Rotten Spoiled Tomatoes

The aroma of garbage,
have limited my chances!
In focus of the great heretic,
has the in.
As I have a future:
the nature of my universe;
I make sense of the center.
What happened?
The story begins as I will end,
not being a victim.
But always - always speaking the truth.
And from this I learned,
to tell of myself.
To speak of the child I was,
used to be. . .
sexually abused.
And now, I am a survivor of childhood
sexual abuse.
A man that is no longer the victim
in silence.
A silence -
that I carried shame and guilt.
That I blamed the victim,
- I was responsible even though I was only a child.
But I survived.
And I became the survivor.
My choice,
my choice of a forgiveness in experience.