the contradiciton of analysis'

for the safety and comfort
of the emotional suffering
i encounter.
the devestating effect of a movement.
That i will not block out.
this is my choice...
that i appear to be confident >
that i am feeling
that we not laugh instead . >
that we laugh
to cross a path on the same bridge
that 50% of the time
i want something else.
That i divide myself
and not
a victim.
Not -
a reasonable'
responsible
victim.