May 16th 2014

I am having one of those days where voices of demons enter the fray. It has to do with vulgarity as an art, mostly because of my time spent at a particular place where I paid for study as an actor. I am not a stupid individual by any means, but my experience in that class was the worst I have had as an amateur. I am careful not to lose myself on these words as result of the double standards based on favoritism. If I am feeling sorry for myself it is misplaced in this sense. What I am trying my best to avoid is anger turned inward that was caused not influenced. I cannot begin to understand why that is the case with me other than an outright rejection.

I am an incredibly well read individual and it is what others are intimidated by they rather turn into opportunists as their position of default.

I will never forgive those responsible for their habitual subjectivity and intolerance at the Acting Studio.

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 The very truth of the 2014 facebook entry is worthy of its case this reads as.

I will not sell out to anyone on this day nor over any other (day) based on decisions others believe should not be my own.

I don't care how other's think about my uninhibited nature.

From this place of wonder is where true art is born.

All art is personal to me, and there are those that just will never understand that.

Art is about the artist. That is the unwritten rule. I don't care what anyone else thinks. I represent what is my vision and nothing will ever change that.

I have already won the lottery. No one will tell me otherwise present in my imagination of it.

But to copouts that call themselves actors, you fool no one worth the dime you ride in on. The same minute your exhibited behavior - it doesn't match with what you think the world wants to know about you. You lose. There are too many that impose their lack of wisdom onto others.

My point is the world should want to know about you as you are; not as the false idea they think you demand from it.

I will never forgive these types.

- Marco

Belief made in practice

 If only I didn't get idiot philosophy profs that derailed me at the University of Winnipeg I'd have reformed the world of philosophy in a heartbeat during my time there. Now all I'm left with is social media as my main source of outlet

If God grants me the cause to make life a better place for people it's all in his hands.

I truly truly believe in my own talent. Even if I die penniless from it. - Marco

 May 16th 2023

To look into scriptures is not to help make a better person but that each and every individual with a renewed sense of faith, authority would indicate you have unconditional conscious thought. Think about commanding you to do this or that which is something you feel needs to be proven in life. The aim is to philosophically conjure up images of your moral code. Your aptitude does not invent God it vibrates within you. I believe in the Bible now. It works against a cause of evil psychology on an behavioral level. To be equal in the eyes of god is a powerful powerful concept. But to learn how to inhibit a better understanding of yourself through scripture. It is not about what God wants. It is, however, the intent we have in us as uniquely interpret through scripture. This is a exercise in creating your reality that relates to creative freedom from sin. The Bible does not forbid you from sinning. Therefore, we are already sinners. It's up to we that free ourselves from sin. Heaven is not the reward. - Marco ©️🍁

Trust in me©️

May 16th 2024

 I often ask myself of this requirement, being that, that if you are not missed, or more specifically not missed for who you are - is it even worth living for without making an exception to it? Therefore, this question follows: faith is the ultimate but least demonstrated quality of a person to person conflict. That is to speak of faith is the one true characteristic of what makes you human. Faith is the main element which fuels survival.

It is not a belief in faith. I am speaking of faith as in an action.

It just came to my mind tonight... what would I call all people's most valuable quality if it were hidden. How does the question infer all people. Of what value do people bring life without a value in faith. If faith is an instruction... what then informs faith in all people.

To care.

Caring would be how faith is instructed. We are way to wrapped up in a world where our values have been warped, mislead and unguided. Faith to me is a secret truthfully worded. Something you weep with as you're sleeping, as if while dreaming, until you lay awake and find it wiring your brain, a type of feeding off your days events and calculating what made a difference in your life... if at all.

We are far too caught up in the furious cycle of life we must meet to serve no real gratification of it. Without faith, where would we be.

Who on earth stops and registers to think, who in this place in life as I look around has unmistakable faith. Makes you realize it pretty fast... and everyone's role seems different. Not that faith makes you more important. But it is definitely a tool to help you see things clearer. Faith is not a mechanism you judge with. It is faith that puts fear aside and let's you be judged.

Faith is always the answer when the toughest aspects of life you face, make you ask yourself who cares with that sense of motherly love and who doesn't.

Undying faith is undying love.

- Marco ©️

 May 16th 2026

I don't want luck, because I have already won the lottery.

I don't give a F what people think because I'm no cop out.🍁

You can disrespect myself in that secret drought you call your mind.

I restore my sense of self doubt. It works for me in ways I want others to understand. Although not in truth, because in truth. . . I am in all the private thoughts you would never compare yourself to having - without resorting to the same experience.

I don't think I am owed anything, since I won't sell out for a choice I rather make. My free will as more honorable to pass the test of a lie. Lies that I know, exist. Testable only to nothing other than god.

And that's all you need to know about me.

The power of my words, this poetic verse - is not to instruct your mind of the fear I possess. I fear it all (everything) the same way things are in another persons eyes. I rather be fearless in my mind. Fearless as a lion. I just choose to make the acknowledgement in unidentifiable ways. Symbolic of virtue and made to be born each day.

It is in each day we live as if putting our own self-interests in place of dedication that anger's the chosen few. Only we are left standing in the hunt of a lion's teeth. Spinless, our prayers if for things out of measuring the control you need are over your head. (We speak in thoughtless words mostly.) In search of nothing. Nothing worth knowing.

- Marco

 May 16th 2026

A law unlike anything in its form is about what question's truth, that it infers a particular cause, bordering on something to our lost secondary state of a fear based reality. (Only you are unaware of it.)

A point of no return to your original sensory input of what otherwise feels as if your psychological sense for everything you once thought made an environment familiar only to you. (Now does not hold the same dimension conceptually to you.)

It represents the opposite of what thoughts you felt were yours - your beliefs - true or false. Either life or death.

A truth upon which the law cannot substitute for anything outside ourselves. What lives inside of our very being itself, reveals as if gods fingerprint although unidentical were on your hand - pressed upon the world.

- Marco

 May 15th 2026

“the tradition of the political poet in Islam, the man of action whose action is poetry.” =

This is a universal axiom in the strict strict sense, that this principle if thinking of the function in philosophy per se, sets itself.

1- The poet is not political nor Arabic (Islamic). It can hold onto something without being subjugated to it suppressing our basic understanding of ideas.

2- I am talking about what is universal, has to be accepted, or if not (accepted), - not based on the same assumption.

3- Tradition in poetry must speak of universality which is what the Quran is. The Quran is versed in poetry for what action is taken in the name of god. My point is the poetry itself is a universal embodiment as philosophy undone. The entire concept of the Quran is an ideologically functional interpretation that only represents what Catholicism is to theology. If we rank the only 3 major monotheistic religions. Judaism, Islam, Catholicism then there is no breech of misconduct. All deserve interpretation.

- Marco

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the reverse psychology of a nihilist

 "From his perspective, we are always "too late" because the process of decay has already begun."

^ I believe that interpretation is a simplistic view to what I think is Cioran's built in, reverse psychology to the nihilist. What is the futility of man himself. An ego that manifests but wills itself onward. To invert this (using reverse psychology) is to show us that man's superficial aims are locked underneath his purpose to open the door out into a world made for himself only. This psychological inversion is a deepening sense, impediment on man's cowardice which he would never doubt. Even if it means the irony of suicide would somehow end what man loves to evade in his pursuit of it. Pursuit of things that make us look foolish if we were honest with ourselves.

- Marco

the origin of casualties gone by . . .

 May 15th 2026

I am the kind of actor that just does not welcome bs. (Pure and simple principle to live by.) I hire myself to filter everything out. I merge my world without the intent others may not have for me. The minute I am being watched, the clock is ticking in my mind. The outside world is non-existent. The bs filter is elevated. Get the F out of my way.

- Marco

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David Lynch

 "The politically correct thing, like cynicism, stops certain things happening. That strips down creative ethos putting its components into little boxes marked 'acceptable' or 'inappropriate'. The string never gets to unravel the whole length. It stops a process. There is no room to go there, to discover or say what you are truly feeling and learn from that and go beyond it. It's crippling. It's really a diabolical thing." David Lynch

(Weirdsville USA by Paul Woods, 1997)

May 13th 2023

So what if and only what if my personal space is being shaped in time because of MY observations though not subjectively interpreting what OTHERS observations are. What if I act as I am; objectively seeking the center of the universe 1- independent of measure 2- that my time in space is NOT a subjective reality. This is an antithesis which requires greater understanding of such phenomenon.

Fscebook re; quatum theory

Emotional feedback as cruel intentions

 

May 13th 2013

I like the fact some women feel liberated to express themselves sexually provocative, however, not when it is tactless, tasteless, deviant.

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May 13th 2015

If there is infinity and we live in a finite universe, somewhere in time we must have already met our demise. It proves our future is met.

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I swear the slutology on twitter gets old real fast, it was amusing at first, but now it is simply unforgivable to women everywhere.

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Retweeted Stevie Nicks Chain (@StevieNixChain):

"I think being blatantly sexy is stupid and it wears off. If that’s what your fame is built on, you’re dead in the wate…

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I am not into double standards, but parading around as if your understanding means more than some average woman, makes you an idiot savant.

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Not true. > "We love those who know the worst of us and don't turn their faces away." - Walker Percy

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May 13th 2012

When I look at myself in full view of life, I wonder out loud, am I really unable to live the good life.  I ask it in terms of creativity.

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May 13th 2012

I rather be found to be mysterious then sell myself out to other people's lack of truth.

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May 13th 2012

My divorce from reality can be characterized in one word: emotion. There can only be one truth to that, universally.

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May 13th, 2010

You know something Marco, it's not about what people think, say or do, prehaps they may even claim they know something about you, but really - it's all of those things. Relax.

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The conditions for selective memory

 If I had the proof.

(I would lie about almost everything.)

That the most distant star in the universe...

were born in my mind.

And walls of inside my heart,

would detect - detect

how false people are - are.

That they chase their own tails.

And how comical it all gets,

of a life not to call my own.

In this cosmic orbit against gravity.

This promise of failure.

Failure and great intentions.

To trace the very shadows,

my light brings.

- Marco

May 11th 2010

 Life has everything you want, not because you want it, only what you have to offer.

- Marco

May 11th 2012

I am never going to be seen as the person I am totally capable of being based on the ignorance of others.

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It has to be said not everything in life seems fair at times, but when I see individuals that think they are slighting me to make myself an example of their own shortcomings - in a fictional sense I embarked on a far greater journey then they ever imagined.

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When people underestimate me, all they are doing is underestimating my own humanity. . .which really really is unfortunate a tragedy.

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There is no war in argument; just plain interaction gratifying the human element, an open window to escape from sacrifice over fear.

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When you learn to trust your instinct, anything cannot not be happening.

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There is no secret to benefit from the minds order, it is a traveling artifact.

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I find it hard to divulge in people that rather be your enemy, because they only have an interest in being enemies.

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Original sin

I don't know what people see.

Everything in life has its promise.

Because in pretending as unmistakable an act.

The source of it is intentionally becoming something- not.

Not - rooted in sin.

- Marco

intoxication of a primordial cover-up (May 10th 2014)

 I have to admit that throughout all this time is to best enable these fallacious words of mine.  Where the feedback I have been getting has put me through a very warped sense of trust emblematic of virtue toward this - that - or the other thing.  That this feedback is a result of ideological signals taking place.  We are always faced with the same concepts re; how signs are received though our most instinctive element.  As what speaks for our most basic view of life as in death separated by only a slight margin for error shall see you either rise or fall.

 

I come from this narrative.  A narrative which so few submit to and even fewer realize is the making of an incredible understanding between their own sense of it.  

 

I set myself at a frantic pace to feel exactly what I needed in order to free myself into greater capacity so that magic becomes my fiery soul.

- Marco

Buyers guide to chanel No.5

 If that sweet smell of perfume

- could last forever.

 

If the souring taste of it,

could decrease my intolerance.

 

If its toxic incense filled this room.

 

The fragrance would be deadly.

- Marco

May 10th 2010

 Some might befriend you falsely, against any accusation, or some personal form of non-secularization (devoid of equal part), this is what I call to question as begrudged. (This is what happens to myself, when thinking of my own non-kosher persona.) The world keeps on playing guessing games, until I learn to finally realize it.

- Marco

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May 10th 2012

 an actor's true dichotomy.

living in the moment you are put into a context.

you are put into a context living in the moment.

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spontaneity

character

instinct

truth

change

personification

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Does being a) intense and b) spiritually connected: make me a dangerous actor? Put into a context you are living in the moment.

- Marco

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marlon brando = magnetism /

sense + sensibility = interaction

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Can you think illogically?

Can you reason illogically?

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Since when is living in the moment a) dangerous or b) spiritually meant, embraced, effective, endowed, meaningless, meaningful, connected, convincing, condescending, mistreated, mental, ambiguous, disconnected, internal, being, comical, enduring, evolved, engaging, interested, deviant, extraordinary, unconnected, invested, intriguing, charming, sexy, intense

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May 10th 2013

Private schools are built to house communist ideologies, which as result are bastardized to infuse the middle class mentality as vagrant.

- Marco

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I have to say, even though no one else says it - I know their are people that judge me - are tempted by my originality for their lack of it. I am more ready than I have ever been, to change the world we live in despite the inhibitions of prejudice toward me. I welcome it in fact, because I fight for what I believe in - is not a flaw, it is a courage unlike those that help perfect the status quo as brain dead robots. They are no better than corpses walking dead. I have spread my light despite those whose only purpose is to falsify it. Those are the homophobic assholes that want to see me perish, as such, I refuse to act in part of their agency. I will not change who I am because of it. It takes a man to expose the truth, it may take an army to unsuccesfully defeat it.

No matter how frustrating it is, I will not give up against the few that are corrupt.

I am not a fundamentalist as opposed to the radical Canadian mentality I promote, I am a revolutionary. Huge difference.

- Marco

Psalm 119.11

Something unparticularly special about the simplicity of hearing a bird singing its song, the chirping puts me in touch with nature and reminds me of what it means.

- Marco

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I don’t understand why people I know try to downplay me in life. But I don't. Because I know my role. And I never planned on owning it. What I've become is what I want to be in my life. This is all that matters to me. Just a personal note.

- Marco

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In your most serene state. What is your true uninhibited nature. What would you think. What would you think if you could describe your real nature. The nature you exhibit but only you don't self actualize it... yet others could describe it of you.

What is your true resemblance made up of.

Bonus question: what is the nature of "the all"... the all being what one characteristic can define all mankind that if one characteristic were true of that cause.

The one true element in my mind that carries an emphatic substance is so obvious. Yet lacks in this world and that element is simple. Kindness.

- Marco

 I know I love women and everything about a decent loving woman. I am unsure at this stage of my life about not remaining single. I identify as a heterosexual. But sexuality is the least important aspect of a woman to me. My point is I don't know what the future has in store with relation to women as far as relationship. I'm open to it. But being single as I continue this journey is not bad for me. It would take someone very special.

I think I get resented for my place in life.

All the merrier...

Marco

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Heidi Sarmiento

Whoever you end up with in life, make sure you both compliment one another and accept both blessings and flaws. Sometimes being alone is good too. Just have faith in the universe/God and you will be steered in the right direction. All the best to you! 

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Chris Plazzona

Keep on being you. Women just add more problems to life.

Over compensation for authentic renewal

 I assume that people can influence others without being manipulated very easily; the problem is to think above that class.

- Marco 

Private Eyes

 

May 9th 2010

 Being loved is the single most important thing in this life, it ranks ahead of everything else, or more importantly the disqualification of thought.

- Marco

May 9th 2013

 A random quote worth its introspect.

"So why is it from such an early stage of life, am I meant. That is to say, at what point in time was it supposed to be revealed to me the importance of myself as a skill. That question to me is vital an element, to create from it, my most trained elusive habits." (MA2013)

Legend:

'The importance of myself as a skill...' What is THE NATURE of my intention, as to speak of everything I examine has influence which is non manipulative, non prejudicial, non judgmental, as it exhibits MY nature in the world. In the singular sense that government agencies in the "free world" want you to believe is your promise to obey, rather than act in singularity. (I.e. Independence)

'My most trained elusive habits' - is the condition present in that my integrity qualifies, I create the presence of a force which is unable to be avoided. To be elusive is more valuable than in knowledge based society. An example of that is my level of tolerance in how people misperceive reality as a territorial aspect in survival. The ability to feel separated or alienated from the trap of modern convention, can only be recognized by me.

- Marco

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Whoever decides that losing weight makes me feel more attractive has it backwards. The image is far from positive, but a cosmetic desire.

- Marco

May 9th 2015

 You ever feel a breathless moment that makes the air taste as sensitive as you breath it. - Yes, that.

- Marco

Dying imagery in false portraits for reality