What is the main purpose you propose to manage how we arrive at something (as you said) poetic? What is a poetically specific motive as a framework for creating something original or challenging norms. This, as ideology, becomes dogmatic independent of the way it is received because, in my view, most audiences are complacent to what already is in the world. My point is that the audience's perception is a constraint in what they are receiving behind the medium, beneath the message, based on an unconscious lack of disbelief. In other words, the audience wants a new source to interpret causation. Meaning - I, as the actor, have the ability to alter an audience's domestic element. All people in general take aim without thinking about what's at stake. My job is to make something that is completely beyond that. So my question is, how do you know? How do you know what objective focuses is doing things completely disobeying together laws we are all centered on or pulled into (without) gathering convention. I can tell you that I work from this place. And most actors are not aware. This is my personal laboratory. °●•○•●●• Marco from Winnipeg
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June 4th 2016
I found this song for the first time this week. It has touched me on a mysterious level I can only feel.
I am a huge fan of this Canadian artist.
Out of all the music he has created, this reaches to the top of my favorites of his.
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It reminds me of a place I used to call home. But home never leaves you - your best version of yourself. That the it factor we all chase is in vain. It is about making the opposite for that choice. That choice we all wish for things to happen though may never come.
This message is about how stupid I am to think I'm an artist.
(Put that phrase I last thought a different way.)
I'm not the artist that everyone thinks - I am. To think that I'm an artist is my secret life made public. It may be how stuck you all see me. But it doesn't make me a loser. I rather fight dying to be what I want. While everybody watches it happen or not, is not up to me.
That's how truth works.
Believe me, I'm not waiting to be famous. I will fight the same way despite the unfathomable destruction of me. That 'me' that everyone thinks deserves special treatment. Special treatment is not about wanting the things we want and getting them. It takes the truth of climbing the mountain and thinking how the view is as good as everyone else's. That takes courage. Test me, my friend. This point on the mountain is all just over the top nonsense no one cares to understand nor think about. (A perfect sentence to define me.) But really, as fictionally delusional you make this out to be. There are things that reach the pinnacle in life, you hardly are ware of. Like your first born. The marriage you have. It's all real. I'm searching for words to find how that computes into the reality WE ALL WANT. And my point is I am what interprets my personal affirmations.
You are not the rejection you faced all your life because it became larger than you ever could imagine it. Now I fall under the escape plan.
This is about being that version I only imagined when I was the younger version (of myself).
I've become something of an idea. And may be it's true. And may be it isn't. But I know I can fight. And that doesn't make me a boss, a prize fighter, or an executioner.
I fight (because I can) without protesting my own advocacy means something.
People have accused me of being something I can only imagine myself as. I know it. But I don't care. I fear it will have to be out of my control.
The whole purpose about making no sense to anyone is this:
I want to make a difference. I fight as not to be purged upon.
And this is where I will end my truth. Without living a lie. Lies - where we all fall in line with whatever is in front of us. I have what makes me feel things most of you never do. And I want to feel it without safety. My animal instinct. The kind that you have but you dispossessed. You dispossessed something that you failed to conquer along the way. If that doesn't have you thinking. . . than what other lies are you living?
And this is the proof of how I arrange what I see in life. Words are my only proof. Words upon words of self control. A self control that we all fail to connect to others with but use judgment. I have never fucking judged anyone in my life for who they are. Just ask anyone.
But if you cross the line between my faith in god and what stands on the other side of this. You've gone lost.
That's where you'll find me.
This is where I am in life. A 50 year old man that is wiser than he ever thought possible.
Marco's been through heart ache, through the worst near death experiences you'd never purport.
But I will die going out swinging before someone takes my wings away.
- Marco
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