Something you lack in talent

 January 8th 2011

I make up for a litany of non-recyclable items, such as the minister of the interior, because as long as I can con you into believing I am the innocent one - it's all good, right.

 

For this most part of my adult life, I've never been so ashamed to be a man i.e. of visionary quality.

 

Not only are people blind as bats, they've somehow turned a love of wisdom; we now live in an age of esoteric chance.

 

Gone are those days we thought of beforehand, waiting for it to happen.  Instead, the bottomless envy of disparity among living sentients, produced a more clever way of thought, of informing the mind as if a robot of choice agreements, without the retribution or reciprocation into - into a polarity that must be present if anything is to happen.

 

So here we are stuck in the mud today, together, tomorrow, now and forever.  Amen?

 

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Unfortunately, such bullshitting took place long before the mind can eliminate that unconscious use for polarity in disguising our inner most thoughts.

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For every naturalist sieve... there are, there are, i. un

questionable amounts of pious zealots who do not question such disparaging novelty or concern.

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Marco Almeida was born and was also raised a Catholic. One day, he realized... Such "self-awareness" discounted a vast field of glowing restraint. Once more. Twice. They don't even know it.

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"Gone are those days we thought of beforehand, waiting for it to happen. Instead, the bottomless envy of disparity among living sentients, produced a more clever way of thought, of informing the mind as if a robot of choice agreements, without the retribution or reciprocation into - into a polarity that must be present if anything is to happen."

Put a copy of this on your bedpost, keeping it as reminder, that you only wish you had wrote it yourself.^

involuntary sounds of discretion

 January 8th 2010

This was why. The very reason you suggesting a protest against my better judgment. It wasn't that I didn't care or misunderstand, therefore, you had no right. It became clearer, less clearer, then clear to me again - repeating the same thing's I saw over and over and over in my mind so to speak. How it didn't occur to me, as I shut my eyes, is that by virtue of me alone - never mattered. Like I failed to exist, though something had to have happened in order for me to figure things out in a manner of doing.
I never ceased to realize that, until I became provided with the smallest degree of satisfaction I could think of. And there you have it, voila, the reality of barely keeping up. I manage to stay in the rat race, for no longer than my age, it will not suggest - however. However, the critical point of detail came through to me sooner than I anticipated, it came to me by surprise in fact. I was always someone, that was happy, more than happy, to oblige. From here, you never truly saw me standing there did you, did you ever once. So you got up and left, not even a word goodbye, but knowingly - deliberately making it's grand exit, fast, easy, gone. How sad I was, it became a damaging part of my wounded psychic ability. On my part, it told me not to stay away, but I couldn't help it. I guess this makes me as selfish as you. Not so proud of myself doing that.

This monologue appears not to address, what you really have done, which is my time spent wondering about. Why is it - that I didn't come to you before so I could tell you this face to face. You were always too good for me. It wasn't that I wasn't good enough, - but - that I became. Not good enough. It's so weird, because I could have sworn that something was wrong, only too young and naive to make prior assumptions at the risk of myself losing it. Although I feel right about what I'm saying, the truth still hasn't changed, I am disappointed in myself for not seeing it earlier. You actually caused so much of my buried depression, not to uncover itself. It is inexcusable of me to say it any other way. (Not that I am high on dramaturge.) I was just there - if not for you - in spite of my choice in being there. It's a psyche of the kind you grew immune to me. Under which those same circumstances remained the same, I acquired a noble gesture, which you mistook for it.

I felt the day's going by without a whisper, faint, yet bold. To realize how big I am for saying, you only wanted to know, how much YOU needed me. It never occurred to you any other way. My needs or anyone else's remain trivial unless otherwise. It always came back to me, when forgetting what I abandoned seemed so implausible, yet right at the same time. I have never said, I need, before. I never thought someone would consider me saying that about me. You needed me more than I needed you, sat with me just fine, until I figured I was never aware.

 planet earth has no past due date; nor are we its expiration. - Marco

I just figured out why people are full of themselves - so much so that they've no personal renunciation of it.

The first signal that someone tries to cut you off at the knees, they fill out a prescription in their minds. The second time it happens, comes whether or not you're inconveniencing their repressed energy. For shame you knit wits.

Winnipeg as an artist

 January 8th 2020

Here is the bottom line on pursuing the journey in becoming an actor.

The truth is it takes guts. That's it. It takes something special to be truthful and it takes guts to get there. To do it.

I am sick of hearing how good or bad I am depending on where you practice acting.

For whatever reason the perception has always been the places to be are outside of Winnipeg.

I say it is more bold to take your time in Winnipeg at practicing what kind of actor you are.

I could never wrap my head around it.

Why do I want to move outside myself. Is it a poor excuse to model what I believe I have is in Winnipeg. An excuse that you need to move past your comfort zone in order to succeed.

Toronto Vancouver LA have nothing to do with mastering your craft in the normative sense.

Winnipeg for me is far more affordable.

And to preach the way I have is not in the form of outside pressure. I truly believe the challenge of becoming an actor no matter where you are is enough.

I never believed it when people would look at me and say you can't make it in Winnipeg. If you were serious you'd be somewhere else. What the fuck. There is nothing wrong with the place I'm in. It just blows my mind.

My standards would be no different than what my intent is to be an actor. People say it takes guts to move away. I say it takes more guts to be in Winnipeg and defeat that norm.

 I speak and speak but the listener retains only the words he is expecting. It is not the voice that commands the story: it is the ear. ~Italo Calvino

(Book: Invisible Cities)

Consciousness in truth

 This is the closest interpretation to what consciousness is (how we can understand therefore define it...) that I have come across. Speaking as a philosopher this is not an easy thing to do. It's what makes Krishnamurti a genius and why I post his work so so much as I do. He deserves respect. Is swept under the rug and not mastered as curriculum at a university level.  - Marco 

the ultimate self purge

 

2 John 1.6

 

metacognition

 What is Meta cognition if not an amplified measurement of psychological time. This is me talking. How do we know that I know what I mean or not. (You can be open to decide this.) You ask questions. It's that simple. But predominantly white elitist thinking don't wander very far from their own measured reality. We are all imposters if not for rationally looking at things we feel are immune to us. We are all born slaves to reasonably assume the world should not revolve around us... even infancy out from a mother's womb. That last sentence is the key to having an open mind.

- Marco

 The pursuit of happiness although a principle rule cannot be followed nor executed to a standard because it's invisible.

MA2025

 “Time and Space are not prior to creation, they are forms under which creation becomes thinkable.”

–George Santayana

Marco Almeida

What is rational?

What is breathing.

What is sound.

What is light.

What noise is it a puppy makes if they are in need of something.

I don't know nor understand if there is a necessity behind my questions. But I do know that I know none of the answers to the statements that inform my questions.

So if time and space are not prior to creation. Just thinking as I sit here is how I process it. (My statements)

I know I made the statements but can they prove to be anything worth my rationale. = what is thinking.

If God said: let there be light.

^ Is that the answer to why light exists? How is that possible? God does not say let there be time, or let there be space. The first thing god created was light. Without which, light if absent, we would know that there is nothing to be had.

Such is thinking about what is thinkable.

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So my question now is - is light thinkable? If I were nothing but a dream state, how would I know the difference between darkness and light.

impartial amounts of rhetorical satisfaction

 I don't know where the words came from, so I asked myself - could passion be a case between acquiring my basic voluntary movement, then to, a much deeper opinion of myself. What would I say. It's scary not to think of myself in such perfect circumstances. It's having a conversation with yourself, whether it be negotiable or not, perhaps it's implicit of me to say that is so. Most of these inhibitions, are drawn from the ground up. Rooted from a need to contact something or someone much as a gopher, pops it's head out to see what is the matter, then returns to it's subterranean environment. Clever creatures they are. However, meaning without words is a constant reminder of unfulfilled satire. What truly matters. So you fill the void with meaning of some infinite variety. Only you can't escape from it. It is kind of like travel, some prefer not to - while other's take plane rides for specifically unknown plausibility.

I so often think - how impractical this situation of resistance plays a part of my life. Which way am I turning, where am I going, that in truth - it's such a bad habit. Yet - I experience this idea on my own, only to find it lost. Finding myself lost - might be a good idea. So I stick to that.

The sensation of being found after hiding, is cause for a relevant concern, or something immaterial that provides you a sense of response, where you forge a relationship. Each or every certain presumption, I sit there, observing it's pristine or engaging nature. It's in fact a matter of presumption. Everything might hang by a thread, a position of discretion, a cause for uncertainty, it has no other choice to make.

Brilliant

 January 7th 2011

One - day I am going to be smoking this great gigantic peace pipe god passed to me.  He'll then, say - go ahead. . . take over. To which, every known sinner available to him sits at, waiting - preferably waiting their turn.  I could say - let's have them charged$ a nominal fee, from which they would only willingly abide.  That's too easy$ - says the lord, (gods noble.)  But they would still want to pay, even if they do not have to.  Curious is it to these people, they shall not have to pay, but believe they so should choose - too anyway??  

 

Does this mean they get to smoke from the peace pipe, God replies: of course not.  

 

Instead, ask them what they really thought of you, that time before you figured this all out, it may or may not encourage them to believe in the process.  (Then I laughed.)  

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You all need an answer to the Corinthians; you all want to know the voices in Muslim societies extremists conscious... Consider how I've refuted your no-name "business" executive$. It's better to be my friend than it is to be my enemy.

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I'm just going to say it, I am without a doubt the most intelligent human being on the planet, telling it like it is

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How any of you come to read my language, informing you, transforming your awareness. . . then cop out as if you read something like it before? I mean come on, at least click on the 'like' button will you?? Have you any idea how many retards I do not authorize on my list of friends, should tell you something about that.

 January 7th 2011

Right or wrong, I may have done many things in my past - to all the people in my life whom I have no idea why I've given them my heart? Those people will never truly understand me.

The last person to ever judge me can judge themselves a friend they'll never return to. They will never reveal themselves to. They will always regret, they've ever encountered.

This is to each and everyone of you Portuguese fucking retards, that don't have the guts to look me in the eye, let alone handle.

You my friend go beyond excellent.

 Love is the absence of judgment. - Dalai Lama

"The more we give love, the greater our capacity to do so." - Dr. David Hawkins > Sounds more as if an experiment worth trying.

We as humans are never satisfied with what we have...never truly knowing what we have. 

-Marco

A primitive force to the legalized sense of discrimination

 January 7th 2013

Read this from beginning to end, and I assure you your outlook will be challenged in becoming a better person, so aware of your insufferably changed distant future.

As the title suggests, I see how desensitized or unconscious we have become, the mind can see how people base their judgments or inform their prejudice as justified. So, in a primitive type of reality, we are exposed to what we, in a legalized sense are, - not how to gain acceptance, but how not to offend someone with the false intent of discriminating them. That is a sad peril of mentality.

" we falsely become aware of as we project this double standard formed intent. 1- The norms we associate 2- without intent, of which, others feel betrayed 3- that dictate unfavorable behavior in society 4- are governed by our thoughts and our actions." (MA2013)

I am talking about how we might fail to inform ourselves of how much more integrity it takes, in benefiting from each and every experience we encounter. Instead, I have come to notice, how people instinctively reverse their manner of intent, to persuade the other person, that they become invisible.

1 = The norms we associate, (i.e. everything we feel we know)
2= without intent, of which, others feel betrayed (i.e. we attempt to disconsolate ourselves with other people)
3= that dictate unfavorable behavior in society (i.e. because we fear feeling betrayed - we have conditioned our responses to be offensive - rather than natural)
4- are governed by our thoughts and our actions. (i.e. what is the final solution to our problems.)

I sincerely feel how short sighted people in this world can be, when their idea of it is to resort their own sense of values harbinger AGAINST sensitivity or vulnerability, this can only follow - people unconsciously setting such human characteristics­ in a bottle. We have learned how to place double standards, as if, as if strategically falsifying genuine intent toward another person. (The intent of a psychological nature that always remains present, yet fluctuates a steady stream of thoughts.) This truly is a man made flaw, to help offend our most basic desires. I cannot believe how I have grown to become an adult, amongst the most seemingly subversive of individuals - where I choose to keep laurels of a permanent nature present. This restores a true quality in faith people can recognize - trust - and not take for granted.

^I am speaking of this in terms of a world where inferiority is INTENDED against our most basic human desires. The nature of intent is a very powerful thing, rather than the double standards we falsely become aware of as we project this double standard formed intent. 1- The norms we associate 2- without intent, of which, others feel betrayed 3- that dictate unfavorable behavior in society 4- are governed by our thoughts and our actions.

For the record I do not seek these things out in people, these observations are meant to inform the trained eye away from subservient, indignant or what seems insatiable.

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“The "control of nature" is a phrase conceived in arrogance, born of the The greatest joy in nature is the absence of man” - Bliss Carmen

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Here is how to interpret what people do to inform their double standards, which to me, means how any person devalue another human being in terms of out performing them, as in, saying they are what you think is reality based but doing something completely opposite to suit their own needs. This is the idea of how people in general inform their own intent, only to realize the feedback their getting is not resulting in their favor. I call this form of irony, a fait accompli, the sense of satirical warfare between two opposing forces. It is prevalent in how double standards have become an illusive tool in peoples unconscionable awareness.

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There is no true value of success or measure to it, your only requirement is that you understand its limitations working against the (a) corrupted sense in things which (b) cannot be true, (c) acquired, (d) maintained, or (d) attained in your most vulnerable (natural) state. Ask yourself, how do you cause a satire that is so real, you carry a divine secret, so rare, it is sacred to you. Do you learn how to instill this manner of integrity in everything you do. Can you think about what is real to you, as it is, perceived in the "real world". The real world might be telling you an indifferent story, rather than the one you actually are. That is the sure meaning of success in behind its priority.

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People are the subject of their own intellectual lies, that what living means to them, is completely false 1- the fact they are 2- scared to be 3- afraid of failure 4- they act out of fear as exhibitionism its most elusive quality. This produces the allusive reality in what acts as a fear based society.

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"The truth is rarely pure and never simple."

-- Oscar Wilde

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"People are the subject of their own intellectual lies, that what living means to them, is completely false 1- the fact they are 2- scared to be 3- afraid of failure 4- they act out of fear as exhibitionism its most elusive quality. This produces the allusive reality in what acts as a fear based society. (MA2013)

^There is no such thing as determinate success, because people have subjected themselves, thinking in terms of how to limit others to a preconditioned type of human nature.

This is what I mean, with regard to people are 'scared to be' / 'afraid of failure', that people ARE in fact afraid of failure, they are scared TO BE it.

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"they act out of fear as exhibitionism its most elusive quality. This produces the allusive reality in what acts as a fear based society." (MA2013)

I use the thought of exhibitionism, because exhibitionism - as a rule -people use to obtain a certain specific type of irony. That these people are devices (i.e. quality of wisdom) in a world, they make their existence unknown. This shadow is based out of fearing the other persons wishes. It is an alienation tactic unseen, or unheard, except to the trained eye - because only the trained eye can experience the sense of reason - that trained eye is a learning tool of awareness.

 January 7th 2013

I sincerely feel how short sighted people in this world can be, when their idea of it is to resort their own sense of values harbinger AGAINST sensitivity or vulnerability, this can only follow - people unconsciously setting such human characteristics in a bottle. We have learned how to place double standards, as if, as if strategically falsifying genuine intent toward another person. (The intent of a psychological nature that always remains present, yet fluctuates a steady stream of thoughts.) This truly is a man made flaw, to help offend our most basic desires. I cannot believe how I have grown to become an adult, amongst the most seemingly subversive of individuals - where I choose to keep laurels of a permanent nature present. This restores a true quality in faith people can recognize - trust - and not take for granted.

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" we falsely become aware of as we project this double standard formed intent. 1- The norms we associate 2- without intent, of which, others feel betrayed 3- that dictate unfavorable behavior in society 4- are governed by our thoughts and our actions." (MA2013)

I am talking about how we might fail to inform ourselves of how much more integrity it takes, in benefiting from each and every experience we encounter. Instead, I have come to notice, how people instinctively reverse their manner of intent, to persuade the other person, that they become invisible.

1 = The norms we associate, (i.e. everything we feel we know)

2= without intent, of which, others feel betrayed (i.e. we attempt to disconsolate ourselves with other people)

3= that dictate unfavorable behavior in society (i.e. because we fear feeling betrayed - we have conditioned our responses to be offensive - rather than natural)

4- are governed by our thoughts and our actions. (i.e. what is the final solution to our problems.)

 I do suppose that love should be something infallible, where everything you think and feel goes together. Ask for nothing less.

When it comes to true love as if reality were made of it, I feel a certain amount of indifference in life's mirage.

My devotion to kindness is empowering, it goes beyond its methods or inferior models of truth and conviction. Deserving of virtue is mans only prized possession he needs to suit successfully. - Marco Almeida 2013

"Every thought, feeling, perception, or memory you may have causes a modification, or ripple, in the mind. It distorts and colors the mental mirror. If you can restrain the mind from forming into modifications, there will be no distortion, and you will experience your true Self".—Swami Satchidananda

Your ability to reason far outweighs the capacity to have yourself ignored. (MA2013)

The power of intuition, is a skill - in equal part - to the power of intention is an asset that greatly serves my own sense over its loss. Reason being it means nothing to me, to prevent or protect itself from happening. Anything worth revealing serves me greatly. This is what makes me an intelligent human being, scared in my being, and spiritually connected as an artist.

disposition due to archiac-insomnia

 January 6th 2010

I do not waste my time on being judged. It is something, that as a person speaking in an albeit unabiding, forced, perhaps perishable vernacular has altered my thinking. In an honest attempt, I find closure rests in my ability, that the judgee is no longer the judger. Are they inferior, that they can no longer change freely, pretend, modify or trust what feeling's they have - are coming from. This is what amazes me completely from moment to moment. Yet, spending my life in no particular method of it, here I am unpredictable as ever. So, how does it matter, if something so abstract, plays upon my refusal of that thing. What thing, I may ask, does my thinking include. Or may I preside over it, in a fashion all my own, of my own doing so naturally. It brings me to this important alternative method in reasoning. That thinking due to reason is not a fracture of this place, where, fear, or smell, or taste, it's no rational process I undergo. Is that what a person defines another - in a process until such is not so much unsatisfying. Thereby is another important answer, one must consider.

When I was told, all the best, from this new year. I scanned it with an attentive sense of belonging to that phrase, if it was given in a sense I could carry with it, my own well being. The question remained with me for some time. I've thought about it, not concluding what it may entail. This person has never said that to me before, why not. Why not in another multitude of other years past. So this struck me as a valid consideration. Then, I began to probe where such an ideological signal must have pronouned itself, that it was directed to me, not as though a threat in some subconscious paranormal activity would suggest it, but a very real yet peculiar vision. Of the kind one has - as if they've been set up for failure, impending doom or disaster i.e. fight or flight. The psychological nature of this event, doesn't nearly describe with such magnitude, it was simply a part of the will, my will, to uncover it's origin. I'm not so much of a fatalist myself. However, my presentation - not so that it is based as insincere. It became clear to me that something else was happening.

So, when the mystery kept unfolding itself, I saw so much less of how my life has become. I Am speaking of the type of event we're now dealing with, which, did happen. It's a come as you go sort of thing, when a person who doesn't even know you, makes a personal gesture in verbally informing you of they're careful intention. Whether it is right or wrong, good or bad, we are cutting our loses, we've come here to make this announcement. I also guessed, right then and there, how humiliation tactics are so common in life as in death. That people actually believe which they are experts in the field. What a good mind to register who wants to play the villain, I find, know nothing about it.

Then I smile to myself. Like I do only if it is so - they've tried to rain on my magical parade. Look at the weather out there I tell them, are you sure you want to go out there dressed in that, ill advised you are. Yet, I count on the circle of my memory, to take me back to so many other time's after I as told, we're cutting our losses, we're cutting our losses. How negatively I feel affected. I suppose I'm sensitive like that. But, you know - when medusa rears her ugly head, you must cast a mirror that she turns to stone. Then where am I, I ask myself, so I pretend to make it rain, just somewhere else where it matters, for a future parade I'm travelling in. It's not so bad, I reassure myself, it's not so bad. You keep telling yourself, things that no one else can ever have thought themselves - about me. So, I move on. Spare me the humiliation, I TELL THEM. I tell them that I honor how cutting their losses, means something far more than I would ever have dreamed. I mean to say, what, how could I have. Really, it striked me as more than odd, when I first heard how these messengers could so easily deviate from the norm, a set of standards unknown to my unsuspecting nature, how cunning, how planned it was.

In time of the artist

January 6th 2013

I am a powerful actor.

The power of intuition, is a skill - in equal part - to the power of intention is an asset that greatly serves my own sense over its loss. Reason being it means nothing to me, to prevent or protect itself from happening. Anything worth revealing serves me greatly. This is what makes me an intelligent human being, sacred in my being, and spiritually connected as an artist.

Your ability to reason far outweighs the capacity to have yourself ignored.

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"The world is full of magic things, patiently waiting for our senses to grow sharper." - W.B. Yeats

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"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back." - Barbara De Angelis

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"A goal should scare you a little, and excite you a lot." - Dr. Joe Vitale

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Stop being who you were and become who you are.-Paulo Coelho > There is a strange amount of truth to that.

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“I am a part of everything that I have read.”

― Theodore Roosevelt

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"I don't want to earn my living. I want to live."

-- Oscar Wilde

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A gift to myself. If everyone shared the same idea of god, how unnerving that would be. The light in me sees the light in you. Love is all that matters in the end. If I believe god exists because it is inherent in another person, how would that person possibly know that is how I feel about them. That is the true secret to the universe unfolding.

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My devotion to kindness is empowering, it goes beyond its methods or inferior models of truth and conviction. Deserving of virtue ismans only prized possession he needs to suit successfully. - MarcoAlmeida 2013

"Every thought, feeling, perception, or memory you may have causes a modification, or ripple, in the mind. It distortsand colors the mental mirror. If you can restrain the mind from forming into modifications, there will be no distortion, and you willexperience your true Self".—Swami Satchidananda

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Better choices does not necessarily mean healthier.

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If I can live the rest of my life knowing I am that one person, everyone wishes they have as their friend. I will die a happy man.

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Highly pretentious zealotry. > "who have plotted the country’s course in the world."

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I strongly disagree, my wish to see the box unopened is the gift I have to take.

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Wrong - what I deserve is the peace others have to offer me and its huge difference my eye associates with it.

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This is irony in its purest form.

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How is that for irony, to me talent equates to truth, inspiration is meant to lead you to irony, which is my technique in everything. I will not say the same is true for all artists. Especially not something that is suppose to be as expressive in acting, all technique should come from the heart. I have been witness to ballet dancers as exhibitionists at best. > "Technique is what you fall back on when you run out of inspiration."

-- Rudolf Nureyev

And based on condemnation that so many are immune to, guess again, irony takes skill to search for it, takes truth, manner of discipline unknown to most. It is my skill at finding irony that I perform my best thinking. I am talking about the private life of ones mental state, an embodiment of the will. If I have that, I have everything I could possibly need. I want nothing else more than my feelings to add perception of a world gone missing of itself. Developing your skill at irony is a form of creationism on your own behalf. Think about it.

Ballet artists believe they own some kind of talent, the problem is when it ends, they deny their search for truth, because their inspiration has dissipated to a point of dissolve. In excess, you exceed expectation and no longer have the purpose to continue, because you put your talent above everybody else's honesty. It is the living death of a dancer to the ballet.

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