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Sunday, August 03, 2025
Feminist ideology its decree, predictive sexism
I begin this conquest of sorts by adding the most important thesis which can only be my own agenda - thus making it perfectly shortened a submissive retort. This being the cause of every action. . . that I love how people confuse most generally. How a feminist altruism is so easily misconceived as in sexist attitudes. It's as if we've hidden the agenda from right under our very noses. *Rolls eyes
Thought of liberation
There is no real definition that can explain sadness, perhaps it is that popularized notion that sadness can only be apart from wisdom. The truth about sadness is in it's simplistic almost surreal value misplaced. It stems from our false reality in a sense. That we try so hard to divorce sadness from our lives, as if it means transforming the very fabric of humanity, then avoid it at all costs.
Marco Almeida ©️ 2025
Saturday, August 02, 2025
Registrating primal urges (impulse response)
All this is the exertion of will, which I consider to be mechanical, a process of the intellect. Can you know yourself through these means through these mechanical means? All effort, mechanical or of the will, is habit-forming. Through the forming of habit you may be able to create a certain state, achieve a certain ideal which you may consider to be yourself, but as it is the result of an intellectual effort or the effort of the will, it is wholly mechanical and hence not true. Can this process yield the comprehension of yourself, of what you are?
Then there is the other state, which is spontaneous. You can know yourself only when you are unaware, when you are not calculating, not protecting, not constantly watching to guide, to transform, to subdue, to control; when you see yourself unexpectedly, that is, when the mind has no preconceptions with regard to itself, when the mind is open, unprepared to meet the unknown.
If your mind is prepared, surely you cannot know the unknown, for you are the unknown. If you say to yourself, "I am God", or "I am nothing but a mass of social influences or a bundle of qualities" if you have any preconception of yourself, you cannot comprehend the unknown, that which is spontaneous.
So spontaneity can come only when the intellect is unguarded, when it is not protecting itself, when it is no longer afraid for itself; and this can happen only from within. That is, the spontaneous must be the new, the unknown, the incalculable, the creative, that which must be expressed, loved, in which the will as the process of intellect, controlling, directing, has no part. Observe your own emotional states and you will see that the moments of great joy, great ecstasy, are unpremeditated; they happen, mysteriously, darkly, unknowingly. When they are gone, the mind desires to recreate those moments, to recapture them, and so you say to yourself: "If I can follow certain laws, form certain habits, act in this way but not in that, then I shall have those moments of ecstasy again".
~ J Krishnamurti Ommen 1st Public Talk 4th August, 1938
Friday, August 01, 2025
Brain matter of an indefensible crisis :: An interrogational practice (confessionals and indiscretions)
The self can never be anonymous; it may put on a new robe, assume a different name, but identity is its very substance. This identifying process prevents the awareness of its own nature. —Krishnamurti
“Who but the artist has the power to open man up, to set free the imagination? The others - priest, teacher, saint, statesman, warrior - hold us to the path of history. They keep us chained to the rock, that the vultures may eat out our hearts. It is the artist who has the courage to go against the crowd; he is the unrecognized ‘hero of our time’ - and of all time.”
― Henry Miller
On a scale of 1 to 💯... that content is at about a 0.1. (To be considered truth.) The intent behind those words is that perfectionism acts as a false premonition. Stuck someplace between superstition and testing its validity. Something of which most are clueless themselves. Up here in 🇨🇦 there are those of us who do not cop out... it's imperative that the goal is not to maintain the status quo. When you understand this aspect. You become consciously aware of those who act withdrawn and those who act with respect to it. Ironic as this is: those that label 🇨🇦 in the 🇺🇸 embargo on 🇨🇦, is protectionism against an ally. Be careful who you make enemies to. We will not fear Trump. Real Actors. (like myself.) °●°●○°○°○ - Marco Almeida
“Behind the hieroglyphic streets there would either be a transcendent meaning, or only the earth.” Thomas Pynchon “What sort of an age is this where a man becomes one's enemy only when his back is turned?” Thomas Pynchon
I cannot amuse myself with metaphysical speculation because I know only too well from my own experience that all systems are defensible and intellectually possible; and that I lack the power to forget that the aim of metaphysical speculation is to seek truth in order to enjoy the intellectual art of constructing systems.
Is Pessoa possessed through his own volition, in that existence is fundamentally unattainable or is he possessive of the subconscious as a metaphysical sacrifice in attuning his unconscious. I would argue that Pessoa is autonomous in an anonymous fashion that existence is fallible therefore inalienable of the unconscious. His immunity to exist is overshadowed because of this bare handed futility. - Marco Almeida
I am really grappling with the issue of what
Fernando Pessoa means with regard to existence.
His prose is fascinating.


















































