Something called integrity

 A lot of people don't care to understand certain things of a personal nature, I can take some inventory of that myself - that I - completely though honestly make effort to.

 

You see, if we lived in a world made up of fear; we misplace that fear without "obsession" if it were made obvious.  

 

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^I'm speaking of the fear religion has brought into a world, over fear that other 'things' might not allot.

 

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Therefore, I take it upon my 'self' my self-awareness to challenge those patterns of convention.  In life, I only imagine, if we lived in a world which nullifies romance.  That is not obsession.  It is a pattern to negate what has been taken from one's better mind, faith, or opportunity to do so.

 

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What I find laughable. . . if I were any less relevant than to see things the way they are. ^

 

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I usually take pride, in knowing exactly what people are thinking based on inferior models of industrialized language, where the separation of a species has gone from biological connectivity to some form other.

 

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My degree of intelligence, is not comparable to most, because  -  my talent requires. . . forgotten pieces, that other's may only assume "missing" though they are not aware of themselves.  I'm speaking of our ability to recognize, or react, to external stimuli or the circumstances of a higher power.  A kind of self-regulation which is not changeable only interchangeably intimate, perhaps unique to the human condition. 

 

When I 'think' - I am not faced with fear or resort to ulterior means of (motivated pigeon holes) we fly into then out of into the world, without really having answered or understood the ramification of our actions.

 

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I am in search of preserving my self-awareness as a dichotomy of choice, that keeps my mind free of outside forces which expect less than what I am worth.  

 

Only in "time and space" if I continued to make-believe how forced my wounds are inflicted, then you see how we all live in a present dichotomy of prevention i.e. disassociation confused as social or societal norms.

 

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I search for what's in my heart, not out of error.

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This entire note pertains to:

a) my belief in correction less than certain characteristics, which people in my past (to present life - still) hold a great deal of power over me.

b) I openly categorize these people as random i.e. Portuguese friends which have no place in my life at any given moment

c) they are not an entire group of people

d) I care to reclaim my life, based on the negative effects; converted back into positive self-worth

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I hope this clarifies my temperamental outbursts confused i.e. fits of anger; it is to take a hold on happiness I deserve.

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"Therefore, I take it upon my 'self' my self-awareness to challenge those patterns of convention. In life, I only imagine, if we lived in a world which nullifies romance. That is not obsession. It is a pattern to negate what has been taken from one's better mind, faith, or opportunity to do so."

When I write something, without so much as an afterthought to how strikingly profound I've changed the world in which we - yes we - live in. And not so much one of you (I can think of a few of my facebook buddies) reconvene it?? It speaks how big a heart I have, only strong enough to refuse to be taken for granted.

I challenge every one of you, to read something you read in the past, measure it up against mine, then try to defy it. $mil bucks says you can't. Therefore, you won't. Truly - truly I am fearless a man.

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Ya know' something, I just figured it all out - the mystery to the universe... My universe.

I often find that people in general, fail themselves, mainly because they suck at one thing too many, (a) the first not being greed or over consumption, but (b) our inability to reward how mankind limits mother earth's 'potential' by confusing our lack of entitlement with someone fearless of their conviction.

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" our inability to reward how mankind limits mother earth's 'potential' by confusing our lack of entitlement with someone fearless of their conviction." (MA2012). When I come back to read my voice out loud, I find myself from what I have written, then I ask, how - how am I still Winnipeg born without being known in the world re; such prose.