Psychological organism

 

You know I

 December 31st 2010

There are a lot of things I talked about this year, nothing short worth noting, just as that mental relapse which indicated you've arrived at a critical juncture.  The fork in the road to sacred freedom.  Sacred freedom, is something of a willful admonition, that type of discord which arranges itself with the cosmos, not along the line of Greek ancient classical mythology, the kind that we think of God is really just watching us parade with clown suits, wondering, do they really believe that they are carrying a message with my name on it??

 

I must decree a few minor details about myself, before, I continue.  

 

You may know me; but you DON'T THINK you know me.

 

That was when I shifted, that cosmic shift, or what I like to intellectually revise this world as a social cosmic shift, to do with ergonomics.

 

I will completely admit, I have waited for the day to come, when at a density of aging to my present adult life, no one is more intelligent than I am. ( I am waiting for the response to that one.)  But, make no mistake have you, even from when I was just a tot, I knew something about me was different, because most adults would treat me indifferently, based on their lack of wealth or superior motif of choice, superficial means perhaps.

 

To say I've been waiting to become this inferior breech of contempt for others is false.

 

That ^last sentence was quite brilliant in this- my narrative.

 

To think I am a bigot is just as false; condemnation is an operative less affirming word.

 

But to admire myself, based on the inquisitive intuitive power of the intellect??  That seems like a far fetched statement of itself.

 

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What was happening there^.  Tell me how I know.

 

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Marco Almeida - may be many things. . . but Marco Almeida never instilled fear in the minds of many others, less so few.

Marco Almeida - never tried to take away the fear from others; even if they thought I might pass or fail (the test they've there given me.)  You know the cop-out types wearing their badges???  Yeah - the ones that look selfish enough to think they're intimidating (enough) to know if you jump it's because they said it.  Then, it was up to me (my fault) for their being attacked unprovoked.

 

Never in a million years, will a man of my nature, of my immediate awareness, fall for some pound of flesh, or alternatively - allow any other man to think I am diminutive toward make-believe law abiding citizens.  Never in a million years, will another man, outlive or outreach my desire to expose the fear of himself over me.  (Then turn around trying to satisfy his ego, his competition, his 'truth'.)

 

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I've seen so much of myself in this year, that it's scary.

 

It's scary to view the life I lead in terms of no need to sacrifice.

 

It's scary when I see how, how other's might feel wronged in my disparity of a world divided.

 

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This brings me to my last and final words into the year 2012.  Remember: we are not passing into (2011) out of (2010).  We are this year entering 2012, having passed 2011 years since the inception of calendar years.

 

You see^ people who suck at doing math, suck at finding the right question to answer (the right problem).  The Mayan calendar has been so marketed, it breeches the fact, that we are entering the new year of the Mayan civilization recorded.  Everyone thinks it's not until January 1st "2012".  They are dead wrong.  

 

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I have only been afraid - feared only 2 people in my life.

 

One is my father Mario.

 

The other is my uncle Anibal.

 

They put the fear of god in me - no one else does - .

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And if you read this entry scratching your head - good 4 u.

When I appease other's, if it is to make me think of anything else - it is to make me believe in the property of autonomy, and all those who search to extinguish our self-respect in it.

December 31st 2010 

There are many things I look at celebrating new years, celibacy not being one of them.

Do not represent your fear; only represent the face of fear as it belongs.

If your imperfections have a delete button for each one, how many buttons would you need?

The outlaw year in review

 December 31st 2012

My only wish is this day onward, living a life, free from faking my own sense of happiness. I am in the minority of achieving, treacly inspired, that I base what I do, how I act, why I behave, as I react to it.  In other words, the manner I feel about things - is an idea which will transform my imagination toward the world. Only the images I see (I) am silently witness to, through the scope of a much greater source.  I am speaking about my conscious radicalization, into everything and everyone, provided in my self-respect.

 

Thank you 2012,

 

Marco Smith

 

^"Marco Smith" is my screen acting name. 

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A fitting end of 2012 to the beginning 2013. > "In examinations the foolish ask questions that the wise cannot answer."

-- Oscar Wilde

"It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop." - Confucius

The true meaning of life is to reject someone so completely - it exposes the power they want over you. This is the most important philosophy I have ever made. - Marco

And for those of you that fail to understand it^ the "rejection" part is a test of emotional love, that only your brain can emit. I am not talking about emotional attachment. I am talking about emotional intelligence - far greater then intelligence itself.

Marco Almeida @bigcanadiano

RT: "Wallowing on the past is a huge mistake." > Not true. Looking at the past without intended sarcasm involved is a huge mistake.

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Strength is wise, wiser than is knowledge. - Marco Almeida

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"Kindness in words creates confidence. Kindness in thinking creates profoundness. Kindness in giving creates love." - Lao Tzu

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This is what I call a cold sense of optimism, to what all true meditative quality stands. (MA2013) > "There is a fatality about all good resolutions. They are invariably made too soon."

-- Oscar Wilde

^There is nothing worse than false optimism, and nothing better than the skill at recognizing it. (MA2013)

It is more important I reinvent myself, than on reinventing others. (MA2013)

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I hate people that believe being condescending toward me takes some kind of special talent, they confuse it with my unintended sarcasm. (MA2013)

 

NYE 2020 (Marco's message to the world. . .)

 I truly don't know how to come to terms with the end of another year. I need to find new challenges even if covid was the single greatest test of faith many will not speak of tested their sense of patience in the world. As we untie the knot moving forward I have no real wish other than health and prosperity to those I hope for in everyday life.

I feel it is imperative to find hope in everything.

Value everything God put in your way for that purpose.

I hope to live my life to the fullest so that it may be an example of how others view me.

One day at a time....

Happy new year to us all.

the truth in the psychological [order of things]

 December 31st 2024

That insight blows my mind in its entirety.

It is a three part analogy;

1- what is inward order

2- what is psychological order

3- what is outside order.

The meaning behind it is extraordinary. What is order (?)... without it being sought after, the psychological inward feelings you have as the thoughts you are experiencing will not exist in the space outside itself as order.

We must contradict ourselves to learn and be the master of our thoughts.

Psychological imprints of a secret reality. Reality becomes secretly imprinted the outside world cannot penetrate nor perceive.

When we penalize the psychology into ourselves we become an inward cell, therefore, we are unaware of outside forces infiltrating our minds. This is the awareness of order we seek in us all.

Conclusion: in short there is inward order that we are aware is not perceived in the outside world. Psychological order is how we think of things as we think is ourselves. Think about how you behave and how others treat you based on how you act. Does it matter? There can be no outside order unless you examine your psychology inwardly. This is how the world sees you.

Moral courage

 Strength is wise, wiser than is knowledge.

 Marco

The virility of nature

 December 30th 2012

‎"To lead the people, walk behind them." - Lao Tzu

 

This is a property of all elements made human, more specifically, the mind is a special place. It takes a fluidity of time to create it, to keep it safe from harm, to protect it against the virility of others. When I use the word virility, it means, ones ability to manipulate (i.e. impregnate the minds will free of thoughts)

 

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Love Johnny Depp. Always have.

 

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In all circumstances - there is a world that unfairly divides itself, ones virtue is the one thing that holds you back. Find your virtue, you have nothing else to worry about. Is that an event or a fact, is thinking an event or a fact. Can you factually think the truth, or do you rely on the truth defying what is evidence of actuality. When you think about what is actual, the whole world seems different. Forget what is factual, because what is fact - does not mean its true.

 

So true... In all circumstances - the mind can tell you many things, only events that occur are facts... ♥

 

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Love is nothing old, or ancient, or historically relevant, what is significant only matters to passion. To speak with passion takes truth. How does one speak of love without relating it to subjectivity. Can love really be a state of mind, or does it interfere with the worlds collective ideals. People are combative by nature, does this justify as love. How do you harness that - is the question.

 

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Being tired is the motive - to true freedom.

 

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Harder to permanently attain.

 

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My personal infinitival resolution.

 

"Nowadays most people die of a sort of creeping common sense, and discover when it is too late that the only things one never regrets are one's mistakes."-- Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray

 

Alter ego's are not intended nor are they acting proof of Internet users. In reality, the value of one's eccentricity is all that matters.

 

"It is not length of life, but depth of life." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

 

Unless you meet someone of this platitude in your nature, there is no denying it.

 

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No, kindness is a truth that is sacred to the most unthought of skill.

 

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Ideas of this magnitude is a shortcoming in the world in which today we live in.

 

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I have a sure fire look into that.

 

"To merge his life in the common tide of other lives was harder for him than any fasting or prayer, and it was his constant failure to do this to his own satisfaction which caused in his soul at last a sensation of spiritual dryness together with a growth of doubts and scruples."-- James Joyce, A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man (originally published in the U.S. on this day in 1916)

 

“The man who tells lies hides the truth, but the man who tells half-lies has forgotten where he put it.”― Robert Bolt

 

Fare thee well 2012.

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RT: "Very little knowledge is dangerous." > Correction, very little knowledge is a curious thing that makes it dangerous. A state of mind.

We hardly live long enough to justify what year it is. My amount of days alive is one big year long celebration with an age attached to it.

RT: "Don't dwell on the past, it could ruin your future." > That is only true because its shadow acts as the presence of a mountain.