Friday, May 29, 2026
May 29th - 2013 :: 2012
There is no real disappointment in life. (Just measuring it by means of my personal foresight.) Everything you think you know, should be universal when training the mind to think.
May 29th 2026
1- I am great with kids 2- I would make an excellent (meaning not corrupt) honest politician 3- people feel more attractive in my presence.
genius is one thing I have in common with myself, the power of my own intuition.
Perfection in Double (May 29th 2013)
Double crossing a person is all too common in the world of novice, in fact, I have learned to welcome it rather than be in defeat.
son of man [a paradox]
The son of man
I declare my will unfit for duty.
I allow you to tell me what the will is (made of) but I will not let you tell me what (will) is mine.
May 29, 2014
MA
the future of all problem solving
Pure fucking genius, fuck.
"People talk so much about the beauty of confidence. They seem to entirely ignore the much more subtle beauty of doubt. To believe is very dull. To doubt is intensely engrossing. To be on the alert is to live, to be lulled into security is to die."
-- Oscar Wilde
Faking the fear in it . . .
You may come across those whose only aim is to give you pity nor their strength. Bestow nothing upon you. Ignore both.
May 29th 2023 - Marco
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“There is no moral precept that does not have something inconvenient about it.” Denis Diderot
1st class (words)
Hero's are self made; so are your enemies. MA2023
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I don't make enemies. They produce me. I've never in my life created any.
- Marco
May 29th 2023
May 29th 2023
I don't like thinking of myself as a tourist. The reason why is because I rather imagine myself immersed in any culture on a sociological scale. What does that look like. What could that represent. What does our common sense dictate to the nature of freedom create?
If we ran two parallel universes and one would be indoctrination of the church or facing the elements as you were climbing a mountain. Both as a searching for the truth as in god. Which would you choose... Church or the mountain.
When does learning stop and instruction end? The information we carry like DNA fused together intuition an intimate resource of our minds.- Marco
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1- People trying their best to disprove how self centered they are aren't worth your time. (This is learned behavior... which follows '2')
2- Someone selfish even when trying their best not to be is annoying which is hard to do.
3- Evidence based reality is theoretically impossible unless you change your facts to fit the theory.
- Marco 2023
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We must take from what we owe not of. Never forgetting what is learned. It is a necessary awareness from one which we must act. The unlearning such deviance in behavior is a remittance of reward. MA2023
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Is reverse psychology childishly relevant or is it necessary for role playing. Compulsively lying to ourselves. Our inner being.
- Marco ©️🍁
(Not feminist ideology)
The perfect woman is a higher type of human than the perfect man, and also something much rarer. - Nietzsche is right. We all know them as our own mothers. (I don't know what he meant otherwise. Honestly.) The image I have of mine, is not perfect - at all. None of them are. But I do not consider the womb a place we are born from - as from this world either. It is the only thing that separates man and woman on some biological (scientific) end. But birth itself is the greatest single miracle only a woman can do. Men perform as stewards of women. Which makes Nietzsche original? What makes this (my) thesis (on women) any more profound? It's pronounced.
- Marco
The nature for sympathy if not lost
I dedicate what I know - to what I know is right.
You can see it in only my eyes.
- Marco
Thursday, May 28, 2026
May 28th 2013
Corporate welfare. > No man that does not see visions will ever realize any high hope or undertake any high enterprise. -Woodrow T. Wilson
May 28th 2014 (why debunking socialism is untruth)
Pretty much why you suck and are told what are lies upon lies. If you read this and are a reject to it - you undermine everyone in the opposite sense.
- Marco
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That can only be true of heightening my sixth sense. The point is in not seeing it but knowing you exist as worthy of affection. - Marco
May 28th 2018
Put into two parts: one part you take things for granted, the second part - people take advantage of others. In a world of legal respite, you have to acquire the logic to set a standard above those that commit purging you.
- Marco
Magic marker application
The fire of desire is burning
Why is it that all religions, all so-called religious people, have suppressed desire? All over the world, the monks, the sannyasis, have denied desire, though they are boiling inside. The fire of desire is burning, but they deny it by suppressing it or identifying that desire with a symbol, with a figure and surrendering that desire to the figure, to that person. But it is still desire. Most of us, when we become aware of our desires, either suppress or indulge it or come into conflict; the battle goes on. We are not advocating either to suppress it or to surrender to it or to control it. That has been done all over the world by every religious person. We are examining it very closely so that out of your own understanding of that desire, how it arises, its nature, out of that understanding, self-awareness of it, one becomes intelligent. Then that intelligence acts, not desire.
Mind Without Measure, p 18
~ Krishnamurti
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“Intuition is a very natural function, a perfectly normal thing, and it is necessary, too, because it makes up for what you cannot perceive or think or feel because it lacks reality.” Jung
snake eyes
Most of us are simply unconsciously unaware in this state of false disposition in the grace of god. I wait for it. We no longer live in a world that is made real. Reality comes to those that want things instantly, as thought goes by without a word to disseminate meaning. I look for meaning in everything, (to a fault). No? Answer: no.
I may have lived a life filled with regret. But not because I didn't learn from mistakes I've made along the way.
MY point is simpler: that I can relate my wisdom, because I have worked real hard at keeping things real. I consider myself a visionary. Does that make me untouchable? Answer: no. It makes me a philosopher. And I love myself more than I ever have at any other point in my life.
There is no danger I have threatened other people with. My life has been mirrored as someone that's learned "The hard way". That's as real as it gets. I am not crazy. I am crazy for not. Not being this version of myself.
The truth is people come and go in and out of the revolving door. It is not failure in past relationships. IT is a value in everything that you psychologically place onto things.
I have. I've changed. I've changed a lot.
- Marco
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Conscious energy ⛮
I can't believe what I just saw.
(I cannot unsee it.)
That psychological killer.
The suicidal vampire in all of us.
Just wanting to be free.
Free of things we want, but although we want.
We never will, truly have.
Supposing it all means something.
Something to hold onto.
That's the beauty in everything.
We live trough it in our sleep, even.
But there is no form of words that make sense of it.
I just wish I could.
Could sit here and have all the answers.
Invented in a time during which I determined how,
and how much between these words,
answered for more.
I cannot invent words, that those words would translate a cause,
that the cause so profound would be found in a person lost.
I'm just a homeless person.
Ignorant to what he has,
that he may as well be homeless, hopelessly ignorant,
and a lost cause.
- Marco
Sadder and Wiser
Maybe the true meaning of life is not done on purpose; but to fid out its cause. How do you make a difference in fueling your conscious desires.
- Marco
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Intellectual property
What is the logical proof of existence that realies on pure reason rather than empirical truth?
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My rebuttal:
Empiricism collects historical facts as verifiable data whereas pure reason represent why those reasons act contentiously useful in truth or in fallacy. Hidden is the meaning to the interpretation of those ideas.
- Marco ©️
Healthy withdrawal
Heavy-heavy moral weakness (i.e. ambiguity) stems not from truthfully taking an easy way out, but use the decpetion of it, as guilt that created a victim mentality.
- Marco
Wednesday, May 27, 2026
May 27th 2010
To suggest that I conspire (against) myself, so in doing ones own accusation, my response is supposed to then reflect itself back on a whim. As if my ability is of defect only in part to deficient meaning, my intellect, or my spurning arousal. . . is quite simply ridiculous.
-Marco
May 27th 2012
I never caused a minority or second class citizen, to see the use of abuse to act as truth.
- Marco ©️
Corporate-copout 2 faced double talking (standards)
"You cannot be more corrupt than us." - Is not my idea of freedom. - Marco
May 27th 2013
@bigcanadiano: True irony is that in speaking a different language, often belong to the same source of rules and regulations which end in corruption.
It is up to free thinking individuals that if corruption is universal throughout the many languages which result in ideology, then our dialect is one in the same.
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Faith is found without enabling others false sense of security. >"Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. Hebrews 11:1"
1st class enemies
Let your enemies advance; time is more important than space.
Self-Directed Warfare
To become a true strategist, you must become aware of the weakness and illness that can take hold of the mind. You must declare war on yourself to make yourself move forward.
Declare War on Your Enemies: The Polarity Strategy
Learn to identify your enemies, and then inwardly declare war.
Your enemies, like the opposite poles of a magnet, can fill you with purpose and direction.
The more clearly you define who you do not want to be, the clearer your own sense of identity.
See yourself as a fighter, surrounded by enemies. Constant battle keeps you strong and alert.
Do not be lured by the need to be liked: better to be respected, even feared.
Keys to Warfare:
Understand: people tend to be vague and slippery because it is safer than outwardly committing to something. If you are the boss, they will mimic your ideas. Their agreement is often pure courtiership. Get them emotional; people are usually more sincere when they argue. If you pick an argument with someone and he keeps on mimicking your ideas, you may be dealing with a chameleon, a particularly dangerous type.
A tough opponent will bring out the best in you.
Reversal:
Always keep the search for and use of enemies under control. It is clarity you want, not paranoia. It is the downfall of many tyrants to see an enemy in everyone. They lose their grip on reality and become hopelessly embroiled in the emotions their paranoia churns up.
Truth if buried in brutality
"Any movement from what I am strengthens what I am. So change is no movement at all. Change is the denial of change, and now only can I put this question: is there a change at all? This question can be put only when all movement of thought has come to an end, for thought must be denied for the beauty of non-change. In the total negation of all movement of thought away from what is, is the ending of what is." ~Krishnamurti
May 27th 2023 (Found alive as untouched by cause)
Happiness is a universal principle if acted on does not tie into equality. It is a choice made by choiceless awareness. An unconscious code from which you acted on a personal level.
-Marco
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Question: can unconditional love be stopped.
Not unless it's God's love for you. Please notify me otherwise. That much I've learned in letting go. People who are intended to remain in our lives are not a concern of ours. Words to live by...
- Marco
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Here is a good sparking point which entails why do philosophy.
What is god in if you were looking into the eyes of your maker as a hostile witness to you, your perdition, your peiity. What would that look like. What would you do. Is it a peaceful God or a vengeful God.
Too little emphasis is made when patrolling the real question of why do philosophy.
Not only is that the pursuit of wisdom. But the anomaly for all moral justice be it immoral or unjust.
-Marco
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People who are intended to remain in our lives are not a concern of ours.
What if the spider you killed in your home had spent his entire life thinking that you were his room-mate?
- Dostoevsky
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"All knowledge of reality is illusion. Knowledge or experience must cease for the being of reality. Experience cannot meet reality. Experience shapes knowledge, and knowledge bends experience; they must both cease for reality to be."
- Krishnamurti
the concentration of energy
What is religion if not the domestication of god without knowing what god is.
You don't have to be a philosopher to know that you are.
What if all your defenses were a lie.
And everything you use to cope with were strictly observatory.
What if everything you did were normal and without question. Ask yourself: did God domesticate you or did we not domesticate god.
- Marco ©️🍁
Ethical materialism
Indeed, compulsive and rigid moralism arises in given persons precisely as the result of a lack of sense of being. Rigid moralism is a compensatory mechanism by which the individual persuades himself to take over the external sanctions because he has no fundamental assurance that his own choices have any sanction of their own.
-Rollo May
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Seek behavior over yourself and not undone by others that feel indifferently about what you feel is unconditionally promised. - Marco ©️🍁
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May 27th 2023
"The possibility of you is better than the reality of anyone else"
-Anna Huang
Until you realize that your ex girlfriend caused a majority of the insecurity you normalized for the rest of the world to see.
- Marco
a dark empty voice
What color do you see,
when you hear birds singing in the dark.
If not in the sky.
Then what else is there.
In an empty space that if your mind.
All of it means nothing.
But the refuge you feel without a rescuing thought.
In your search for wonder.
- Marco
May 27th 2024
I don't know how to feel about myself let alone what to think in terms of relative discourse in matters of material concern... at this point in time... in my life. Part of me has come full circle yet another part of me will never stop searching. I think this as a good thing.
Nevemind the moral upheaval or the struggle through a covid epidemic, which in return, exposed society into a moral pandemic because a group of people refused to cooperate with government mandates revoking their god given freedom, and maybe at the most crucial moment in human history of climate change denial... all this craziness just doesn't add up!! (Nor should it.)
I am just wondering if what we are witnessing is a turn of the dial into some aspect of normalcy, all at the same time, without me being the kind of person I am, blaming or shaming myself for all that I am in place of a psychological nature.
I suppose what I'm getting at is what have we all learned seeing what we've gone through during this period of history. Is it something that's hardened us or made us wiser or for seeing things worse than they are.
Time will not always tell us these things.
All I know is how I feel from moment to moment. And yet everything is a blur to me.
- Marco
neurosis in real time
I don't believe in acting as an art that is out there in the mainstream ideal of things.
What I believe in is in myself as an actor - only meant to portray what is done as art.
Huge difference in mentality.
All I have come across are cowards. Cowards that unbelievably do have no reason for being actors.
Marco (May 27th 2025)
Tuesday, May 26, 2026
Personal secrets in nature's artillery
I have to admit that being in acting for as long as I have studied. What I have come across here is a revelation. I have found myself in the making of a part, apart from creating a character, being that character, and living that role. I have retreated in relapse. Where I don't feel as connected. As connected as I should rather than just be in the moment. There is a difference involved which is a line you have to recognize if it is there. It's a subconscious thing.
- Marco
Stella Adler :: maturity as actor
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May 26th 2026
The word that comes to my mind is respect. What is respect. Respect in that I am recognized. Recognized for my contribution to doing something. I find disrespect from the impartial observer, is a sign I am moving in the right direction. This is my sixth sense. The idea that defines truth on a measure of my self conduct I experience not inward, but outward for the world around me, This is in its function cognitive dissonance on a larger scale, This is what I think of when creating anything worthy of respect. I become smaller than the idea I have. Much like being aware that the sun doesn't revolve around me, but that the self is always aware of this - is a crucial element in how I examine everything critically. If I get belittled, it is out of my control. And I move on. This is how I learn and remain curious. And if that speaks to anyone? It means I have an objectivity in mind. Nothing will change that. And if you have this type of awareness of yourself, you should share it because it benefits everyone around you. It has taken me from point a to z.
- Marco from Winnipeg 🍁
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True statement.: After pursuing philosophy, I came to know that I can become a philosopher whether I get anything in the world or not. >
I didn't venture into philosophy. It's a calling. It's about filing your curiosity under god and eliminating the causes of a world which cowards make up the asylum. I wrote that last sentence at this time. Because of what I know. IF you can't stay curious for the same reason the imagination works - what you don't know is how bad philosophy gets without first valuing yourself only. I have been blind sided in my work throughout my 20 years of doing philosophy. That is where you must go. But it means you forfeit everything in your mind to perform it. Philosophy - good philosophy - are thoughts made to inspire on a simplistic level. I may be in kindergarten from that place of origin (which is the point here.) What I mean is: I can honestly say I am more interesting than most people that disagree with me.
Good talk.
The ultimate premonition
If a simple trace of my conscious product were true, then made available on an assembly line, there would be no purpose to that.
- Marco (May 26th 2010)
May 26th 2014
Reciting that same phrase quietly to myself and it begs the question am I one of the people who love you. If my answer would be 'no' the phrase then becomes a rhetorical suggestion of plain ignorance and mute. Unless you understand it, the stupidity is as pointless as the phrase itself.
- Marco
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May 26th 2016 (Me. From a to z.)
I don't have the courage to be a pretentious, self serving asshole just to make it big in this world.
- Marco
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I have come to a realization that the worst part about being who I am today has never factored. I haven't found myself. I feel like my life is a lie. I have lived in an empty field of existence and this has been my greatest revelation to date.
- Marco
May 26th 2019
This was meant for another time inspired specifically to predict a future that has failed in its course of action, which is why - why I feel reclaiming the need is my prupose.
- Marco
Monday, May 25, 2026
May 25th 2018
I am Canadian so I have the right to say this. I feel I am in a culture that is so unromantic in its entirety that my own personality is alienated as result. Culture should be guided by an element of romance and mystery to it. My intentions go to die in the mist of such emotion.
- Marco
May 25th 2022
It leaves little to the imagination. As an adult I can see me for the person I've become. I am a fucking good person. I know it. I feel it in my heart. I always have.
What feeds my sensibility is that for all those times I felt indifferent wasn't despite myself. If people hate me they hate me for no reason choose to anyway. I have no control over it.
I look back and see now how human it's made me. It's funny how much I care about what other people think. Maybe that's my problem. Rewind what I just said... I care about what other people think. Not what they think they know about me. No. What I care about is being treated equally. It baffles me how many people can't translate the good life other than carrying an elitist brand of thought. Even if they are unaware of being so conditioned.
I always have been a free spirit. And the faith that I have invested in me I also have invested in others. I will never let go of that kind of wisdom. I openly share it.
- Marco
May 25th 2023
That's a paradoxical statement (false dichotomy). Lincoln may have meant that discipline in his estimation is a shade of contradiction. That what we want actually cannot be realized due to an indirect conflict. Therefore, interestingly enough the cause if something 'we want most' is that of sovereignty for a certain group? Is that attainable if at all. However, if I applied the same calculation to want total independent sovereignty in terms of absolute freedom without responsibility (free from discipline) then asks; what is Lincoln left with.
- Marco
obtuse
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I think that is the model for reality based thinking. That the present is always - always the naming of a word for something to describe something you love. The object of your affection. Beauty is in the perception of it.
Perception is what we pay attention to, closer to learning what makes the experience we have but in a closed system that what we know is reality in the present state of it. An open system (which we see reality in its natural state not disorder) can be measured. e.g. observing
So I guess you're right. Perception is in the present as reality. What we experience is a result of our postulation of it as theoretical.
In conclusion, awareness being in between what is experience and what is thinking.
experience (present) -------> awareness <------- thinking (reality) = thought displacement (to instruct, to observe)
Reality is what gives us instant perception. How we measure it through experience and observation is a truth-experiment in what's represented as a psychological mapping for something objective.
What is perception is acting as practical or asks questions as in learning what perception acts on. To perceive every action as if socially scientific for same purpose our reality is thought of, comes in the form of a experience from which we turn over. The interval between perception and what the intellect sees on is the structure. i.e. theoretical
I think that is the model for reality based thinking. That the present is always - always the naming of a word for something to describe something you love. The object of your affection. Beauty is in the perception of it.
Perception is what we pay attention to, closer to learning what makes the experience we have but in a closed system that what we know is reality in the present state of it. An open system (which we see reality in its natural state not disorder) can be measured. e.g. observing
So I guess you're right. Perception is in the present as reality. What we experience is a result of our postulation of it as theoretical.
In conclusion, awareness being in between what is experience and what is thinking.
experience (present) -------> awareness <------- thinking (reality) = thought displacement (to instruct, to observe)
Reality is what gives us instant perception. How we measure it through experience and observation is a truth-experiment in what's represented as a psychological mapping for something objective.
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