferable hence more or less important than the search for answers relating to the unknown infinite universe.
The search for answers vs questions aligns us with narrative to a story however variable... how do we know anything? How is it can we not know!
My belief in perception as a viewer observes its blank slate of stone brings about an indecipherable sense. Where you meet something through the mind with what is indecipherable as you process what paradox brought you there. Then the language on a tablet emerges into its oneness just as nature intended.
What is acting...
I want to keep this as simple and to the point.
What is acting...
I am asking this based on a personal journey of mine.
It is ultimately the question I face myself with that speaks to no true definitive answer.
It is to no fault of my own. I embarked on the birth of this question the same time I thought about pursuing acting as a medium. A trade. A profession.
But never once have I found the enlightenment of what is acting.
Acting to me has been a belief. A renewal. An expression of faith in what I believe can be real.
It is a search for truth in my desire to create art but more so to answer question in my idea of them.
I have come a long way in terms of proving that answer is relevant provided the question 'what is acting' isn't unanswerable. I don't want a discussion of sort that compares to a dog chasing its own tail or a chicken running with its head cut of or a pin the tail on the donkey.
This question if at all answerable deserves one.
I have traveled this far...
Do not expend unnecessary energy unwisely inconspicuous to your true true character.
Tuesday, March 02, 2021
My neuroses in nature
Let nature do its work...
Let nature take its course.
How to take care of nature is a reflection of you onto itself.Sunday, February 14, 2021
the art of living
If living were an art.
I would master being a warrior.A warrior of the mind.
Before a warrior of the soul.
There in that blind spot
Where everything else happens.
Where only you can't see it.
Uncovering the guilt...
In being possessed by something greater
Than my fear of god.
A feeling of peace over anxiety arises.
That already I know...
Before I meet my maker
I will not think twice.
Counting each time I blink
As if fate by design,
My inner divine dynamic is alive.
Alive as a sleeping giant of greater sense and sensiblity...
My mothers warm touch.
Where each day the sun beams
different light.
The sun appears to me differently
And heals me.
There is mystery in the fire.
Monday, January 11, 2021
Trump's last stand
Trump's breach of social contract with twitter and other platforms of social media is thick with irony. None of this is real life. People lie all over twitter all the time. What makes this different is that the norms changed not based on social discord but the entitlement.
Twitter rewarded Trump with a brand within a brand. It is a war of attrition but not an entitlement that can be shared. On the first part twitter is an unofficial document. On the second part the user assumes no liability of the first part being twitter terms of use.
In theory Twitter as a social media model accounts for Donald Trump's use of its platform. It is a battle of entitlement which is not shared. Therefore from this standpoint Trump is monkey in the middle. Twitters terms of use were violated as Trump's lies were in direct conflict.
Trump cannot make believe that social media factors as an insurance policy when things go wrong. It is an ontological belief that the shared experience of a social media platform should be taken for granted. The truth is that none of this is actually true.
Trump's assembly of tweets is not real life but mistook the regulations involved in terms of how the medium became a tool designed to profit his own political agenda. Twitter was Trump's breach of conduct. Trump cannot defend what isn't true. The lies are in perpetuity.
To say twitter finally assumed responsibility for Trump is where Trump went wrong. Linearly Trump made all the wrong choices leading up to his downfall. It is in breach using ones position of power as President, given rights & freedoms to coerce others into using opposite force.
For every action their should be an equal or opposite reaction. This is the law of nature.
Superb cause
False prejudice in this vortex of emotions....
I actually don't know what I presumably know.
One gunshot... into the night sky....
And the silent death of sacrifice.
The inarguable force of reality
Does the spirit end.
This merciless toil of life.In the face of it lies a dark depleted spark.
As if a key to unlock the secret to a frozen heart.
Then it is so to ask...
Does not the spirit end...
If not in two equal parts.
One human.
One divine.
The other only thing left is: spirit.
The ultimate paradox...
Is beauty in charge of the observer or is beauty to the observer in its control.
Like you are out of touch with the world but in touch with everything else in it.
Tuesday, December 29, 2020
In the Book of Mirrors
The energy I possess even though others may pretend not recognize is never invisible to the naked eye.





