September 7th 2025

 I am sick of Netanyahu's lies on the basis of propaganda, this propaganda in search of using Hamas as his moral equivalent to purposely armour himself.

Today, Netanyahu providing false information that Palestinians are leaving Gaza, ergo that Hamas are preventing Palestinians from leaving. Netanyahu exhorting propaganda only to increase the assault. Classic fallacy.

I am sick of the metaphorical use of these processed claims only meant to vilify Palestinians fleeing Gaza when it is obviously not what they want. This is an exorbitant abuse of hypocrisy against the real victims in this. Again, this speaks to the killing of Palestinians on a malignant scale that as I said earlier is disguised as a moral equivalent to Hamas.

If Hamas were taking action, and threatening Palestinians from leaving Gaza, Netanyahu is staging it. How on earth can Hamas be holding onto Palestine when it is in captivity itself. (Let me say that again: Palestine does not exist in the hypocrisy that is Israel.) Netanyahu wants to believe "human shields" insofar that Netanyahu can keep killing Palestinians in Gaza. Netanyahu burning a candle from both ends. It's a masterclass. A tragedy which is on unprecedented levels.

This counter-culture is the brutal assault on Palestinians disguised aka Zionism.

The superficial aims (Israel) have when reality goes into its own mode of extinction, a system that collapses on itself, on the basis of another's only survival (Palestinians) without fear of a relationship only favoring Zionist rule. Let's be clearer here: this makes hostages purposely being held as another element of propaganda, which history pages will pass as academic. Netanyahu does not care about hostages and never has.

If Israel want to act like a democracy rather than rule the Holy Land with an iron fist, they need to start acting and play by the rules like everyone else.

As victory nears in favor of Israel, and Netanyahu is your fearless leader. . . just like you thought. Spineless cowards.

- Marco

Psalm 91.1

 

September 6th 2012

 

metacognition

 A thought is not simply “watched” by another hidden observer in the brain. Metacognition is the brain’s ability to represent and evaluate its own mental processes.

It involves networks across the prefrontal cortex, anterior cingulate cortex, and frontoparietal regions that monitor information such as confidence, errors, attention, and the accuracy of our own decisions. When you recognize “I’m thinking about my thinking,” the brain is generating a higher-order representation of its own cognitive state.

In a sense, the brain becomes both the thinker and the subject being examined.

September 6th 2012

 

True happiness, in my mind, is not without a sacred balance, to put fear into the eye of my beholder. - Marco

September 6th 2013

 

The two broken parts that you won't hear in any reasonable instance: 1- this is going to hurt me 2- more than it hurts you. (Both are lies.)

Never let someone confuse their neurotic dysfunction as is normal in behavior. - Marco

September 6th 2014

 

That all depends in which direction you obey, the pursuit of truth in all things. - Marco

I just came across this tweet and it makes no sense whatsoever. No one wants what is decided for them. Bitch away. - Marco

September 6th 2016

 

September 6th 2017

 It's funny how much of an illusion the mind is. People who you once took for granted in knowing you, even if just through simple observation aimed at your psychological well being, never were really truly aware of the person that you made them aware of. And the worst part of this is they have forgotten you or worse still you realize how little you matter(ed). As if erased from the existence you thought was being recorded in the unconscious camera of their minds.

What it tells me today is how much of an imbecile I became as result of that naive brain of mine.

I think I have changed but not to the extent I don't enjoy playing hide-go-seek, where the trick is played, that you never really wanted to find me.

I see a lot of people today that simply never had my best interest in mind. And I am not a stupid human being. Why repress these candid views of mine if I feel them wholeheartedly to the point of - of a guarded metaphysical action. It is sad. Very sad. But not because I am the self creator of a demise unknown to me.

I write this because of the person I am with qualities that will equalize any kind and quickly seize any opportunist. Sadly this is not a defense mechanism, it is a test in my personal quest for truth in what I see in others I once loved and love still. Despite my disappointment, despite what you think, I want what's best for others as I do myself. Since going on this journey I have suffered great trial and error incurred are beliefs that we all have, but some holding more water.

I guess my damn mind is a vestibule with a crack in it ready to burst. I really am trying to be the best version of myself I try. Some would confuse that for self improvement on some level. Although I choose to be far more straightforward.

I am a part of this space we all contain. We live on a globe where I hopefully find nothing but rain.

 September 5th 2026

That's solid foundational question impregnable to a metaphysical end. (Which is performed surmiseably as philosophical). So, I shit you not to sweat it any futher. It's a good thesis, but the trajectory is a negation itself.

We ultimately are fallible and creatives such as myself. We all do it (philosophy) different.  

It's the feable types that follow and try to exhibit how much smarter they are. (Not the matter itself.)

I come across plenty of zealots on www. I must equate it with something that'll work for myself, as I have found there are many a philosopher out there but few can pull rank. Further to this testimony, philosophy as I mentioned earlier should be rooted in metaphysics.  

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Which is to say there are principles invloved in the price we ask questions, whereas the cost of the answers we pose shouldn't have to be referenced. I am making a point about using unscientific means not to reproduce something already known (i.e. plagiarized) but to create what is originally made as something useful. I always aim to make what I say as useful has value. 

There is, of course, interpretation involved.  

My point is to master language and logic itself. My arguement rests where empiricism ends. What acts empirically should only be a philosopher who acts with ¹ convcition ² vision ³ courage.

Marco

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How much of philosophy comes from the way the philosopher wants reality to be and how much is based on actuality? And what's better in the majority of situations: to seek foundational, ontological truths or tangible, experiential epistemic truths?

As I age, I find the latter more helpful, I'm just wary of self deception.

 “A person who thinks by images becomes less and less capable of thinking by reasoning, and vice versa. The intellectual process based on images is contradictory to the intellectual process of reasoning that is related to the word. There are two different ways of dealing with an object. They involve not only different approaches, but even more important, opposing mental attitudes. This is not a matter of complementary processes, such as analysis and synthesis or logic and dialectic. These processes lack any qualitative common denominator.”

–Jacques Ellul

Photo by Jean-François Grousset

Psalm 100.5

 

September 5th 2010

 

September 5th 2012

 

I will one day understand what it means to lie, to cheat, to steal, right now - I will enjoy my view from here. - Marco

Standards: the application of higher learning, meaning, never forget to check my own availability. - Marco

September 5th 2013

 I am afraid to admit there is a double standard when it comes to my double life, my only worry is that everyone knows but me. - Marco

September 5th 2014

 I honestly think the real anti-social persons stem from seeking popularity and those that feel they need to be liked act as opportunists. - Marco

September 5th 2017

 Each day is strangely not full of surprises but fewer monumental things, your false sense of character, and emotions eating up your insides. - Marco

Expressionism should be related to how you emit the element of experience from within yourself as a cause to eliminate yourself from fear. - Marco

“The ultimate value of life depends upon awareness and the power of contemplation rather than upon mere survival.” Aristotle

I just realized it's not that people don't remember you for what you used to be. It's that they simply don't want to care about who you have become. - Marco

“History is the discovering of the principles of human nature.” David Hume

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Brain study on rationality

Brain study on rationality 

Pareto Principle (The 80-20 Rule)

 

• If not used correctly, the Pareto Principle can lead to an excessive focus on short-term gains over long-term planning and stability.
• When used correctly, the Pareto Principle can help prioritize tasks, optimize resources, and improve overall efficiency. It provides a useful framework for understanding complex systems and identifying key areas for improvement.
• The Pareto Principle, also known as the “80/20” rule, states that for many events, roughly 80% of effects come from 20% of the causes.

Babylonian ⛬ history

Babylonian ⛬ history 

the destroyer (Revelation 9:11)

 revelation 9:11 (Angel the destroyer)

[Psychological energy] Krishnamurti 14 February 1962

 

Emil Cioran

 Emil Cioran (1911–1995) was a Romanian-born philosopher and essayist known for his radical pessimism, existential doubt, and reflections on suffering, death, loneliness, and the meaning of existence.

Cioran believed that human consciousness can be both a gift and a burden. The more deeply we become aware of ourselves and the world, the more we encounter anxiety, absurdity, mortality, and the possibility that life has no ultimate purpose.
Unlike traditional philosophers, Cioran did not construct a systematic philosophy. He preferred short fragments, aphorisms, paradoxes, and poetic observations. His writing is often brutally pessimistic, yet it contains dark humor and remarkable beauty.
Some of his major works include On the Heights of Despair, A Short History of Decay, The Temptation to Exist, and The Trouble with Being Born.

September 4th 2012

 

September 4th 2013

 

@bigcanadiano: Dreams are awesome because it is your subconscious control of the universe telling you how repressed your sexual energy has become.

If dreams designate my freedom in the universe, then I am the sum of all fears. I must do what my mind intends on.

- Marco

@bigcanadiano: Ask yourself if dreams can decode reality in ways that alter its dimension, why then live in a vacuum. Dreams inform your memory of things.

- Marco

@bigcanadiano: You can act about me as though I am naïve, I don't exist, or outright ignore me but I know what it means to better insult your intelligence.

- Marco

@bigcanadiano: Here is my signature move: not to take myself too seriously, but never be taken for granted not wanting to be taken seriously.

Maybe my single greatest attribute as a man.

- Marco

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September 2nd 2010

 

September 2nd 2017

 

 I found this voice,

but where I came upon it - 

was a force of nature calling.

And how I found it,

doesn't matter.

What matters is that my voice,

feels much like itself.

Where the birds answer to it.

Where the past echoes.

And where I pray thoughtfully,

if every angel dreaming (fast asleep)

in the base of your mind.

And suddenly you felt found, again.

- Marco

Unplotting generational dispcrepancies [August 30th 2010]

 There is - a certain amount of my ego which gets itself displaced, much the same way, a man of Carl Jung's obsession with the ego observed.

 

I suppose my own support, of an equally horrific symbol 'ego' (i.e. symbolic) seems rather ominous.  Nothing truly arranges itself, in some form of which can be magnified, that to such a degree of extreme or less - that the dichotomy of self - has given a name that's been forever changed. . . our depth, within perception, within the structure of god fearing nomads, within reason, pushed over for one beautiful figure.

 

Of course, these causes are of no special variety.

 

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So much as I have, changed my very belief system to a sub-standard core, which is to speak of no such thing as authority. 

 

I also, then, I began to realize many of the truth.

 

Such places in history where, hegemony resulted in clever disguised thoughts, which provided the politics of intrusion.  Such as when no real authority, ever thought, power holds a large majority legally blind.

 

I say the prince is dead!

it all happened like this [August 30th 2011]

 When I broke my silence, I didn't think about the future. I thought only how I was going to get my point across. At the time it seemed as though it was necessary.

My abbreviation to this mess.

I meant to do it.

I knew it was going to be hard to do. So I did it, anyway.

I forbid her from opposing my ungratefulness.

Now that I see myself, there - sitting across the table at 'cafe22'. I am at this present moment just a shadow of my former self.

My misguided judgment.

So, now here I am regretting those actions, those words I shall not repeat not here nor ever. They were simply a mistake - Marco.

My ideal wish is to forget about all this vanity. I much rather come to terms with it. How would I possibly know it would end this way. I didn't.

All I know is looking back, I see pain, hurt, shallow suffering for no good reason. It just happened that way.

A plea for help.

She deserved better and so do I.

But I can't get this monkey off my back.

She wanted to take her holidays around my birthday. I told her I wanted to marry her someday. We were planning on moving in together. I think that was a straw, which broke the camels back.

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One night she came to my house, asking me to reconsider, although I didn't see it at the time, the mistake I was making.

The look she gave me, it scars me still.

She gave me a good bye hug.

And that's all that was left.

I wanted to run back after her.

Since then all I hear are songs on the radio that mock me for not knowing any better.

After all I did, she suffered, now I am taking on the guilt that I caused.

Marco, I wish you knew better. You fool of a man.

She was crazy about you.

Now, she is simply an afterthought made by your insipid nature. Now you can't have her back.

August 30th 2012

 

Habit informs shade as in life

 Oscar Wilde

"I am always astonishing myself. It is the only thing that makes life worth living."

--Lord Illingworth, "A Woman of No Importance"

August 30th 2013 to 2014

 

August 29th 2013

 

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Why is it traitors that commonly confuse registering guilt as an emotion, without internally confessing it exists first as a tactical mistake or human in error. - Marco

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A lot of people look at revenge and think I am a fool, I take their revenge and make it an answer. - Marco

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Most that do things without intelligence will not examine things rationally. > @CheryeDavis: Distract me with your mind...and I will unwind. - Marco

Krishnamurti

 

August 29th 2020

 My only problem in life is that I may or may not lack the will of a hero. I tend to lean toward a presumptive death but my birth is in direct connection to what I have left to reveal in life. The very real relation between birth and death is how purpose can be found. What becomes your intention is either at birth or at death. Which is it? Does intent become you at birth or does it become you at death. - Marco

Willson Caetano

Sometimes one or the other ... or both . Like Neo in the matrix, sometimes you need to be told you have no intent to find your own .

 I love love love the reference to Neo because it's an all time best story. I digress that I made that fb post amidst my own personal confusion. Let me get back to you on this if any sort of real revelation emerges my way. The source of my original inspiration from the ideas themselves comes from the question of intent and if it is divine intervention. By God's hand. If not what is intention based. At birth or at death. Reincarnation is a very real thing in this sense. Against my better ability to answer I find myself behind the eight ball on it. Which is fascinating to me. - Marco

Darshini Modi

Posted this means you don't lack anything.

Trying to find an intent means you are out of the rat race , you have more than other a humane mind and heart. You are a hero.

Zach Reg

 

In my humble opinion it has to come at birth. How can it come at/after death when you will no longer be in control of your intent? I personally believe in an afterlife, but no one truly knows what goes on there, but we do know what goes on in life. So birth = intent.