David Lynch

 "The politically correct thing, like cynicism, stops certain things happening. That strips down creative ethos putting its components into little boxes marked 'acceptable' or 'inappropriate'. The string never gets to unravel the whole length. It stops a process. There is no room to go there, to discover or say what you are truly feeling and learn from that and go beyond it. It's crippling. It's really a diabolical thing." David Lynch

(Weirdsville USA by Paul Woods, 1997)

May 13th 2023

So what if and only what if my personal space is being shaped in time because of MY observations though not subjectively interpreting what OTHERS observations are. What if I act as I am; objectively seeking the center of the universe 1- independent of measure 2- that my time in space is NOT a subjective reality. This is an antithesis which requires greater understanding of such phenomenon.

Fscebook re; quatum theory

Emotional feedback as cruel intentions

 

May 13th 2013

I like the fact some women feel liberated to express themselves sexually provocative, however, not when it is tactless, tasteless, deviant.

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May 13th 2015

If there is infinity and we live in a finite universe, somewhere in time we must have already met our demise. It proves our future is met.

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I swear the slutology on twitter gets old real fast, it was amusing at first, but now it is simply unforgivable to women everywhere.

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Retweeted Stevie Nicks Chain (@StevieNixChain):

"I think being blatantly sexy is stupid and it wears off. If that’s what your fame is built on, you’re dead in the wate…

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I am not into double standards, but parading around as if your understanding means more than some average woman, makes you an idiot savant.

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Not true. > "We love those who know the worst of us and don't turn their faces away." - Walker Percy

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May 13th 2012

When I look at myself in full view of life, I wonder out loud, am I really unable to live the good life.  I ask it in terms of creativity.

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May 13th 2012

I rather be found to be mysterious then sell myself out to other people's lack of truth.

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May 13th 2012

My divorce from reality can be characterized in one word: emotion. There can only be one truth to that, universally.

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May 13th, 2010

You know something Marco, it's not about what people think, say or do, prehaps they may even claim they know something about you, but really - it's all of those things. Relax.

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The conditions for selective memory

 If I had the proof.

(I would lie about almost everything.)

That the most distant star in the universe...

were born in my mind.

And walls of inside my heart,

would detect - detect

how false people are - are.

That they chase their own tails.

And how comical it all gets,

of a life not to call my own.

In this cosmic orbit against gravity.

This promise of failure.

Failure and great intentions.

To trace the very shadows,

my light brings.

- Marco

May 11th 2010

 Life has everything you want, not because you want it, only what you have to offer.

- Marco

May 11th 2012

I am never going to be seen as the person I am totally capable of being based on the ignorance of others.

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It has to be said not everything in life seems fair at times, but when I see individuals that think they are slighting me to make myself an example of their own shortcomings - in a fictional sense I embarked on a far greater journey then they ever imagined.

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When people underestimate me, all they are doing is underestimating my own humanity. . .which really really is unfortunate a tragedy.

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There is no war in argument; just plain interaction gratifying the human element, an open window to escape from sacrifice over fear.

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When you learn to trust your instinct, anything cannot not be happening.

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There is no secret to benefit from the minds order, it is a traveling artifact.

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I find it hard to divulge in people that rather be your enemy, because they only have an interest in being enemies.

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Original sin

I don't know what people see.

Everything in life has its promise.

Because in pretending as unmistakable an act.

The source of it is intentionally becoming something- not.

Not - rooted in sin.

- Marco

intoxication of a primordial cover-up (May 10th 2014)

 I have to admit that throughout all this time is to best enable these fallacious words of mine.  Where the feedback I have been getting has put me through a very warped sense of trust emblematic of virtue toward this - that - or the other thing.  That this feedback is a result of ideological signals taking place.  We are always faced with the same concepts re; how signs are received though our most instinctive element.  As what speaks for our most basic view of life as in death separated by only a slight margin for error shall see you either rise or fall.

 

I come from this narrative.  A narrative which so few submit to and even fewer realize is the making of an incredible understanding between their own sense of it.  

 

I set myself at a frantic pace to feel exactly what I needed in order to free myself into greater capacity so that magic becomes my fiery soul.

- Marco

Buyers guide to chanel No.5

 If that sweet smell of perfume

- could last forever.

 

If the souring taste of it,

could decrease my intolerance.

 

If its toxic incense filled this room.

 

The fragrance would be deadly.

- Marco

May 10th 2010

 Some might befriend you falsely, against any accusation, or some personal form of non-secularization (devoid of equal part), this is what I call to question as begrudged. (This is what happens to myself, when thinking of my own non-kosher persona.) The world keeps on playing guessing games, until I learn to finally realize it.

- Marco

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May 10th 2012

 an actor's true dichotomy.

living in the moment you are put into a context.

you are put into a context living in the moment.

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spontaneity

character

instinct

truth

change

personification

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Does being a) intense and b) spiritually connected: make me a dangerous actor? Put into a context you are living in the moment.

- Marco

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marlon brando = magnetism /

sense + sensibility = interaction

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Can you think illogically?

Can you reason illogically?

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Since when is living in the moment a) dangerous or b) spiritually meant, embraced, effective, endowed, meaningless, meaningful, connected, convincing, condescending, mistreated, mental, ambiguous, disconnected, internal, being, comical, enduring, evolved, engaging, interested, deviant, extraordinary, unconnected, invested, intriguing, charming, sexy, intense

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May 10th 2013

Private schools are built to house communist ideologies, which as result are bastardized to infuse the middle class mentality as vagrant.

- Marco

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I have to say, even though no one else says it - I know their are people that judge me - are tempted by my originality for their lack of it. I am more ready than I have ever been, to change the world we live in despite the inhibitions of prejudice toward me. I welcome it in fact, because I fight for what I believe in - is not a flaw, it is a courage unlike those that help perfect the status quo as brain dead robots. They are no better than corpses walking dead. I have spread my light despite those whose only purpose is to falsify it. Those are the homophobic assholes that want to see me perish, as such, I refuse to act in part of their agency. I will not change who I am because of it. It takes a man to expose the truth, it may take an army to unsuccesfully defeat it.

No matter how frustrating it is, I will not give up against the few that are corrupt.

I am not a fundamentalist as opposed to the radical Canadian mentality I promote, I am a revolutionary. Huge difference.

- Marco

Psalm 119.11

Something unparticularly special about the simplicity of hearing a bird singing its song, the chirping puts me in touch with nature and reminds me of what it means.

- Marco

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I don’t understand why people I know try to downplay me in life. But I don't. Because I know my role. And I never planned on owning it. What I've become is what I want to be in my life. This is all that matters to me. Just a personal note.

- Marco

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In your most serene state. What is your true uninhibited nature. What would you think. What would you think if you could describe your real nature. The nature you exhibit but only you don't self actualize it... yet others could describe it of you.

What is your true resemblance made up of.

Bonus question: what is the nature of "the all"... the all being what one characteristic can define all mankind that if one characteristic were true of that cause.

The one true element in my mind that carries an emphatic substance is so obvious. Yet lacks in this world and that element is simple. Kindness.

- Marco

 I know I love women and everything about a decent loving woman. I am unsure at this stage of my life about not remaining single. I identify as a heterosexual. But sexuality is the least important aspect of a woman to me. My point is I don't know what the future has in store with relation to women as far as relationship. I'm open to it. But being single as I continue this journey is not bad for me. It would take someone very special.

I think I get resented for my place in life.

All the merrier...

Marco

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Heidi Sarmiento

Whoever you end up with in life, make sure you both compliment one another and accept both blessings and flaws. Sometimes being alone is good too. Just have faith in the universe/God and you will be steered in the right direction. All the best to you! 

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Chris Plazzona

Keep on being you. Women just add more problems to life.

Over compensation for authentic renewal

 I assume that people can influence others without being manipulated very easily; the problem is to think above that class.

- Marco 

Private Eyes

 

May 9th 2010

 Being loved is the single most important thing in this life, it ranks ahead of everything else, or more importantly the disqualification of thought.

- Marco

May 9th 2013

 A random quote worth its introspect.

"So why is it from such an early stage of life, am I meant. That is to say, at what point in time was it supposed to be revealed to me the importance of myself as a skill. That question to me is vital an element, to create from it, my most trained elusive habits." (MA2013)

Legend:

'The importance of myself as a skill...' What is THE NATURE of my intention, as to speak of everything I examine has influence which is non manipulative, non prejudicial, non judgmental, as it exhibits MY nature in the world. In the singular sense that government agencies in the "free world" want you to believe is your promise to obey, rather than act in singularity. (I.e. Independence)

'My most trained elusive habits' - is the condition present in that my integrity qualifies, I create the presence of a force which is unable to be avoided. To be elusive is more valuable than in knowledge based society. An example of that is my level of tolerance in how people misperceive reality as a territorial aspect in survival. The ability to feel separated or alienated from the trap of modern convention, can only be recognized by me.

- Marco

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Whoever decides that losing weight makes me feel more attractive has it backwards. The image is far from positive, but a cosmetic desire.

- Marco

May 9th 2015

 You ever feel a breathless moment that makes the air taste as sensitive as you breath it. - Yes, that.

- Marco

Dying imagery in false portraits for reality

 

Proverbs 10:19

 I find myself asking the same question in a hedonistic sense. Maybe the real question in this particular sense is to keep your mind guarded. The truth is harder to come by? - Marco

Too much talk leads to sin. Be sensible and keep your mouth shut.

Proverbs 10:19

The habitat for Renaissance

Is it normal to offend oneself.

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This weighing on my mind I find relief in just coming out to express how I feel.

I don't truly understand myself at times.

Sometimes I feel like the world is talking to me, not as though I'm unaware of my immediate surroundings... but a subliminal psychological experience.

This feels like I'm incubated in some formal social experiment testing my space, of, a sociological norm. (Think of it as though when you see life testing your patience...)

I don't like my life as theoretical as this language presents itself.

I have never been happier in my life with who I am presently.

It's bordering with what I see in myself as nothing short of seeing... what that means is... whatever it is I've now become... there is no return to the same person I once was.

I recall everything I encounter.

It's a matter of conveying my memories with an energy that travels with me.

In space and time.

I connect and reconnect with my place in life no matter if my brain circuitry is telling me lies or truth according to the superstitions I have in everything.

According to all this is an investigation which floods my insides and spills out (here).

Accounting my life as a type of recording right before my eyes.

Reading this false sense of reality may come across as tooth and nail, either falling into a category in an infinite realm of possibilities, or maybe an axe to grind testing my lost faith in a humanity gone blind in this... a personal day and age of reckoning. My own doing. The drum I beat to the percussion of my own intentions.

But never in my life have I encountered people in my life that have betrayed me to a point I no longer care.

What I am talking about is that I will always always care. Care about people. Whatever that may look like or whatever that may have looked like to others throughout my course in life. My future will depend on this as an emotional release in life.

What I can't understand or process is how I feel when I see people that don't know me for what I've unhatched through in life, rather, look at me as if I am a mental patient.

This by no means makes me out to make myself out to be a victim.

On the contrary.

I feel safe. I feel I keep friends are the right ones that matter.

I don't need a pity party to acknowledge how indifferent others are toward me.

I just wish they knew this before passing judgment on me.

God is my reason I keep things real. As real as I do here.

If you've reached this far down in my words... I urge you to know I appreciate you. And I can only reason my way through like a game of life we play and keep learning from. That I'm not detached from reality. That, yes, I have failed in many many ways. But I can count on one hand how I arrived this conclusion. I'm a sinner and not proud of the times I've hurt anyone. I will keep moving. The unshakeable trembling kind of thinking that goes with my sacred self. That is the truth I hang my hat on.

Yes, I'm overweight.

Yes, I get angry.

Yes, I do feel very deeply (to a fault.)

And yes.

I won't give up.

- Marco

May 7th 2010

For the most part (chauvinist) retreat from no better lack of option's; as the rest stand to watch. . . time moves on before it even happens.

- Marco

May 7th 2014

 It should never be a habit to make idiots out of what they are incapable in inferring.

- Marco

energy for observation

 We use language to manipulate thoughts others and ourselves. Take that with a grain of salt. Forget those things. Throw it away. All you have is observation. It's a form of energy only you are left feeling it. That's the simplest way to understanding.

- Marco