Tuesday, September 30, 2025

 I know what sucks the most; selling myself out to people who refuse to treat other's like they want to be treated. They get a great gigantic shit sandwich.


Mag Bailey

almost "nobody" in this world is treated the way they want to be treated...I have been eating that shit sandwich for many many years...a little mustard goes a looooooooong way my friend:) chin up..my kids are my life and if I have to I will live for them and them alone

Marco Almeida
Well there is something to be said for integrity, it is no secret.

Basically this world which we live is one long line-up at subway.

Mag Bailey
and once you get to the front of the line what you take home with you looks NOTHING like it's picture

Marco Almeida
It all acts from which side of the line you are on. Back or front or middle explains very little, when you get to the fundamentals of human experience. Some of the most despised people I ever thought of, to this day, think they've got one up on me.
Dave Craig
one shit sandwich, please

Marco Almeida
Here's what I believe, in the manic mind of many, when anyone remotely familiar to the human condition, suggests I am, a sociopath or let's say I am feared psychopathic a liar. I have no problem with it. Then, Dave gets a diarrhea sandwich.
However, when someone deliberately goes out of their fucking way, to reveal to me that I am a opposite danger to them, where my thinking is in some way, an expository threat that must be stopped at all costs.
I have one great universal shit sandwich with gravy on top, just waiting to surprise the living fuck out of so many words. So many - many words.

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And here's the truth about me, I've never hurt a living soul, another being of any kind in my virtue of this earth. I never will.
And I backed myself into a corner, while being pushed there. And only because people want to see me hurt, get enjoyment out of it, then feel bad about themselves until they get what they want (that is).
And never once have I deformed myself into that mold, of selfish, greed- .
And there is not one Portuguese in this community of Winnipeg (outside of my family) that I can truly say I respect . And I believe I've fought for the identity of what it means to be Canadian, to outside forces, of no meta-physical arousal.
And I will not give myself to racism on this scale, because I am way better than most people, will ever dare imagine themselves.

How in the fuck do people outside my friends list get to see my personal recitations?? Fuck that noise.

"And I backed myself into a corner, while being pushed there. And only because people want to see me hurt, get enjoyment out of it, then feel bad about themselves until they get what they want (that is)."
For all you hypocrite fucktards (you know who you are). This^ is what my status means. So help me god, you fool me once shame on you, fool me twice - shame on me.
Just fuck you people. -

Mag Bailey
because you comment on other people's posts...that's how you found me...on one of Mike's posts...remember?

Marco Almeida
Yeah, but we'd always talk through mike's posts. I wouldn't directly have any access to your personal page. There's the difference.


Unity of no supernatural faith

I am quick to learn, on the spot in fact, that it is not I that causes depression, only (without blame) it is the self-reflection of other's I see that I learn from, cause it of me.  This is to say, other people cause other people's depression, especially when you are only blaming yourself as a victim.

 

So on I decided to trace my place of lost identity, to a degree of my own.

 

My family name is a derivative of Allah.  Almeida's are Arab in origin.  Muslim to be in fact.  I need not think of it further than that, however.

 

During the time Europe was dominated by the Muslim population, inferred the Spanish inquisition against the church.  My second part of this namesake,

probable

 came from 'meideira' as in Allah de Meideira.  This was before any Arab defected to Portuguese resistance, against the Spanish, because during the inquisition such Arab infiltrators would have eluded the Spaniards, thereby forming it's own alliance under the Portuguese Shield.  Therefore, Almeida was denoted as the conquest against totalitarian Spanish rule.

 

Intelligent - yes.  

 

Fearless - ask the Spaniards.


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Is it little wonder that reform? I think not.


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I just love it when a complex thought, grows highly contentious thinking, into a meaningfully expressed language. That comes into knowing, there's nothing that anybody, can do about it.

 I have had a lot of suffering in my life that will always go unnoticed, but not because I chose to create it - I simply became a person deep in the archaeology of mind. That the less than average man is meant to obey laws, portray greater wealth, survival of the fittest (alpha mentality) through it all the image is his self worth. We confuse this imagery and assign it as independence, pursuit of happiness, living in a free world - where nothing can be further from the truth. True excellence is not found in its structure and nature of things; it is being lost in the ability to understand itself. - Marco Almeida, 2013


I do not nor will I ever understand myself in a world made of adulterated ambition or my place in it even as I grow older.

It is my honest belief that there is no such thing as freedom of choice; only the freedom to choose what is your inalienable right to true conscious awareness. That path takes the most courage nothing can buy.

RT: "What are words if you don't mean them when you say them?" One word, rhetorical.

Unless you break free from the chains of capitalist convention and modernity - you will never enable your escape into the height of nirvana.


"Inconsequential" is a total relapse of judgment; if you are not going to take risks, then you are not doing your job right.


Arrogance is much less a virtue, of false inhibited behavior. The same way a long (a) lost friend (b) shows up (c) forgetting who they are.


1- We are inclined to believe otherwise. 

2- How do I know the difference is not up to me.

3- I honestly do not bring out the best in me.


Monday, September 29, 2025

Morals of Anarchist fugitives in opera: the semantic romance

 There happens to be no shortage of relief, especially when the folding of laundry has taken place, or the appearance of color seems to have agreed with the wash.  The same cannot, however, be said for the division of inspired choice, or that thereof.

 

I suppose the condition with which, our entire magnitude of posterity takes its place in the world of humility.  A humility, that no other kind of wishful thinking seems to aide when the validity or absurdity, whichever came first.

 

My real agreement of this problem, had met an interesting void of the kind, where promise met its most frugal reward.  I’m not sure which of those propositions, although in the mind of many, came first??

 

Perhaps there’s a missing link between the nature of such invested thoughts.

 

My thoughts seem to make the least sense, when they’ve been, so to speak, invalidated on some inconsequential level.  Though dare I say, the least of those thoughts were worrisome to me on some impervious level.

 

The entire odd, then to even, fraction of thoughts became so misinformed in my processing of it.

 

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I support my own fact value logic, it speaks to others of - of.

 

That strange factor of thought, which does not inform the meaning of words, but infers their meaning short of significance.  As though words themselves are indeed - just a bore to the human mind.

 

Many are attune to the successes they discover along the many conversions, that words upon words lay in waste, a conversation of the most boring evidence you could possible -come to agree with.  Those are the specifically lost elements, which we create a fascination to that menu of thought.  Words can never possibly conceive the truth on some semantic level of anarchy.

 

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The same concept of anarchy - which may or may not apply to the most conventional of norms, seem very misconceived as a death trap, that anarchy is synonymous, with fear to that trust of the moral deviation.  Anarchy can only be comprised of morally deviant individuals with the authority to judge not to be judged.

 

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Also, those thoughts of morally deviant anarchists totally - totally fall on deaf ears, as if the void created by any right-wing thinker.  Imagine that - a void so endearing that it can only be thought of as an anarchist trying his or her best, with the result to ill afford their wisdom in anarchy.  It’s as though the very same thing incurs, an anarchist can never be satisfied in his or her wisdom of own.

 

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Yet, somehow that the anarchy of rule, the rule of thumb, from which no authority can morally deviate to nor from.

 

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Somewhere, the anarchist spoke a language of his or her own doing, that the nature of agreement devised no proper method of arousal.

 

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I want to speak of dichotomies which are modern.  Not the kind anarchists fail about.

 

An anarchist, any truth seeking anarchist in that past tense, since that time before anarchists became some morally deviant archetypes, that narrative born unto them.

 

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Anarchy, perhaps anarchy - but only measures in a future sense of agreement.  As anarchists have told themselves apart from ancient wisdom, the same cannot be said in real time.

 

The liability toward anarchy-labelled thoughts, seem to most probably, deviant morality in spite of truth seeking individuals of a present state in affairs.  That is a false dichotomy of choice, less be said of anarchist mentality in general.  It is a widely adopted set of beliefs, in the extreme sense, that anarchy should never be aroused to a state of consciousness.

 

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It is that same sense of duality, that the present day holds against normative ethics, from which the term (anarchist thought) can only apply.

 

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Anarchists hold to the dogma’s associated to, history, that in history of fact based theoretically.  That we are theoretically programmed, to associate our own presence of mind, to false historical premises (I.e. belief)

 

Therefore, our entire normative element, a belief system from which post-modern culture is based, are entirely flawed.

 

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Anarchy much as a path, is the opulence to demonstrate awareness of one finite set of principles, that those principles can only be made aware to expose real hidden truths.  (I.e. conspiracy theorists)

 

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So forth, the anarchist model of awareness is completely valid if based on formalities associated to truth questioning, that which, could reveal in place of what history actually tells us.  Everything, absolutely everything rests on the art of assumption, not merely debased ‘assumption’ without irregularity of art into the subject.  Anarchy is simply a subjective element, without the interference of, false truths which have recycled a hidden past, clearly affecting our everyday (e.g. present dated) outcomes.

 

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In this sense, there is also that sense of anarchist truth, as effective.  That in its before, then after, effectively told hidden truths act on the art of assumption.  Which finality of ethical presupposition can only ask of the most frugal of words.  That those words in essence, must mean nothing, thereof.

 

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In and of itself, the modus ponens of anarchist influence rests on the objective, that a continuation of dogma associated literature, dealing with our history lessons taught us to present our current state.

 

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I see anarchy as the most creative element of survival, that the art is inspiring.

 

I did not say destructive, I said inspiring on that same level headed action of common sense arousal.

 

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The most basic fear from anarchy, which has kept the fire burning this millennia, wasn’t dispossessed, it was covered with that transpose of monarchy spread throughout the history of every civilization mankind created.  Anarchy is a direct derivative of the word Monarchy.    What this has done across the bridge of causes, mainly to suppress.

 

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Therefore, when anarchy is thought of in it’s post-modern dated reference, is seen as a destructive form of upheaval, that which is ironic, since the irony anarchy created to inherit a hermetic brand of society.

 

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The best example of revolutionary physics (I.e. anarchists act on principles alone as visceral).

 

If there is any form of futurist sentimentality, the existence of this rests on the reception of a transmitted voice, that the signal which is coming across, turns the context of necessary feedback.  This may sound oddly familiar to a philosophy similar of rational thought processes, but, it isn’t such rational thinking.

 

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The very module of thought, dealing with anarchist (e.g. futurist sentimentality) examines truth on one level, that if it is breeched within the moment, the regularity of acting on anarchist principles must be relinquished.  Then, that lost ideal of the feudal system takes over, engrained into the subconscious.

 

Until I correct that renunciation of thought (I.e. futurist sentimentality), can I, also, reclaim my anarchist privilege.  

 

The future remains in tact, without the risk of conventional feedback.

 

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This state of consciousness, is a revival of what norms the previous form of thought, had I not taken my aim at future sensible awareness.

 

That the norms people are stuck in subconscious with, will always fail to achieve a unknown futurist self.

 

Those that live without the unknown, will amount to untrustworthy monarchist thought.  Nothing more - little matter of correction due to omnipotent prejudice.

 

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When looking at a subconscious risk, such as in the form of any informative branding be it subject x, y, z.  That the same interlocking q, w, s.

 

The action is in every sense, each reflecting, total understanding.

 

Tell me, is this^ a future worth resisting.

 

M:


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Those who say I can never be published; have they only but ever failed to hear laughter in the bg.


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Therefore, when anarchy is thought of in it’s post-modern dated reference, is seen as a destructive form of upheaval, that which is ironic, since the irony anarchy created to inherit a hermetic brand of society.
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anybody fail to see the beauty in that^ I mean. . .