Thursday, July 12, 2012

Perceptual reality


We are speaking, of course, of hyperbolic awareness in the same infinite sense of perceptual reality. (i.e. cosmic being)
1- We are cosmetic entities in the minds (human) order. (e.g. species specific time frame)
2- If there is depth perception unto our understanding of the physical universe around us,
3- a presence of "species specific" infinite possibilities, (i.e.what our perceptual experience creates,) would never materialize in-world upon which is based.

There is (a) perceptual experience in consciousness, then (b) reality has infinite possibilities, which follows (c) perceptual reality is experienced, why am I not seen or heard. Is the physical object exactly as we perceive it. > There is the answer. Therefore, no such thing as (species specific perceptual experience) takes place in time, the physical universe has a brain, owning its own mind.

Sunday, July 08, 2012

Take This Waltz

so I saw take this waltz last night.

All I can say is I have no words.

 after everything you've taught us to see, that was an oscar worthy performance by michelle.

 the entire concept of the movie blew my mind.

I couldn't believe what was happening.

I saw m.williams in 'blue valentine" with r.gosling but she went leaps and bounds ahead of that.

 sarah silverman kind of surprised me a bit. I wasn't expecting that from her.

 you're right about seth, tried really hard, I felt for him in the scene he realizes it's over.

 but williams, man, that was a life altering role. She must have picked something up from h.ledger.

I couldn't leave the movie feeling inspired by what I saw, but I respected it with all my heart.

it really had a strong set of sub plots, the whole experience left me perturbed.

 I don't know how anyone couldn't feel a bit of vertigo leaving that piece of film.

 it really cracked open the modern conventions of real life.

it was not a movie for the faint at heart that's for sure.

extremely intriguing film piece to critique.

I thought the scene between her and seth, "it takes courage, a woman, to seduce a man" was rather brilliant.

Saturday, July 07, 2012

the fear of knowing

 I've been thinking a lot since class, the significance, in feeling what uncharacteristically, success has to do with virtue.


 how is it we shut down our sense of expressing emotion within the body.


You covered a most difficult subject to focus on, but I gained so much attention to it.


it is how we cause our own connectivity to what is unknowable. You asked each of us, if we were ready to own up to rejecting.


rejecting what we most want, that what we most want is an illusion at best.


 can we see the fear living in us, not before we need to feel validated.


 there is beauty in what you speak. I am not afraid of it anymore - anymore then concealing what the truth is.


 the truth is in my explanation. That what you have in your heart is to be kept safe. It is the nature of true vulnerability.


so much of what you do, involves emotive achievement. That what truth lives as emotion demands respect.


Can you create, in recreating yourself go to remain grounded, therefore retaining your own capability to express truth.


that to search for truth, the truth cannot be manipulated from outside forces. Emotion is what decides, driving the experience.


emotions which can only be blocked, as I have hit a wall. I call it an analytic fabric which constrains me. Truth is emotion.


 all this time I've been hitting a wall. I must change that, you have challenged me to.


 I do not fear your inner beauty, I fear not knowing it myself.


 I know I can do the scenes you give me. You have been right all along.


 My body has been telling you differently.


you have been right about me all this time.


your search for truth, what is life altering. Just watching you describe Michelle Williams I ate up. It all makes sense now.


 I used to be exactly like you, a person of great free will, that produced great abundance of joy.\


I only allowed others to take advantage of me, until I realized I was no longer safe anymore.


 but there is always a desire to get back what has been taken from you, that worldly desire to change the world around you.


I have taken aim, I'm aiming at the stars as if it's the first time I've experienced.


That is the beauty in acting, can you go back to the same time you were most vulnerable and change the outcome yourself.


 that's what you saw in Michelle Williams. You could feel yourself being misdirected. Acting is not about miscalculation.


 u asked us in class, are we totally committed as actors, that u openly reject how others commit themselves to. Can u see it.



Thursday, July 05, 2012

my own fear of nature brings fate about

god bless you onalee. Ames. I have never believed in god, until I stepped out of my cave.


If seeing past my own insecurities is so others might hold onto. Then, have I lived my life successfully - I have or have not.


I guess that is not up for me to decide, what I must feel.


What I must be feeling, without the nature of fear.


 You have taught me that about myself.


I must make a choice, to choose not to control.


If I can see things as they are, I can create reality, that others will not fear am I manipulating.


that is what makes me authentic, it is unique.


The real lesson you taught in class, was important, about - about feeling what the other person is feeling. As if an insect.


 That lesson was so important in fact, I caught myself listening to the depth had impacted me to endear it.


 I have no words to describe where fate has brought.


 I live of myself in fear, that can change in a heartbeat. And you showed me that.

m~



Wednesday, July 04, 2012

Universal principles of law

Restrictions of the morally impaired:

1 - I will not be lied to.
2 - I will not be intimidated.
3 - I will not be told what to do.

Tuesday, July 03, 2012

debunking a myth

Why is it so hard to capture the essence of a cheater.  Perhaps it was in conversation before the night was over - over a long period of satisfaction to restore ones wakefulness from death.

The first order of business in such a time frame, modeled a cheaters, that such a cheater is able to convey meaning behind the medium of life.

So, the wandering eye becomes trained against.

Now that I can remain nameless.

This skill is a requirement of riches based on thoughts of a cerebral value, that once it becomes noticeable.  The variations can beckon - as astounding.  What's worse as though the mention of a cheater.

Such troubled desires of unceasing virtue.  The myth goes on, it builds, as it continues to suffer the pangs of thought, the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, and the dimly lit night sky.

I fancy the other narrating voice which does not appear in this thread of words.

The cheater.

Sunday, July 01, 2012

the success of integrity

If there was ever a molecular division of the heart, there is the question near impossibility.