my personal vestige

 November 5, 2012

My best feeling I get is when the moment of truth arrives without prior warning, that yes or no, nothing can beat honesty.

There is purity in ignorance, purity in irresponsibility, purity in stupidity, but I will never mistake it for my own.

Mechanical Bullshit [how not to calculate your mental flow in reality]

 November 5, 2013

Here is my thesis: 1- The ideal you impart to the world qua what 2- acts as reasonable is better found in asking if 3- it will be desirable or mechanically reset. 4- Your reality will be reset if it is not already desirable.

 

Now consider the following:

 

Rob Ford is no more guilty of an offense then if he actually committed a felony.

 

If you honestly believe Rob Ford is guilty of something, there are people that are just like him that we know nothing about.

 

I do not respect a lot of people, does not mean it interferes with my sense of tolerance. How is this any different.

 

My point is I can hardly care less about Rob Ford, as result inspires me to examine what truly is my own enigma.

 

Re; enigma - I speak of abating my personal beliefs. This helps quell the desires for political power which represents corruption.

 

Politicians (are corrupt in general) informing their own line of rational thought you will see Ford in an episode of the Simpsons in its after effect.  I am speaking to the irony of instruction.

 

Anyone that looks to obedience as a natural concept are ulterior of its main motif, it is a projection of dictatorship we live in everyday.

 

^This means you are ignorant to what story you are being told.  Always.  

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Nov. 16, 2013

Rob Ford is playing the game of exploitation to his name with irony involved. Meticulous - not to be trusted - calculating person ever born.

I wrote this about a week ago if you read it or not.

In this entry a lot of what I said categorically came true.

"1- The ideal you impart to the world qua what 2- acts as reasonable is better found in asking if 3- it will be desirable or mechanically reset. 4- Your reality will be reset if it is not already desirable." - Marco Almeida 2013

^Think about it reality is automatically reset of something whether or not substantial, as result of what you feel is desirable!

"Anyone that looks to obedience as a natural concept are ulterior of its main motif, it is a projection of dictatorship we live in everyday." -Marco Almeida 2013

^We live in a world that acts complacent and obedient to what may otherwise not be done if you were to challenge it in good faith. What this translates to are political waves (dictatorship) taking away your right through practice and participation. The trick is to live life as though you are being fantastically oppressed as long as it is not fascist in model. What we are not aware of is how we are suppose to live in a democracy that actually suppresses its population in the guise of deceptive political (legal) discourse.

I also stated how Ford will be touted on an episode of the Simpsons. Tonight he was parodied on SNL. (Close enough to my prediction.)

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"The action part of it for the most part most people are offering action instead of offering stable vibration. So most people are offering action in order to compensate for the energy that went awry earlier, because they were not aware of it in the earlier subtle stages. So if you’re not aware of what you are doing vibrationally in the early subtle stages, and you begun attracting something that there’s a momentum coming, when the grid fills in, there is a momentum, and it doesn’t matter what grid it is that is filling in, there is always a momentum. So a lot of people try to use their action to compensate for the momentum because they were not paying attention to what they were doing earlier, sort of like the cast on your arm is sort of like that. That was action that you applied after the fact, because you weren’t paying attention to what you were doing vibrationally before. If you tune in, tap in turn on to the energy, and then do whatever you feel inspired to do, not motivated, motivated is trying to fix it when it’s going wrong, inspired is when the vortex is calling you toward it. That’s that feeling of inspiration, and it’s that feeling that you know the rightness of it, you just can’t hardly stop yourself from doing it, it feels so right to you, whereas the motivation is “I need to do that”, that’s that obligated thing."

- Abraham Hicks

motivating self respecting nature: in the zealot factory

 November 5, 2008

Dearest Diary,

Someone told me this would happen. It's been written here before it became true, because I have no way of telling the future. One day, 2008 to be exact the first black American president will be elected US commander in chief. I wonder what that feels like, so far into the night. Perhaps CNN will play clips of jubilant spectators, or the vast majority of supporters looking on a stage of elitist judges for reality television shows - but no matter. I suppose the trick here is what happened due to a lesson in irony.

How in an instance of unrelenting peace were in effect being celebrated, though in a democracy such as American politics is concerned - war efforts post-ergo 9/11 brought popularist rhetoric that in doing so justified unilateral invasion. (No such terms were used then.) It's not your fault, Obama. We forgive you. With a ballot box, underneath. It was all not done in vain, Obama. They cry no more, this election is not done in vain. But what if the American populous elected the same man - a democrat - during the time Bush was president elect. Would things really be that much different, if the advocacy of those who elected in favor of 'democratic' war based on national security gave W. his second term in office. I see irony in place of those that voted in favor of invading other countries, only to say "we love democracy - our freedom depends on it" to cancel that with changing ideology. Is that how democracy is historically, or it is simply flawed that it works that way.

From the point of view that Obama is now a puppet in the corporate world of political welfare, the world is in a global recession, which as result of simple rules there are no easy solutions. If you believe in change for the sake of change, some people will fall over themselves no matter what they're being told. If you think that people have increased their wisdom over rational input, that desires have been reset - only to compensate for rewards - let us rest on our laurels. If the case that democracy - in this day and age - politically discriminates against using false ideals of 'hope' and 'change' as a vote are actually liabillities. When you hear someone say, "I need your help when I f' up." - it might speak of a man in hiding before the shade turns to daylight.

I do admire one thing, it is a purpose - which every man should have - and that is to face adversity for the sake of doing so. Taking action over authority with an objective in mind, which eases authority in place of judgment. Any man that sells himself as smart enough to do something about his own ability to enact as a secular human being - may very well be a form of hypocrite with blinding words.

Republicans - the self reliant types - say "We do what we want - then you must be a democrat."
Democrats - the dependable off-spring - say "If we're not with you - you're against us." as if to speak in terms of group cohesion.

Integrity is a small price I pay, as I watch everyone plagiarize what they would not do without.

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Someone should publish that in the future edition of "totally awesome".

 November 4, 2009

Unconscious of it, some disguised as a one eyed monster; I on the other hand wonder if there is something less extinguishable.

- Marco

 November 3, 2013

 

I guess I have ideas that I feel are relevant to the world that I rather not fake living in a way that to me I feel is a lie.

Contrary to people's perceptions of me:

I am in my secret nature a very romantic person with a souls desire to handle the discreet nature of a woman such as in life. Sex to me is always secondary to the primary impulse of fornication.

^That is a very different approach than most people I know have in their lives. In fact many a woman I have ever encountered have jumped ship because she was too afraid of true intimacy, but rather be conned into it.

I want to be a source of inspiration, not someone that dictates what their desire should indicate to me. That is the most important thing in the universe - to feel what privacy would be in a world made of impervious beauty.

- Marco

November 3, 2013

1- You are officially free of embarrassment when no longer do you resist your temptations and act on being scrutinized if taken for a fool.

2 - I have to accept the change I have become, of having failed and experience disappointment on this plateau well aware.

3- I do not follow company policy I follow team rules.

 November 3, 2013

Why do I want to be something that I am not when it means I won't be missed for not being there. I am more than just an acquaintance.

- Marco

Heidegger

 "Thinking begins only when we have come to know that reason, glorified for centuries, is the stiff-necked adversary of thought."

Martin Heidegger

Krishnamurti on what is immeasurable

 In silence, in supreme tranquillity when the restless activity of memory has ceased, there is the immeasurable, the eternal.

It is truth alone that frees, not the activity of will. The awareness of truth is liberating; the awareness of greed and of the truth about it brings liberation from greed.

Awareness is non-accumulative for it is ever discovering truth, and truth can only be when there is no accumulation.

J. Krishnamurti

 Perception is in the present; you can’t perceive tomorrow. You perceive now, and when thought interferes in that perception—thought being the response of the past—it must distort the present

J. Krishnamurti

 Ones focal point of true vulnerability, the true measure of all truth, relies on that same foundation that freedom requires, my ability to think logically abstract.

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I truly believe that the basis of thought, both can and will subject a reality from the danger of what nature dictates. Such is ones fear of god; that to think in such terms, the exact idea is skewed version of an abstract thing. No two opposites can definitively match. Only presence of the abstract is real. This virtual belief transcends everything, that my ability to produce such thinking.

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Epistemology is logical not the actual. It takes the trained eye to view such, which informs the consciousness as present in itself of what is real. This inward eye, to the trained eye is of depth perception. An unreal look into the surreal. That aspect of thought to the trained eye, exhibits the ability to transfer such awareness as self knowledge and turn it inward. Consciousness turned inward informs the trained eye of what is really happening (in the universe) that is perceptual not actual reality.

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Think about it; can the trained eye actually interfere with reality as it is taking place or is consciousness telling me what to think, why I think it, how I live it BEFORE the abstraction takes its rightful place in my processing mind. The world can only be an abstraction exhibited, though only once the trained eye can transfer that information secretly (inward), as if a whisper of gods domain - gods domain BEFORE anything actual. What then is logic.

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It is Friday, and these are the thoughts I have... go figure.

- Marco

November 2, 2010 

Everything I see in life, if not indicative of my virtue, is not at all whatever else you thought was real. . . my habitual faith would still exist above your own error.

What I think virtue means I find is laughable to most; what my own thinking-virtue reveals, if everything in life mistook it. This is what I mean, when speaking of "habitual faith" which many are completely ignorant toward.

- Marco 

 November 2, 2018

 

“Unless you make yourself equal to God, you cannot understand God: for the like is not intelligible save to the like.” Giordano Bruno

This is wrong. God equalizes who we are. No one else can. To say we are equal to God is no mystery in what that precludes. - Marco

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November 2, 2017

You need nothing but your mind as truth of what is ancient in modern times. - Marco

 November 1, 2013

Is it less than perfect of me not to wait in selling myself out to others. This seems to be the answer over some forms of prejudice.

- Marco

November 1, 2012

Whatever this planet is I am on, I feel that I just awoke, my eyes feel tired, without a care in the world of its watery grave.

- Marco