Acting notes

August 28th 2019

Social anxiety masked
Choices
Visual vs Auditory learning

Edgy
Not faking happiness
Tune me out
Refuse to go where I may want to but feared it instead.

Horse riding concept
Details authenticity

Surrender

September 11th

Defense mechanism (feeling is the gift of perception)
Release your inhibition
Are the words coming out from you real. (Internalization)

September 18th 2019

Intent
Knowing the role you portray

September 25th 2019

Owning the moment not living in it.
Holding space through freedom and openness
Professionalism
Emotional sophistication

Act like you know who's watching you.

Intent is not thoughtlessly

October 2nd 2019

Believability of choices
Intent courage bravery
What is acting
What is magic
What is wisdom
Living in your body

October 9th 2019

Patterns shifting
Compromise

Out of comfort zone

Revolutionary Manipulation

Centered freedom
Comfortable in your own skin
Cutting strings

Living in Winnipeg is thinking outside the box.

November 6th 2019

Self conscious
Being present in the moment
Being in touch with your child self

Authenticity
How do you get to belief in the character

Acting is not pretending to be somebody else having an actors experience.

November 13th 2019

Comfort in your skin
Coming from a place of truth
Fakery
Being scared of auditioning

Everything is new. Nothing is stupid.


December 4th 2019

Intensity
Internalization

Being present in time supersedes judgment.

Unapologetically me.

Selling out to alpha country.

You have nothing to prove to anyone.

Chip on shoulder, some people need to be knocked off their thrones.

Manipulate. Shift. Master yourself.

Authenticate.

Lose control.

December 17th 2019

Defense mechanism
Shutting down
Insecurity
Conscious of mental states in shifting

Coping mechanism
Intellectually internalizing

Focus on humility

Faking it
Moving energy
Centered in truth

December 18th 2019

Connect
Be in your body
Commit

Raw power
Monster energy when you think of a mouse.

Strengths
Weaknesses

Neurotic

Being instinctive is being
Social cues

Acting is being greatful for what you have.

As real as real gets.

January 29th 2020

Authenticity vulnerabilty
Dramatizing

Personal space
Boundaries
Safety in expression

Fakery is false only when you stop make believing it's true.

Artistry in self expression is sacred as much it is ancient.

Heroic personality
Eliminate the need for a comfort zone.
Do not cheat the feeling. Chase it.

February 5th 2020

Personal growth
Breakthroughs


February 12th

Emotional availability
Listen
React

Image
Expression
Response

I'm not going to feel bad about myself in things out of my control. I'm just going to keep bettering myself in my ability to create.

February 18th 2020

My anxiety shuts me down.
John Bernard
Sean Garrity
Gary Yates
Noam Gonick
Guy Maddin

Dave Brown is the gun safety guy who tries too hard.

How do you learn to break patterns of convention or rules based reality.

The power of intention needs to be human.
The power of an intention that feels human.


Making a difference is far different from just being useful.

Killer sexuality or psychosis

Denial from freedom.

Hope is a psychic type of retrieval unworthy of something that is never going to happen.

Acting is a diabolical illusion in the form of a power dynamic.

The feeling between being used and having loved is where true freedom lies.

February 25th 2020

Look at me I'm out of control. Good or bad.
I want you to like me.
Let it go.
Realign
Celebrating life what is the secret to it.