Taking the Vertical

 November 28, 2010

 

I'm not quite sure, but which is worth more. . . tireless effort, pure fatigue, or unstoppable love. What answer I came to, is how utterly unrecognizable they actually are in this life.

 

Probably - probably because I care about the lifeless few who get no reward from it.  That is not me, or how I am going to live my life.

Quiet Eyes

 

 

There is no truth to that question; then what if my ability to dream is all that mattered in life.

To believe in those words as I do. They represent what dreams are made of. My ability to dream, supersedes all things. I am talking about my transparency to the world as a acquisition of skill and a possession of undying love.

- Marco

a supposition to the nature of language

 November 27, 2012

God makes up consciousness as if a door so beautiful that once you open it, its contents reveal every memory known to you.

If what those causes represent are in order, from the first time you ever had a dream life, what would that cause be, what would it look like, how would you feel it present in you.
Now think about how all this relates to your failing concerns.

The answer is it is impossible to resist.

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Disclaimer:

I have to promote the following as some of the most ingenious things I have ever produced into language.

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If you truly think about it, why are we not known in particular to god, serving gods own memory, as we manipulate everything we do as if stored in function of gods brain, then we were to lie about all of its happening. How does memory react to such a CAUSAL NATURE. What if everything in the universe is only governed based on gods memory, as we act as surfers to his causes - how do we possibly know.

If memory serves me as a cause of life, therefore then life came first (memory came before that.). How would god possibly represent our image if life was caused before memory could occur. That only if memory were caused before life, what becomes true of the origin of time and space.

So think about the circle you are in. The one you grew enough strength to change its shape, it still became a circle no matter how hard you try to disfigure it. What if the circle became perfect on its own, that nothing could ruin it - not even god. Did you invent that circle, was it already created for you, or is it simply an object invisible to the eye, you let the secret live within you. You see all the people passing, that you thought cared, but they did nothing to earn nor deserve such immediate affection. What happened to that circle, if you were to cry, filled it with tears.

I have had people judge me based on my inconsequential behavior, my job, my humanity, but I judge them right back again. There is nothing wrong with pursuing my talents on facebook, if I earned it. I use it as a publishing tool to promote my writing, my ideas, and thoughts that can change the world we live.

People want to watch me slip, fall and hurt myself. That is a wish I do not plan on keeping them. If I trip, it will be because I injured my pride in doing so, just so you get it. That is to show people I know, that think they know me, are not true fighters of a cause. The moral of my story in the circle is that, because I created a reality to cause things of a human nature, everyone else could have followed did not. There are no rules or instruction, it was simply a cause, my memory is made to serve a divine cause. A source that people that fail to draw a circular vision to, they traveled upward not looking to see what is left behind.

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When I define memories, I wonder the talent or skill people have to do it, I do this unconsciously, subconsciously I know most people are unaware of that potential.

How did this become knowledge, my purpose is to cause myself to function based on an unwritten program, other than the ones that (in this case gods shadows) out grew.

And as I write this, my concern is for a tolerable audience that can see make-believe is the art of truth. What that cause is - is my game of memory. What moves demonstrate my causes, what memory causes my belief in god to be something qualitative or exponential in values. This is the same idea god has of me, if my memory were a cause meant to serve its superfluous state of a meaningful substance.

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A very short but truthfully meaningful poem.

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In Retro as in Art

The 1990's were sacred to me.

That I imagine a not so secret doorway to heaven was made in the 90's.

Did we miss it.

Not that likely.

We just saw it in passing.

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I guess writing that prose has no real form to its poetic level of inquiry. But if I could pretend that is what the 90's signified through minimal detail, and only though my private life without divulging its importance, that is what the 90's truly signify. So much has changed for me since that time, it is an impressionable setting of impartial quality. A lot of things happened in the 90's that to me are meaningful. So I make a point of it, here.

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The true mystery of gods memory were wiped out, and he said which one of us created all of this, he denied knowing it. None of it happened. Would that be a cause of infinite freedom, of true vulnerability, of unsequestered variety.

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se·ques·ter - /səˈkwestər/

Verb:

1. Isolate or hide away (someone or something)

To (i.e. Unsequester) is something coherent to humanity of the all. Therefore, not "hidden".

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In the 90's if Yitzak Rabin was not assassinated, we would not see the holocaust that is happening today due to Palestinian uprising.

Sensing danger or the intensive nature of behavior :: disorder :: critical eye

 So basically, to be somebody that makes other people feel like they matter. Now put into another context... how do you make someone powerless in life feel like they can change the world, if not, we are talking about how to make others believe they are worthy of your time. That is acting (as well as rejection) in a nutshell. The intricacies or inner life of people is what captures us. But when in auditioning, these ideals are the last thing everyone dictates. Let's face it. There are people in life that don't care no matter how hard it is you try to convince them of your self worth. I hit the reset button over until the right feeling comes along. I sit with it. It is the only way to test my will in place of others that can't see how humanity works on a personal level. It has absolutely nothing to do with anything other than one's pure uninhibited self. = To believe in myself. Ultimately it's the only thing that matters.

- Marco 🍁

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DRkWE1Nj_km/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

 So if a man act as a human being, such as myself, am I not seen to be effeminate? I understand the double standard she brings to attention. However, I can't help but wonder if she is stating women are superior. In my opinion, acting human means I am in touch with my feminine side. Men are characteristic of being dominant as oppossd to submissive which can lead me to believe in falsely stereotyping males. Males that behave according to stereotype are trapped as well.

 - Marco

 

 November 26, 2013

I am a lassez-faire brand of economic theory. I call myself crazy as result.

“When you are living at a survival level, barely able to pay your bills, do not feel that you are a failure. This is simply the way you have chosen to learn many important lessons and experience the essence of who you are. You may be growing rapidly from this experience. You may be learning that you deserve to have abundance by experiencing the lack of what you want. Perhaps you are discovering how little it takes to live on, realizing you are not as dependent on having things as you thought. Perhaps you are learning that you can be generous even when you have very little. You might be learning the higher qualities of trust, compassion, and humility. You may be looking at what is important in your life, sorting through what is meaningful and essential to you and what is not. You might be learning how to let others give to you, or how to feel powerful without money. When you understand, embrace, and accept the lessons, you will no longer need this experience.”

“When you have very little money, you are learning many lessons that will make it easier to handle money when it comes. To break through this level, you may need to keep your life simple and uncomplicated in terms of money, expenses, demands, and needs. Think of yourself as the rosebush that is cut back in the winter so that it can grow strong in the spring. Use this time to get in touch with basic needs and eliminate the things that do not serve you.”

- Creating Money: Attracting Abundance (Orin and DaBen)

My opinion re; capital punishment

https://www.msn.com/en-ca/news/world/tennessee-death-row-inmate-declines-to-choose-between-the-electric-chair-and-lethal-injection/ar-AA1QaQDy?ocid=socialshare#comments

This point I am going to make sits with my unpopular opinion only; being - that in this day and age the way we still have death as a means to sacrifice those which committed heinous crimes, along with prohibitive actions, applies the revenge society places on them.  In my mind: Remorse should equal guilt.  I do not want blood but that the victims who died in vain are not being honored by killing the same person that did them in.

In proper language, not psycho-semantics, this dialed in society that is attached to revenge. . .  should be more diplomatic and forgiving.  Instead, we seek justice through torture as practice?  The irony.  (Strangely enough it is not that we award fate to criminals getting away with murder.)  It is that predictable behavior is not what we deserve, no matter due process for wrong-doing, there is no justice served for wanting an execution style society. What filters through? We must rise above capital punishment. We are better to believe the guilt of those that acted cruel to sentient beings are not rewarded by penalty we cannot be saved by.  Salvation over revenge is my conclusion.  As much as it hurts us to believe.  I don't get pleasure seeing others suffer.  

Let the confession of guilt - without which remorse we choose cruelty toward an end that involves our poor use of revenge.  The result is more compassion than superiority over our neurotic, primitive need that capital punishment is our hope to salvation in each other.  To harm another sentient being is a striking tragedy in itself which should not trigger other outcomes above all others, which means we can lead in light of not corrupting ourselves.  

Reality acting in chaos

 So what do I love deeply, if it is merely kept a secret. That is the answer to my dreams.

I know plenty of people my age that justify their existence on the same faulty premise of greed, then expect me to accept such change is 'lifestyle choice' when it really is a corporate class mentality. The same people I use to know alienate me today I am no longer friends with. > @PeopleUDontNeed: Corporate ambitious people, they destroy their human ideals in order to achieve success in the corporate sphere.

November 25, 2012 

I dare say: have I not aimed at that in jest. Is which I believe Oscar Wilde is truly contemplating. That we live in a world where if the role were reversed, to be honest about it. Millionaires fling their noses to the air in pursuit of monetary gains. They twist their fate, as if its fascination relies on their dollars rather then the amount of sense and sensibility to truth, they do not own. They fail at life's rigor mortis. Money is not to do with commonality. Which is the main reason Obama wants to tax the rich instead of its traditional role of seek and destroy. The rank and file of a military strategist, is that all of their freedom is taken from its cause then stripped of itself. A millionaires inability is not much worse. Think about it, how do we maintain a status quo if the most unfamiliar person you once knew, suddenly changed its idea of life, to something of a counterfeit operation. Is that not the black market we are exporting to. We treat economics the same way we treat our trades between nations. What about, a reality unearthed worth more than that. Oscar Wilde is commenting on a living metaphorical assumption, that what we are trained to become, not require fascination, because if it did, Millionaires would cease to exist. The question is are they as real as life gives us credit to. - Marco

"It is better to have a permanent income than to be fascinating."

-- "The Model Millionaire" (1912), by Oscar Wilde

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In having thought about myself as a millionaire, Wilde is portraying the idea that ambitious metaphor of every persons wealth, if they realize how exuberant and exaggerated it really is, we are truly blind to things which are in fact fascinating.

"They twist their fate, as if its fascination relies on their dollars rather then the amount of sense and sensibility to truth, they do not own. They fail at life's rigor mortis." (MA2012)

An idea is something millionaire cannot own sense and sensibility over, and put a proper value on. As in "rigor mortis" is how a man leads his life without its secret of truly living. We have no concept of what true fascination has, can become. Instead, we fail to cause ourselves as millionaires within reality, because our inability of that purpose is dead to us.

- Marco

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November 25, 2013

I subscribe to this theory whole heartedly. Reform is nothing but a covert operation to procure disease as a class conscious individual scientific in its recourse, dishonorable, and alienating. I am voting for Justin Trudeau as result. > @Anti_Reform: Reform is designed to release political tensions by feeding empty hope to the masses.

November 25, 2013 

Knowledge is another way of informing the mind that rationality does not involve rhetorical excuses for what the truth actually entails. - Marco

When it comes to this

 November 24, 2010

It took my self to the age of 33, in order to fulfill that void which eluded me for some time?  But, to my surprise, I have experienced my first full blown out crush on a rock star (needing only to finish by placing her poster up on my bedroom wall.)  I suppose it can be a sign of attitude adjustment for me personally.  

 

I really should go as far as saying, it speaks to a time when selling out so fast (as so much of those that appear to), really tells me something about my own sanity.  

 

I can totally see that old prick Mr. Opalko (a former mechanics teacher from high school) crocking on his male personified ego, only because he had a bunch of tools around "his shop".  I really hated that old man.  

 

On a more serious note, I guess I'm not all that bad about it.  Really, this is to say that at present, I feel so much less a part of being left out from those so quick to move ahead in the rat race, so many of those are cowards to.

 

It really makes me believe, the more backwards I become, the less it is they know about me.  Which totally takes more talent than not.

 

While I have no desire to have kids, but rather give my life as an adult with some real virtue as opposed to out-thinking everyone around you, then there's definitely a problem.  

 

I totally rather save myself.

 

I wish some of those without the same idea, nothing but heart ache.