Monday, October 31, 2005

trick or treating

You're real quiet lately.
I'll pretend not to notice -
this poetic injustice!

Terms of reassurance

I've been here before?
Haven't I. -
Out of my body.
Tough on luck.
If selfish.
I act - selfish, that part of me done
was only meant for myself.
So selfish in fact,
my mental faculty relapsed in the course of judgment.
Sold on killing the idea!
To kill a mocking bird?
Out of the shadows, came a wolf...
and this pirate with a feather.
(Without a parrot.)
Therefore, - I said THEREFORE.

- Therefore.

Therefore, I have not afforded the company of strangers as often as
they'd like.


And although I'm presently unavailable to almost all of them.


Certainly. - Certainty is my-middle-name.

Forgive (me alone) if you must, I don't care for the favors...

Love me because you will believe.


Outdone - clever - fox


I objectify.


In the context of a bullfighter. Just watch me, going.

The wheels have flown off the handle, spinning mad.

My caricature...


of a poet. (me)

Wayne Gretzky's

(not alive).

My (first) November

Breaking all the rules -
Like faint echo.
Of what my own mind! (Tells me.)

Permissible

Inflatible; cruelty.
Pause; criminal-intent.
Tears, weltering in my eyes.
I want you, horsie - horsie.
To be just like you!

My eyes are popping? (...Like a 5 year old.)

Sexy - don't you even think it - sexy.

Oh, this calm...

GAVEL!
Oh, this calm?

(Won't you be my neighbor.)

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Poof

I cannot say for certain.
I can only imagine.
But in the meantime...
That purity you have I adore.
Everything regarding the noise I hear?
Completes a magic-far - far.

The closer I get

The farthest reaches of my prayer.
For you I'd do my best.
That my best is truly the part of me you stand on.

Extended hours (daylight savings time)

You used me.
Why. I know.
- Why?

Happiness is an expression of.


My thoughts of you are endless.


Given the circumstances, here I will be!
Not knowing exactly where you'll find, me.
Dream - the dream.

I love it... that word "dream".

What you represent in this world, a parallel.

A universe on its own.

Tied up in water

Splash!
Plunger.... down you go.
Unclogging the chute!
plunge beneath the surface.
Are you calling me a racist?
PLUNGE.

Darkness - sacrificing.

Sacrificing.


We all fall down.

Padre Matador

With this cape draped over my left shoulder,
I might dance with you, bull.
I'm talking a lot.
Make love with me?
What inspires me!
With great pride and honor my sweet child.
I instruct, shall we dance...

(Are you calling me a liar.)

Amazon

In the maze of reasoning;
I'm in amazement of such discovery!
Not only to have been a
jail-bird.
A stool pigeon.
My sacrifices -
That shot fire, runs across each lip (of the mouth.)

My fine laces into a perfect knot.

Tasty Flavorful

When did I wink?
I did wink...
I winked.
You then whispered.
My intentions weren't false.
You faked it.
I look, before there's laughter.
To see what!

Psycho Analytic Behavior (Timing: "time to shine")

The development of the will and everything in it!
A well-bucket filled with ornate knowledge.
My ego's path...
An eagle's nesting.
And the loop.
My final resting place.
Of death.
- No, not ordinary art.
(But unintersting metaphor.)
The world ensues my nature.
Upon her I she rests her head on my lap.
She takes my soul in her.
My hands cradles.
That sweet, sweet love.
LOVE.
Loving me.

The act of suspense or submission

The mail - is undeliverable.
If the moment my shoulders extend upward,
in a room full of angels.
The prince of darkness - and
a life worth my own.
I began to commit on days that god has saved for Sunday.

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Happy Halloween

Eyes and moon lit skies

BMW
-
I'm lost for words.

I smell chicken in the air...
and a tiny layer of me. A small
price to pay?

But the cost, is
too much
for the cake.

I love it.

Hosanna (In the highest mountain on earth...)

On the plateau I stand before you, lord.
Dear lord.
Serious, I am.
Forgive me father for I have sinned!
And I am not turning my way back...
for I have reached the pinnacle of your wisdom.
I seek, you lord.
You are in me.
You are in this mountain, that
the hurdle has a clear path.
You are a giant.
Lord.
Oh lord, have mercy.
That my sincerity has touched you far that reaches.

Why am I happy.
Most of the time -
sadness passes me without a whisper.

I need marshmellow clouds, science of men,
upon which your wisdom only begins... totally misunderstood.

Learned
response.

Friday, October 28, 2005

Healthy Eating

No.
Not a chance in hell.
But then again, I thought
maybe?
Since when is. this. the. end.
The weather brittle like toffee.
SNAP!

Emotionally Responsive

The remotest tide came over the sand
- god helped me decide!
Standing there, a hair stylist rusty at their technique.
Such a craft.

The commision of metaphor

I believe in the power of my soul, on many levels.
My mentality -
emotionally powerless.
Powerless emotionally...
not complacent!
Not quite extordinary.
Though on everyday that I live-life
this body is evidence.

My reasons

That's fine you!
You take that as a response?
But emotional mentalities have ruptured in the brain.
There's a mist.
Rusted scissors...
snipping.
SNOP!

-

con artists

The nature of intrigue, outweighs heavily.
(That the side of this argument!)
- ...

The shadow of lying

To trust this penguin in a tuxedo?
Perhaps I'd not refuse, the company of a woman!
(But to trust myself.)

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Gunshooting Galleries

There comes
a time in another man's life
that the opportunity becomes
him.

In a heartbeat.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Alladin offers the gypsy

That I constantly feel, the need for inspiration is a gift of life.
That the mind has altered in some other sense of the word.
And my lost sensitivity has become intolerant.

Pinky Finger - I swear...

That.
Was.
It.

T-Rex.

Dirty Harry
Dirty harry
dirty harry.

Voicing such displeasure - some dissention?

May heaven be by my side...
you may have won.

- The scent of childhood (dreams...)
sensually! Feeling!

Monday, October 24, 2005

The Flattery of Art Imitating Life

And I only heard the sound of her voice?
In the context of -
wanting to hide herself from what's obvious.
That she's interested.
In us -
in her.
In her; in me.
And her name is.
A whisper in my heart.
Should I surrender to anything other!
That the truth is,
I can marry this girl.
Beyond my obesity.
- Beyond her shadow.
Beyond, my insecurity owned.
This girl that I shall fall in love with.
That this kind of beauty makes my heart feel something - seriously.
That this kind of woman...
I ate fries from Belgium.
That we'll sit together on the beaches of Algarve.
Romance on the Ribeira in cafe, Oporto.
That style.
Of hearing the coyote chasing the Road Runner.
And police lines.

Reloaded

Last night...
the universe was oddly lit, ...
As I surveyed the damage?
Done -
and done.
I reloaded my submarine!
Into the depths;
here's what I found.
"You never used to listen to that kind of music, why do you care about it now."
"I know a lot of actors."
"You didn't have to do that, I can't give you what you want."
Oh the smile on my face.
Before the sun rises in Cambodia.
Don't even think it.

- And

She will be mine.

Will - shit (a faster approach to reasoning...)

If you were set free;
after years of pain?
And the -
no only!
(Only this.)
DON'T SHOOT ME.

Anxiety.

Panic.

You're the coolest.

Son of a gun.

As if to shoot?

Don't expect me...
an apology.

Forbidden Allowances - surgery; unto death

My sweet child.
Children. Gather.

Where children may,
gather I steer.

I move.

I quiver.

I tremble.

I shake.

We dance.

My god;
give it to me.
Bring me death.
Have us with you here -
having fun.

I provide you with shelter.

You give.
Being.

Protecting me with life.

Sunday, October 23, 2005

I've combined the element of Shakespeare with Fernando Pessoa. My writing is that.

Graceful antidote - Novelty as a commodity

Gracefulness of novetly - an experience.
We've met like this before.
??
Now haven't we been doing the same thing over.
But in a different manner?
Perhaps - not.
Not on lonely nights.
Rouge is a color in French.
And I find a license to protect.
Cover me.

The Spirit of Excelling

Excellent!
The graceful wisdom I seek,
is in the basket of eggs.
I've hatched them all.
I'm not done doing the homework as of yet?

Though if I do,
I see...
an established group of feminists abroad.
With grilled cheese sandwiches,
and my mother's homemade recipes.

Not enough of this poetry.

Haven't father -
I have not.

No I have.

In this room filled with HORROR.
HORRIFIC YAWNING.

Y--awn.

And the fact you're near;
complete's the experience.

Who, those which die,
to he I am forgiven already.

Therefore, taking with myself the seeds evil roots out,
I plant myself inwards.

I rooted out my evil twin.

Puppet shows to start at: 0:00 hours.
Shadows of life.
Strung up, made to scare me into believing something...
I maybe have thought.
Imagined.
Fantasized.

Terror - terror - terror.

This graceful wisdom widens as I continue the search.
I did my homework like a good little boy should.
I retained the "sorry" for better syntax, words, use of.

The crowds have gathered. Be more specific -
specifically Hamlet.

Contemorary Lust

Aren't you?
Are you leaving.
If where.
Where are you?
Where are you going to.
Where are you leaving.
And where are you leaving me to?
Are you done feeling.
Have you felt what, inside.
As it penetrates.
What's inside!
The metal.

Can.

It might be a good idea;
not to worry.

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Gift Card Isle

I've done the most I can give.
You can -
only tell me that.
Where have I come from this far?
I'm telling you...
I have travelled a greater distance.
Circus animals and all!
From the ivory.
Somewhere far.
Not potentially dangerous.
Only -
a map could lead,
me into.

Din -

O'saur.
Yesterday was no more or less stressful then today;
only beginnings.
And in my emotion -
I forget about the speed limit?
When I'm speeding...
I slow down.

World Class Gangster

I'm not in disguise.
I use only my capers!
Capers.
In light -
Are we, we are, are we?
My trooper.
A class act.

Fascinating



There's more to follow!
Follow me...
into the depth's of time.


Where our limits are stretched,

there are no limits we can possess!

And only this exhileration;

takes flight.

Christ in shadows



The archetype of a context.
Freeing the whale.
That she'd test me!
That I got lucky to find my way out?
Not even.
This brave and generous soul -
tears.
I can feel her near.
I am.
A man.

I watch a feline itch.

Sratching the surface with paws glued onto the canvas.

We talked.

Laughter.

Taking myself serious.

In an electric room filled with actors.

Friday, October 21, 2005

Goofed

When I hear a sad song;
a song of rock and roll...
that's ritually sacrificial?
NO.
I say -
That is bad.
That is good.
But the market for my humanity is!
To pick and choose my battles.

Vulnerability to touch

I've seen it happening,
not a weapon -
or a maniac.
Oh really.
Yes. She was.
What it does -
from the point we make contact.

To touch.

Vulnerability.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Super Hero Powers

I have this prowess for obtaining the truth behind me.
Perhaps it resembles a simple test?
I couldn't pass such an easy test.
Forgive me lord,
for my racial hatred.
None -
have given me the chance.
Nobody likes me.
Not everyone that likes me.
Intentions are false!
That you god -
I will obey.
I will not disobey my god.
To describe:
every-
bad idea gone wrong...
it's been given to me from.
Excusing no one.

Not to trust a poser

The polar opposite!
Not to trust a politician...
crosses many lines.
I've drawn.
Geometrical patterns in the sands of time.
Imagine?
What could possibly be the message;
in an act of synnergy between -
taking a hold of the enemy.
I let he who comes before me.
I allow her into my heart.
And in such an instance of my own liking,
I should never trust a phony.
I will.
I'll trust only myself.
Must you never require it.
Must I always comprehend -
not confusing
a phony person without confidence.
Therefore -
in my minds eye...
Therefore,
I can see blindly.
Therefore,
I cannot see.
Therefore,
she won't regret.
Therefore,
therefore.
Therefore -
to belittle is something BIG.
BIGGER.
A mistaken identity.
This kind.

Magnetic Forces

When you know?
When did it become...
THE NATURE OF.
THAT MAGNIFICANT -
MAGNIFICANT!
Oh lord how powerful you are!
And you come beyond the shadows.
How difficult was the journey.
How difficult my lord.
But I made it.

The Bull Fighter

Matador -
you wicked.
Matador...
I see red.
That destiny in the cape and gown...
Mickey Mouse.

Mickey Mouse!

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Brad Pitt

I'm surrounded...
I'm surrounded!

Help.

This horse I've fallen off,
was it not built for me?

A tribute to the destroyer

I heard the sound of magic;
even before I believed.
For this time,
no matter what the age I have arrived!
And to tell me...
the secrets?
These secrets.
I block out the sun.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Zero - Zero

That name.
That name with all the letters?
I'm in a crisis.

The word according to Moses

And offering the genesis for all of mankinds rationale thoughts.
- All of mankinds rationale thoughts?
Moses.
I expected more.
Fortunately,
the passion of Christ provided us.
It have.
It has.
Given me hope!
That silence of virtue, when -
giving a voice...
into the night.
Surfaces.
In this world and the next.
Ready to take aim,
holding the fire within.
An examination of my own.

Monday, October 17, 2005

Priceless

There are goldfish in space -
that take you years to catch.
Catching goldfish.
It's personal.

...It's priceless.

Now I know why.

You grow up -
you try hard.
You failed.

You broke free,
you reacted.

From the age of 21 -
the present time...
I record my pulse.

I forgave myself
having yet to discover.

However,
in search of the truth,
totally.

Wasted Elegance

From what alphabetical order do you file...
all the problems I own?
And, I love passing tests.
It's not your fault!

Cosmetic Surges in New Aged Philosophy

Epsitimology never looked or felt like this before.
Its brought me here?
This angel in the dark.
I look beautiful.
And the many - many different sides of my personality!
Only to hear myself speak, once.
That I love you.

(Hasn't changed.)

Sunday, October 16, 2005

There, there

I feel sad, lonely.
Maybe even hungrier than usual?
Strange.
Very strange!
How very - very.
Strange.
That the same cannot be said.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

DoubleD Crossing

Because things have changed;
there's tremendous beliefs.
Vulnerability, the future?
And I do believe.

Coffee - Chinese - Food

Dearest god almighty.
The power you have - mercy on my soul.
I had the strangest experience today?
I had the feeling I wanted a baby girl in my life.
Just wow.
With a woman.
I felt like a man.
Unpossessed!
You filled me with serenity.
Oh Lord.
That color of blood mixed with -
wine.
Intoxicating.
It intoxicated me.
And I loved it...
every moment.
Beautiful purple and gold,
velvet.
No wonder.
Only this.

Fire - Fire

Someone I approached in the dead of -
night.
Telling me, connections...
connections.

Cut.

(Retake.)

Such a bad movie!

I saw - it
happening.


But was I really there?


Perhaps.

Perhaps only hurt -
to hurt to dream.

Friday, October 14, 2005

A lot of my poetry has been based on experimentation. A good use of expression. And creates itself.

The act of privacy - Does not instruct

Don't -
don't do it.
Do not inform.
Don't instruct me.
Don't invade my privacy.
Do not instruct.
Oh, the complacency!
This art exhibits...
quality.
A quality -
that's expectant?
But my dear Shakespeare;
didn't Oedipus fall in love with himself?
(The plagarist he was, Shakespeare.)
But Hamlet did suffer from an identity crisis -
therefore I adopted him as my offspring.
My unborn children.
Oedipus that tyrrant -
such a fool.
My back against the wall...
and the wheels haven't yet fallen off?
Friendship -
dead to all.
Come -
I will lead you.
What?
What?
What?
I ask.
Myself.
I ask myself -
What?
And on this journey,
I stumble upon a wreckage...
abandoned ships at sea.
Colors beyond borders,
without measuring personality or virtue.
I just act -
I'm only acting on each and every syllable,
letters,
verbs,
prayers?
From an inch I notice,
out of place in a passing minute.
The hands on the watch...
tick -
tick -
tick.
Ticking.
Like a time bomb.
Set to explode,
ready to unleash my fury!
But I punish no one -
not a soul.
And my mind aims at the ready.
The moment to chime the bell.
Dling-dong.
Come out from the shadow -
you wicked female!
Male horse!
Equus!!
From the darkness.
"You silly boy."
...she had said to me.
I continue to listen -
she says,
"You are all so very gullible."
I do not speak.
Tell me more,
"I'm red riding hood,
you are the wolf."
"You have to excuse me -
I wear this key around my neck for my executions."
I'm only too aware -
vaguely farmiliar with the surrounding...
METAPHORS.
Do not be the judge!
Only I see the jack-o-lantern.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

If looks could kill...

I'd rather gamble.
The power of greed;
the greed for power?
Iced - the hurdles of...
DOOM!
I'm DOOMED!

You - you
masochist of words.

Trasformation...
composition.

I beg of you - tolerance.

My mistake,
that misread?

My opinion on subjectivity

Mr. Winter -
I feel the cool breeze.

And as I approach.

All digression allow...
PERMISSION.

This promise;
I kept,
hidden!

Upon eve.

Day.
Breaking news -
discretion.
You discern me?

For the critique of art,
I am an artist.

For the love of creating -
is enough.

For I'm feeling blessed.

Happy Birthday

On this piece of line, a thread of wire.

On the end of a rope. Tied.

- Knots

Stop the plugging;
use a plunger.

Stop these defenses from coming across -
to show fear, disregarded.

Squishy re-entry

CRUNCH!
I recognized.

C-R-U-N-C-?H"-Y

"F?L?A?V?O?R?E?D"
k is for - cancer - your majesty.

Corn flakes.


The eyes -
these eyes!!!!!!!!!


Do orgasmic -
the same.


Squish.
Squish.
Squish.



Monkey jam tastes funny.



Squish.
Squish.
Squish.




You beside me -
yeah, you...
beside me.




My favorite lady bug;
don't kill the lady bug!




I would never.

Dissipating

It's a little miracle;
-the kind you see -
nor hear!

But when I'm feeling sad,
I watch the birds taking flight...
wings spread open.

And I love to sing.

All sorts of songs.

In my practice of being a poet.

I write.

In my practice of being a man?

A warm latte, a cup of love.

I possess no dogma.

My timing is - perfect -

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Stretching my limits

Threshold -

I know.

Very - very
expensive taste.


Permanently.
Damaged.


Sweet peas...
turtles.


The woman ,
she left.


I sat there waiting...
waiting?


Over the horizon -
came a small,
stone.


Then, in the palm of my hand -
I captured.


I realize how special I am.
Showing where it hurts.
Breathing a slow-er, breath.
- Seeing my heart shine!

I want -
...everything.

My pain to to heal.


In the shadows.

My Individuality

Somewhere between space and time...
along.

Where did my memory evaporate?

Out into thin air!

How was I approached,
when the bridge collapsed;
- all I can remember -
is falling.

White Man

Full tilt.

Upright vacuum-cleaners.

I've tripped myself over!


The right look?


For a good cause -

My present: 'situation' ~

Stimulation /
Solution +

Illusion? / Imagery/ Physical Respresentation

Modesty

There's a LOT of ground to cover.
I've made up my own, mind.
Such typical behavior.
A Metaphysical response?

Cape Cod

This tasty, filling, terribly smell of fish.
Time against reason.

Don Juan DeMarco
Marlon Brando

I'm missing my art and soul.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

In the spirit of Oscar Wilde

In this the spirit of Oscar -
Wilde.
I'm not going to eat that, again!
Never!
NEVER.

And, remodelling has stopped.

Now, we eat.

Thank you -

For desert -
what's on the menu?

A performer - what name art thou.

My name is pet.

That's your name.

Now, we eat.

Good, fortune-cookie reads;
the message states...
YOU ARE A BIGOT.

In the name of Jesus.

How can I afford to sit here?

Simple -
if you are American.

An american knows not they play fairly,
just don't abuse them.

Illustrations of a saphire rose - tattoo. (From the edge)

My existing beliefs;
have left this galaxy.
I don't like the use of those words...
verbs have meaning when only -
used in the past tense!

But alas.

Alas, my child.

I'm happiest,
when I'm not happier...
whether I be sad or lost and lonely.

Alone in the wilderness?

Perhaps,
dynamite could enforce my -
own...
crazy thoughts.

CRAZY.
C - R -A - Z - Y

(I don't like that word.)

Clown shoes - hanging from the ceiling.
I resisted.

My god -

How I reject you!

Like a saphire rose.

Normal. - Not normal.
More normal then me.

Monday, October 10, 2005

The competition / the alibi / I'm still here

FOR WHATEVER + REASON

I forgot to spell out what I thought / about you.

I forgot...

- Now I mentioned you to the authorities,
- you forgot.
- You still forgot.

Of course the battle you forgot.

What did you whisper?

The post.

Now I've become - /monster/

And the anger is.

IS.


IS.

GIGANTIC.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Secret Admirer

A picture of me, Marco.
This change of season...
Portage and Main.
Where the leaves turn over another year!
And I regret wondering what if?
But not today.
Today.
The weather has been delightful.


Jackknifed

Tin - Tin - Rum

I don't enjoy the fact.
We had fought over...
nothing.
Let's talk over coffee.
A warm surprise!
Co-operated.
Hear me rattling.

Steel quilts put together of fabric

Pieces I made...
to test.
Not to test YOU.
I'm testing you!
You tease.
You gnarly teaser,
teasing my tears.
Soft cheese,
on tender burgers.
Foil wrapped delicacy.
I've shifted -
gears.
VROOM...
V - R - O - O - M.
Full metal jackets.
Going too F A S T.

V -R - O - O - M.

Scaring others beliefs.

I wake up.

Entering the nightmare!

Oh what a stomach.
It aches.

And this horse drawn carraige I ride inside.

In a coma,
choking on medicine.

Friday, October 07, 2005

The Implications of Virtue

I've become threatened.
Yes - threatened.
Treated superficially by others!
But how?
But why.

Is it so hard, to feel.

To feel the name.

On my face.

Above, the chariot that rides off.
I touch.
I diservice.

And the SEMI.

Hitting this wall,
COLLIDES!

Crushing Grapes

I'm still -
laughing.
Inuit.
In inuit.
Poor me!
But instead,
I smile regularly.
I've been crushed before,
but nothing like this EVER.
And I plowed my way down the rivine,
with a sleigh on wheels...
canoe ashore.

I'm not your favorite?

You're my belittled friend.

After we met,
since -
ever since.

HAPPY TRAILS.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Moments that regard perfection

Make me a target!
I ask...
if you hold my hand.
Take my breath,
and give me life.
Then truly,
this world would be complete.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

The Monarch

This hasn't made me think more,
I already knew.
But for some reason...
like clock work -
you wind me down.
And having met you,
I realize things may never be the same again?
But I've carved out this piece of my heart for you.
And maybe,
we'll do it again.
Down the same path I took.
Just to spin us around.
Without the open wound.

Monday, October 03, 2005

Welcoming in the shadow


The smell of autumn -
I -
dream...
of, Jesus.

I'm leaving you;
not leaving.

If heaven exists -
tonight falls,
there's no place else to hide from!

And this is where we'll dance...
like children,
on the brighter side of the moon.

Welcoming in the shadows,
with my pail of gold?