Transcendental Consciouness

 David Lynch

gross indecency 🇺🇸

 Renee Good

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Johnson is absolutely correct. (Here is the irony involved...)

Renee Good got what she asked for?

1- No due process if nature of the act (Goods actions) in no way demostrated cause. In legal terms she was assassinated because she got purged. Purged for false sense of (ICE officer acting in the heat of passion = which is false cause).

2- This follows an act in a (do or dare) moment where passion eliminates or is orchestrated only by criminal negligence (by ICE) in an involuntary basis. ICE acted criminally because they have impunity to. 

3- Any misuse or misguided moral grievance :: key = she has NO moral grievance on which to stand = on Goods part (ICE practiced with sound use of judgement) basically given no ground for reasonable foresight. 

Therefore, ICE had cause. Good did not.

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And if you read the above without a hint of satire involved, (medium being the message) is my use of irony.

I'm defending Renee Good.

I am appalled. Appalled that even if I - myself - have no authority to manage an argument in favor of facing repercussions. I rather go down swinging than just remain silent.  

I rather try to make my voice. My voice matter.

Rather than chew gum and spit out the nonsense that Trump MAGA want us to believe.

Johnson and the 🇺🇸 are participating in a military style operation to justify its murder of Renee Good. Plain and simple.

- Marco

 January 13th 2013

Totally not true, in a world filled with stupid people, make the intelligent not have to stand out. The ones that lack in intelligence, bravely enough, act as though they know more than you do. That is the true definition of it. I have always been confused for being shy; maybe I am just shy in my confidence, that makes other people feel something they never at all thought possible before. That - that takes intellect. Huge - huge difference. Stupid people over simplify what complex thinking they are incapable of. Intelligent people make believers out of average people that doubt their own sense of it. - Marco

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Most untrue, pragmatic skill of the many cannot apply the same way to all people, so those that suffer pragmatic liabilities will not in itself occupy time. > The idol of your self is the mother of all idols.-Rumi

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There is no such thing as pragmatic skill or skill that can be pragmatic in itself. Therefore, Rumi is false. You cannot learn to be something you are NOT. People pretend to act (pragmatic at something) as something as though they are. If and only if you are a foster of such ideas, that truth rules all things, the nature of that is unfathomable.

- Marco

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"You can’t help a person who isn’t willing to help themselves." > Strongly disagree, we live in a world dominated by fierce greed, you can change that, however, we are complacent to it - so complacent in fact - we act almost belligerently based on fear of change. People refuse to help people, they rather force to change than not changing them. - Marco

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^We live in a world dominated by contempt, the reality being - only you can change that. Instead we confuse "helping" people when really the disputable objective is - is the desire to force other people to change. This does not constitute people willing to help other people if it is intended as such.

I live as a person without such vanity - because I choose to live life freely (open minded) than most are suspect to.

Therefore, you can help a person that does not resist changing the world we live in - if they feel they are trapped in such a vanity based society. This type of metaphor is most prevalent in a society.

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^When I say I am open minded, it is based on the desirable aspect people can recognize such, this does not apply to all the same persons - because, because their are people that fake living life as it is meant, they recycle old ideas. People turn vanity into their own vicious cycle as a habit.

Anthony Hopkins

Dying to everything each minute | J. Krishnamurti

 

Ultra thresholds: Ammunition & Obscurity /.\ Entrapment & Reformation

 January 12th, 2014

Entrapment & Reformation: what the world wants you to believe if it were programmed into you.

In a world made of preference to mock desires charity is not only a necessity as it is requirement.

When a person recognizes your fear as weakness and only want to take advantage of that they are acting against your will.

The first and only way to exercise your will is onto something that tests you as more than you already know. I introduce my fear to them.

The worst way to recognize your enemy is to act as their combatant making example of their stupidity.

The best way to identify your enemy is in knowing they have no remorse in wanting something from you or show any guilt in you being used.

Fools confuse their hi jinx as benefiting themselves, when reality should dictate otherwise. Be your own person - always.

The truth is most kids that were my age are now peers that are total sell outs and adhere to terms of status. Huge fail.
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Ammunition & Obscurity

Re; 'deduction'

Do not confuse logic with rationalizing what makes sense. What is rational is not always logical.

Literal deduction = things that at first may appear illogical but you make it logical.

What I am arguing in favor of is perception. Variables that are unknown. Literal deduction.

If you are a deeply philosophical human being that is rejected as being illogical. Is your judgment rational is the question. Think about it as your personal threshold not for what is painful but what is tolerable. Why, because pain is not intolerant, inflicting it onto others is. So you have become programmed to have a high rate of tolerance for pain to the same degree that prohibition is the resolution of an enemies ulterior motives. This serves as a theoretical precipice for threshold in general.

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Your real value probably indicates a reactionary pulse that each time you fail to take action in how something feels: 'why' has the world abandoned you.

 January 12th 2013

If god gave everything as its meant to be "perfect" how on earth do we know that. My beliefs are what encompass my very being. Therefore, everything (as I possess as its been given to me) - have been proven to me ARE my beliefs. Am I not a carrier of that type belief. > @bigcanadiano: @Bible_Time God gives me nothing I would not want back in return, does this make my imperfection any less acceptable to that end. - Marco

For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God. -Eph 2:8

"1- Am I not a carrier of that type belief. > 2- God gives me nothing I would not want back in return, 3- does this make my imperfection any less acceptable to that end." (MA2013)

^Think about it, does your idea of god create an authority based on your own personal beliefs. Truly think about that.

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All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better. - Ralph Waldo Emerson

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My sense of a perfect world, can only come through the existence I carry to it. Gods existence is tested in my faith of it. Therefore, god does not REQUIRE faith, that - that faith does not require gods existence. Faith is sacred FROM my dependence of it. >@bigcanadiano: @Bible_Time That being said: my sense of gods existence is only tested in my faith provided FROM it. God does not REQUIRE my faith. - Marco

How do you know - (a) that god knows your existence is (b) based on (c) your faith. How can you possibly know it.

How do you receive something that's beyond the mind? | J. Krishnamurti

 "I wait until I dare."

Truth and caviar

 The concept of hell is just a name given to the clever games people play while in the middle of figuring out their next move. - Marco

 

 

 

Art in its purest form... is a meditative quality of examing life's hard questions. -Marco

 You are metaphysically incomplete if you make choices that can only be measured based on past experience. Reality is a meditative state to occur from which we establish our selves both analytically and apriori. It relates to style and is the cornerstone of all things beautiful, all done in language. Your relationships are what bind you. - Marco

1 Peter 2.16

 If you understand this into your inner most being ...you've made it far in life. I can promise you. And you can go even further. - Marco

Feel the Bern

 

January 11th 2021

Truth is this... twitter enabled Trump and verified his account no less. It follows how in Trumps alternate reality twitter served as a vehicle to tow the company line. When the seal popped and trump broke twitters code all else became compromised in real time. Twitter was suspending accounts for far less resprehensible measures allowing Trump to run free for twitters own enablement. It became circular and Trump clearly won (not the other way around) because Twitter let Trump get his way for Twitters own shot at entitlement. - Marco

John 4.4

 

 This. This I am grateful for in my true understanding of it...

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“I dreamed a lot when I was growing up. I told you about that. I was, as Tennessee said, a fabulist, but you have to get out of that amber dream of desire and really craft an artist out of the rudimentary tools you were born with. For the entire life of an actor, you are burnishing and sharpening and replacing tools that you need to have at their highest levels of performance—over and over again. It is never enough. You have so much to read, to listen to, to investigate, to endure. Your heart has to be broken and to mend. Your mind has to be challenged and stretched and adapted. Your body has to be strong and supple and tough. It is an almost impossible task: Actually, it is an impossible task, but in bravely attempting to fulfill it, you might achieve truth or greatness or inspiration.”—Kim Stanley/Interview with James Grissom/Photograph by Arnold Newman

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“Anger should not be confused with passion, and far too many people operate solely on anger, and this cannot produce art that is valuable. Our anger should arise over situations, conflicts, lacks, needs, and our application of these angers toward an act—of creation or caring or anything to which we can give ourselves—purifies the anger and turns it into something useful: A witness, a testimony.

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“One of the great gifts of art is that it can purify anger. Art takes the anger and puts it to a good use. Until you are ready to release your anger, do not approach your art, or you will destroy it.“—Martha Graham/Interview with James Grissom

Is there another instrument of inquiry than thought? | J. Krishnamurti

Show me how to dissolve the ‘I’ | J. Krishnamurti

What is the action of not letting memory intrude? | J. Krishnamurti

How do I deal with my deep-rooted emotion? | J. Krishnamurti

How does one break free of habits? | J. Krishnamurti

How does one negate the 'I' without suppression | J. Krishnamurti

Growth and change | J. Krishnamurti

early morning confession, late last night

 I feel totally self deprived tonight. I care so much about what I do, in pursuing my acting talent. I know I am a better actor than what contemporary style of acting is out there. I am not going to accept this failure I have been going through. I am so sick of this bullshit acting I have been trying to exterminate from my body. No one can see the changes I need to go through in order to fulfill the type of destiny I know I am capable of.

This is why I have transformed myself over the years, by developing my thoughts through a chorus of ideas made, meant to build my sense of a private nature, that I share with the world through my personal spirituality.

The customs I have come to adopt, in relation to this craft is a learning process unlike any other I have yet to experience. To be able to work on my skill, in training my mind to perform a life altering form of experience is a benefit of mine.

This great ordeal, as I have been working day and night to try accomplish, is truly a force of nature I intend on keeping myself.

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To do a good job in nailing each scene I do, and not feel what I call "the need". Its only reward is that I offer humanity something they know has never been seen before. I become a source. This to me is my pursuit in becoming the actor I want to be.

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"The need" I define as an empty feeling, that I am open and available in my souls operation.

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I turned back to acting for a reason, and it is no coincidence the U-turn I have made, has changed my experience in life up to this point.

When I went back into the acting, it gave me renewed hope in my ability. I want no credit for that. As a result of returning, I simply wanted to remind myself what a good human being does, because I think genuinely about another human being - I want what is good for that person. That is the true purpose of my journey. I am just so frustrated when I am in class, I see people that do not want to act. It is hard to get use to.

 

I am not sure if I agree with Krishnamurti, here, on the nature of reality vs our worldly appetites.  

If we are in search of a revolution where the state is responsible for the people taking action; yet the state of those in power call protesting its own government as 'unlawful'.  How can that be true? If the truth behind the people's actions are that of a government's oppression of those people.  It is known as a double standard.  

OW - in the spirit of revolutionary aims

 "We are punished for our refusals. Every impulse that we strive to strangle broods in the mind, and poisons us. The body sins once, and has done with its sin, for action is a mode of purification. . . . Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself, with desire for what its monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful. It has been said that the great events of the world take place in the brain. It is in the brain, and the brain only, that the great sins of the world take place also."

--from THE PICTURE OF DORIAN GRAY

January 10th 2025

How people have that inner ability, do devalue what things stand right in front of them, as something else, such as living a lie... is far too easy to predict. - Marco

Marco Almeida

As for every two-faced person you may ever come across; I will not fall victim to - only because of their ignorance over me. Not on my watch, they shall never truly contact with me.

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- I get the feeling of being shell shocked, because I choke on my own shit too easily. It comes into the narrative approach toward another point of view, that goes completely over my idiot brain.

I. U ever get the nice girl in the room, testing out your training signals, as if, (she)too see if you "get it".

Now only if I were picky enough to identify with her, would I have been able i.e. "available" to give her the proper feedback. But my stupidity took over that moment, so instead, she sees only what I gave her as the people pleaser I am - that I am enabled by her. Like fuck, such a cool person to me, I come off as (a) fitting a square into a triangle. Mother fucking me.

God damn it, the corrupt generation has me in, presently brain washed from my surfer self. Asshole fucks.

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Marco Almeida

The irony is nothing short of coincidence, I'm being faced with this exact same thing today of all days.

Leviticus 25.17

 

Friday, January 10, 2025

The god fearing pursuit of reality (deluxe addition)

Simply, the human condition rests on guilt. Not wanting to feel guilt, therefore we all fear it so we purge the body from it. We find excuses moat familiar to us. Those same excuses are meant to avoid or pardon facing our own guilt. As result we lie to ourselves. This is human nature. It is incumbent upon ourselves. We learn. We train ourselves in error.

Guilty of superstition

Fate can't conceal the blood on our hands.

It is no accident.

When in control...

The terror lives in your eyes.... so is murder.

Superstition gets you nowhere with guilt.

Because guilt is not something you can take for granted.

Guilt implies the body purges the sinner from sin.

When we think of guilt it also implies its meaning; that because we cancel guilt over the shame we feel... only once it has been cancelled. We do not have to take ownership of our guilt.

Psychopathic behavior breaks psychological rules of convention which would result in not caring for a persons safety comfort or well being.

We don't want to feel the guilt nor made to.

BigC at 5:16 PM

Simple version of my thesis stated above is as follows:

No one ever wants or cares to admit they are in the wrong. So they make excuses. We all do. No matter if you consider yourself to be a sinner or not. We all make the same excuse in a lie. Whether or not you agree.

Timothy 3.16

 

The statistical analysis of a brain freeze

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What posers in disguise

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my costing autonomy of indiscretion

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 Super Mario lives. 🇨🇦 🇵🇹 

This pic brings a tear to my eye and feeling a lump in my throat.

My dad is courageous and did so much for me in caring for his family.

His smile touches my heart like nothing else will.

I am not going to lie about what he means to me. How proud he makes me.

Living in a world from which I've learned from him, he taught me what human conduct is. He exemplifies excellence. What things are and the way things should be... if you work really hard.

He is a leader and does not exhibit this very natural quality.

He is a man of god. He honors...

No matter the obstacles. 

No matter the prejudice made againat him..

He stands alone. ❤️

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Exodus 14.14

 

Pessoa

 

~ Romans 5.1

 Peace on earth....

My dad holding me when I was a new born.

Something you lack in talent

 January 8th 2011

I make up for a litany of non-recyclable items, such as the minister of the interior, because as long as I can con you into believing I am the innocent one - it's all good, right.

 

For this most part of my adult life, I've never been so ashamed to be a man i.e. of visionary quality.

 

Not only are people blind as bats, they've somehow turned a love of wisdom; we now live in an age of esoteric chance.

 

Gone are those days we thought of beforehand, waiting for it to happen.  Instead, the bottomless envy of disparity among living sentients, produced a more clever way of thought, of informing the mind as if a robot of choice agreements, without the retribution or reciprocation into - into a polarity that must be present if anything is to happen.

 

So here we are stuck in the mud today, together, tomorrow, now and forever.  Amen?

 

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Unfortunately, such bullshitting took place long before the mind can eliminate that unconscious use for polarity in disguising our inner most thoughts.

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For every naturalist sieve... there are, there are, i. un

questionable amounts of pious zealots who do not question such disparaging novelty or concern.

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Marco Almeida was born and was also raised a Catholic. One day, he realized... Such "self-awareness" discounted a vast field of glowing restraint. Once more. Twice. They don't even know it.

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"Gone are those days we thought of beforehand, waiting for it to happen. Instead, the bottomless envy of disparity among living sentients, produced a more clever way of thought, of informing the mind as if a robot of choice agreements, without the retribution or reciprocation into - into a polarity that must be present if anything is to happen."

Put a copy of this on your bedpost, keeping it as reminder, that you only wish you had wrote it yourself.^