Saturday, March 21, 2026
Literature is more than art
March 21st 2014
Subjectivity can only get you so far, it is found in how close will my subjectivity run as a reversal in the minds of others. The goal is to infer and be inferred as result of having reached subjectivity.
- Marco
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My heartbeat is in precision like a drum to an eternity that cannot be compensated but empowers the average mind.
- Marco
Cleanthes
Cleanthes, a great Stoic philosopher
Nietzsche
Callicles
My opinion of Nietzsche 'Callicles'
March 21st 2025
The miracle of creation is a source of universal properties, everything that was you became. There is no way you or I exist without some unknown force making us exist. If we call it god, then so be it. I call it my soul. If god does not live in me, then why should I bow to it.
- Marco
Friday, March 20, 2026
do you (March 20th 2009)
ever wake up with a feeling of complete enlightenment, where answers come naturally as they are. If I could describe this to you, it would be as though living in a world of perfect total clarity. I guess that sounds hard to believe. So much of me, although, particularly has made this impression of late - I can't say 'why' I get these feelings. I suppose it is to do with enlightenment on some level. Though enlightenment can be purely subjective a retort. This recourse of myself, in some stages, throughout this time in my life I think has a certain level of objectivity in mind. Causes which I can communicate without some belief in knowing the outcome or what may result due to cause.
I restrict these feelings - not to ambition - per se.
I would equate my own enlightenment to 2 phases separate of natural cause(s). One being passion, the other being hope.
Sometime(s), if I wake-up, it's living as if in a nightmare, to which end I cannot differentiate the outcomes present-ed to me in that state of utter delirium. In which case, most dream(s) depicting the challenge of your altered state in a (i.e. parallel dimension) for sake of argument cannot be unfounded in a universe all its own. As unnatural the vivid a psychosis might take you.
When I awake from this dream state, the world appears to me, exactly as it once was a priori to the dream world before it happened. I do not realize this until, I begin to challenge the thought, with the same thought that 'it was only a dream.' However, these are not the answers one is to fill without a sense of urgency. Which, this leads myself to believe, that my retroactive sense of the dream life is an opportunity to examine the question of its exactness. However, my problem became one of, what measure can I propose the possibility of a duplicity? In other words, how can I answer questions, to answer, in a world that does not exist from this of our own. If there is a correct interaction between myself, into a modern day paradox of the cerebral kind, when I make the choice to correspond with a mixed interpretation. One part human (physical), the other dream (spiritual).
There can be no confusion between underlying variables, which a paradox of this kind would undertake the possibility of both human (cerebral) or "the dream" (psyche) to co-exist. The dichotomy present is theoretically, when one is awake, there is no definitive proof that dreams exist. Therefore, you or I as a physical entity cannot assimilate or combine the same physical properties without a dream which make-believe is absent.
In this desired state between dream-life and the presence of time in physical reality, there are conditions from which the physical property between one's answer to what-is-real, is to believe what you want to believe. That condition is already present in the universe of one's cerebral ineptitude. The second part of this ulterior "dream state" is the non-physical attributes, which exclude such things such as hope or vision is to wish fulfillment. Wish-fulfillment is something typically associated with dreams. However, therein lay the difference between the dream-life one experiences without the interpretation to correctly match disingenuous inferences. The nightmare - which is equally relevant to one's dream life is nonetheless a dream of escape, or abandonment.
(1) In conclusion of such argument, the favour of what dreams represent are insofar as emblematic of conditions. I argued this, because conditions of such self-awareness prior to the dream-life could not possibly cohabit in the same place you once were before the dream happen(s). This is lucid to no particular subjective force, which is to examine, with what dreams contain physical yet actual properties. In fact, the dream-life is impossible to reconstruct which is what makes them so fascinating.
(2) The conclusion of such a dichotomy, is that common sense already dictates what we know about dreams, but not why we dream. The dream life represents one's physical attributes, the paradox, that one does not differentiate between the dream life. The purpose of when one dreams, assuming we have no direct idea that something physical happened, even if immune to it. The paradox of an altered state such as dreams, in fact, lead to the same direct answer of strictly unknown phenomenon.
(3) The final conclusion of this continues between the altered state of dream(s) to physical property. There are in litany of the subject hope - and - passion. Perhaps, there are few other types of interaction which shapes the human mind or ego, yet are sublime to subjectivity. Both hope - passion, working together do not form dream(s). However, those are concepts which form vague if not abstract interpretations impossible to emit through gestation. Unfamiliar as hope - passion, resemble nothing they reveal to. The same kind of ambiguity refers back into the dream life in hope of achieving a desired goal. Passion - is of unfulfilled destiny, that can only be broken, yet crushes the feeling of a wish fulfilled. Therefore, hope always leads before passion. Such is the dream life as is to living the good life.
1 John 2:6
I strive to feel this in my heart every living breathing day I spread myself. There is a line you must be prepared to walk and it is razor thin. I trust myself in this manner of feeling and in my thoughts. I spend my time with it using my internal clock as my guide. The wisdom you must gain provided. It provides peace. Well being. And above all... god. God is the first and the last piece of resistance in life. When you realize that God is your refuge you will fight for it. That's what this proverb means to me.
- Marco
March 20, 2017
I am not what I survived. I am everything they never took away and everything they could never be.
- Marco
Wednesday, March 18, 2026
Can one be aware with all the senses simultaneously? | J. Krishnamurti
Krishnamurti is a genius because he knows how to go beyond sensory perception without any limitation. The questions after hearing them were naturally stupid or what he called lazy, therefore, completely ruined it for me.
9:53 to 10:30 = the conflict of desire is found in that sequence. The image must be eliminated before the thought caused sensation to build off of that image, an image created by the brain. This is the sequence between how we question interference of desire. And desire is immutable. Immutable because the space between sensation and what is thought has built that image. What you give the image you must eliminate (as I already mentioned) the thought about the image. This is consciousness in motion. That I eliminate the image before any sequence can occur. Sensation <=========== > thought = 'instant perception' - MarcoDustin Hoffman
This is my style of acting. To act as if you had seen a thought coming from me.
Acting to me is a psychological endeavor on a metaphorical level.
As I have studied in the past 20 years the ultimate question: what is acting. The answer is founded in Aristotlean logic.
Acting: "plot is (character) revealed through action." - Aristotle
In my 20 years (of learning to be am actor) when you look at that phrase it helps embrace the very nature in acting for me personally.
I am not a method actor per se. This doesn't end there.
- Marco
March 18th 2014
Re; the following is my argument for existentialism A fusion between both divergent thinking and conceptually as plagiarism. Meta physics is something Nietzsche was attempting to debunk based on nihilism as its main attribute.
This is unhealthy full blown neurosis (method acting). I know what is I'm saying. My point is it might fly in the face of what he is saying, though if I want something badly enough, it won't be at the same cost for my personal undoing. People know who I am. I can act dangerously as well. Immersion is not technique. They are conceptually driven.
- Marco
Tuesday, March 17, 2026
Verse by Marco
"In good spirit"
The breath of angels
I have come to this place.
And I can't even imagine as to why nor how I got here.
But the birds are singing a different tune,
where my thoughts in this empty house,
I can hear.
You see, my dog left me today.
And the winter just got a little longer.
Each of my steps a little heavier in the heart.
But through these thoughts,
I have come to this place.
It's all I have, there's everything around me.
I no longer am surrounded by things,
my ears filled without noise.
Just the silence.
When I walked into my house (as if for the first time. . . )
knowing she wasn't there nor going to be.
The house feels so empty.
She was my life force.
And I've just had the greatest revelation.
I. . .
uh. . .
realize that without her I know nothing.
So now I'm at peace.
(And that is the greatest peace of all.)
- Marco
P.S. I will love you forever.
To do as humans do is a deconstruction. This means relationship to human models is a means. (Machines = means to a means.) That AI can only be a geneationally generated - therefore isolated theoretically driven model. The language used to program AI will be inadequate to its own end game. Provided that machines cannot decide on things independently.
Is there actually time in the psychological world – that is, to change that which is to something totally different?
Krishnamurti, Krishnamurti to Himself
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Monday, March 16, 2026
The coming of wisdom
The question of what is right from wrong is the ultimate test of wisdom. The manner from which all things are expressed into its equal or lesser parts. When I think of it, there is a certain amount of timeless quality to be gravitate toward. The expulsion of the will.
- Marco
Sunday, March 15, 2026
Secularity and the origin of wisdom (a priori)
If life originated purely by chance then shouldn’t it continue depending on chance and not choice for logical consistency?













