Mind tricks less the danger

 I like to be alone rather than feel free from shameless guilty pleasures.

Only now what I was not back then... today I am.

This the verdict of my intelligence.
Is the instinct for my survival.
Alll instinct carries with it,
another word for culture a word synonymous that would shock you.
Shock you to the core.
(Only you secretly kept.)
I like keeping things safe.... like observing myself.
My own gravity in orbit.

That is a paradox for intelligence as a calculated outcome.

Only I prefer extreme outcomes....

Intelligence being the drug.

(End)

P..S . The word for culture is earth. Earthly culture.  You respect all boundaries.  The danger is not in crossing them.  The deeper you subtract your ego the better.

The Brain

 Is the brain a metaphysical representation of reality and if I exist or not. If that much is true. Is reality something that is represented in the brain as merely something that bounces around in the three-dimensional realm that is your mind. A pinball machine with no specific direction, your body takes you.

The mind's action is a functional representation of reality infused into your brain matter. Requiring no interpretation whatsoever. That is metaphysical in your nature. How does this equate to change and how your brain evolves over time or simply imaginative in its present state.

What can help explain why metaphysical element cannot carry an empirical value. MP can only provide evidence of an interpretation which is either valid not invalid through process of Negation.

Inner monologue

 Chasing prlsoners: a relationship between , the rights of individuals and societal values where norms are associated to pursuing pleasure for greater good... these are principles and properties of a virtuous life.  How we test what theoretically falsifies all of why. 

Pursuit of pleasure are built into our inhibited states.

Virtuoso and fantasy are not just words that are used as prey to justify our own actions.  They also symbolize purity of being again reborn, a cathartic experience every time you're given that  you're a faithful servant in every man's eyes.  This is otherwise known as art.

Is pornography dangerously crafted art hidden as an unconscious framework or is it a perverse undercover form of exploitation that makes up a fringe majority... that the outward expression of pornography itself there is conflict between materially formulated sexist mentality (power dynamics) against our inner struggle for unadulterated inhibition.

Renaissance of the spirit

 

Relapse strategy & disorder

 Nothing that is permanent can also permeate. Much the same as in scientific observation a brick will only sink to its very bottom. But a mind that sees beyond the basic measurement knows it itself is capable of swimming, not unless psychologically too afraid of deeper waters. A sound mind assesses danger. Whereas a skilled mind knows how (to swim.) Therefore, there is no psychological limitation for fear of being a victim.  This follows no psychological advantage nor disadvantage which, which is where traumatic experiences are unrelated in performing an act with cognitive spatial awareness.

Krishnamurti

 When asked in 1974 by his biographer, Mary Lutyens, to define his teachings Krishnamurti wrote the following:

“The core of Krishnamurti’s teaching is contained in the statement he made in 1929 when he said ‘Truth is a pathless land’. Man cannot come to it through any organization, through any creed, through any dogma, priest or ritual, not through any philosophical knowledge or psychological technique. He has to find it through the mirror of relationship, through the understanding of the contents of his own mind, through observation and not through intellectual analysis or introspective dissection. Man has built in himself images as a fence of security – religious, political, personal. These manifest as symbols, ideas, beliefs. The burden of these images dominates man’s thinking, his relationships and his daily life. These images are the causes of our problems for they divide man from man. His perception of life is shaped by the concepts already established in his mind. The content of his consciousness is his entire existence. This content is common to all humanity. The individuality is the name, the form and superficial culture he acquires from tradition and environment. The uniqueness of man does not lie in the superficial but in complete freedom from the content of his consciousness, which is common to all mankind. So he is not an individual.

Freedom is not a reaction; freedom is not a choice. It is man’s pretence that because he has choice he is free. Freedom is pure observation without direction, without fear of punishment and reward. Freedom is without motive; freedom is not at the end of the evolution of man but lies in the first step of his existence. In observation one begins to discover the lack of freedom. Freedom is found in the choiceless awareness of our daily existence.

Thought is time. Thought is born of experience, of knowledge, which are inseparable from time. Time is the psychological enemy of man. Our action is based on knowledge and therefore time, so man is always a slave to the past.

When man becomes aware of the movement of his own consciousness he will see the division between the thinker and the thought, the observer and the observed, the experiencer and the experience. He will discover that this division is an illusion. Then only is there pure observation which is insight without any shadow of the past . This timeless insight brings about a deep radical mutation in the mind.

Total negation is the essence of the positive. When there is negation of all those things which are not love – desire, pleasure – then love is, with its compassion and intelligence.”

~force of nature

 

Psychic Air

 Long after we're both gone.

Words will still not impress what you mean to me.
My spirit hung on the edge of time.

That 'Raison d'etre'

The blurred-choice... a line between reason and action.

That's where the times we met would fit.
And how we would have our moments.
Conversations inside the cave between minds...
Filling in the psychic air with our lungs...
Releasing out an unmistakable silence.

So let us leave that window slightly open,
So we may feel the scent of that sweet - sweet Pembrokeshire breeze.

MA2024

The advent of unpredictability

 I come from a past and a future.

My voice does not carry this passage of time.
It helps inform myself.
A kind of thinking.
Of knowing who I am.
And you feeling it instantly.

Winning your own battle

 The emptying of consciousness of all its content is to have total movement in perception and action. — Krishnamurti

Rain in a bottle

 Enter my judgement free zone and infiltrate it. I don't mind. My threshold will allow. Though my tolerance will not be made to suffer.

What can I see but others can't.
What do others see but I fail to.

Unconditionally speaking,
What kind of energy source exists in a person
That empties themselves
Until they have nothing left.
Not the kind of which possesses a person
Until they feel virtually exhausted.
But the kind of courage it takes,
recognizing how strong you are.

You fear nothing.

You fear nothing because no matter how empty you may be....

Nothing can take away how it feels to feed off it.

Your emptiness is an eternal one.

Rule to live by

 

 

Resetting

 Resist the curse

There is nothing truer.
You can't argue.
Not without someone who comes from the heart.
Think about a defenseless victim...
The kind that whisper...

You don't know me.

The sad truth is read between the lines,
Because what they are really saying:

Is they don't want you to know who they most are.

Anyone that comes from breaking open the heart.

There is nothing braver.

 December 13th 2023

My impenetrable peace

Is life all about getting what you want 

In breaking that vow.... or - or

Will bliss be denied?

It is in this sense,

I trace my steps.

Back to a time where nothing makes sense.

MA2023

 

Illogical mathematical formulas advertising my mental flow. 

This is how I draw. 

This is how I exhibit myself further than meets the eye.  This is how I think. Abstract lines. Geometric patters trying to magnify, in my thoughtful alignment of words.

Learning how to think is...

To test the measure of an effect.

To feel an allowance.

To free the unconscious.

The shelter of my sorrowed mind.

I know very little about a great deal of things.

To test this has very little impact on the nature of my being.

This space between my mind.

I am not favoring guilt.

You know.

That vibrational sense of what you must be feeling any given moment.

My growing culpability.... it keeps growing

And growing.

Into the kind of a monster. 

But not the type you strangely would associate with your mother.  Like some form of  psychological impairment.

It is more like the Moral aptitude of a coward who is never on time for love.  And still sees the sunlight.

Being boring is a trait or characterisation into something undesirable. 

Wild nightmares...

That in the universe is built upon... a heavy heavy unpredictability into what causes you to deserve and not deserving of.

What does that look like.

Does your face tell the untold story.

How might it unravel!?

Something like an uncalculated dose of fear into the brains neural pathways... interfering with the happiness you seek.

And maybe just maybe she'll be waiting for me.

Another time.

Another day.

How will I know it ends.

Gaza

 Question(s). Pertaining to my Roman Catholic faith what does this historically represent as a subject matter. In the context of what is presently happening in Gaza as an impromptu warzone for legal unilateral genocide.

Am I a killer. Not true. Are we murderers. Again, not true.

But against all odds does history show that the Roman Catholic religion has killed in the name of power.

I am thinking this much is true.

That since the accolades before the christ child and after the Roman Catholic empire has killed in the name of power. But the record shows... this is 1- in ancient Renaissance whereon the Roman empire which ...

2- in solidarity toward recycling its own sovereignty, killed in the name of power. 

Emperors. Emperor kings were bound by the division of power and as acting as generals were certified death warrants in the name of that power. This assertion of such is a documented fact.

Fast forward to the Judiciary which stands in the name of Israel, Palestine and Judea. All of this encompassing a region which illustrates its own authority and position of power. If we compare this to how Romans attributed its power struggle, which the Roman Catholic religion derives its name. Let's leap frog. Calling this an insurrection of Palestine 🇵🇸 its people and an even poorer lost version of how they historically have been purged upon. Make no mistake. This war in what is it now? 2023A.D.!! 

This war itself is parallel to an inquisition of Palestine.

This being a copy cat aversion of Israel 🇮🇱 to what historically points to kill for power.  In this case it is an authority or power to kill innocent people.

Compared to what Hamas initiated on October 7th 2023. Was an improper declaration for war. Good people are not into terrorist ideology. It's that simple.

In conclusion further to this analysis is into making a two headed coin type of an argument based on religious connotation. This war is simply wrong. Don't turn a blind eye to it today. What is happening in Gaza is peanuts compared to terrorist activity. It is a complete infanticide.  

I come from Roman Catholic propriety and am a proud man born and raised in Canada of Portuguese decent.

Portugal is a pro Palestinian state solution.

Netanyahu is a war criminal.

Do not be fooled by following terrosits agendas training your mind to think as white powered Nationalists. Unlearn it. Start thinking.

Stranded in the spirit of life

 Most of my standards in life....

If I have learned anything about my true nature.
Is faith in knowing.
Understanding who I really am.
I call it a void for seduction.
This deformation of my heart.
All because history never grows old,
you're living without an expiration date.
Only how dull the mind is
in not experiencing truth.
Under the legendary autumn sun.
As if talking to the holy ghost...
The secret to prayer -
is that it never goes bad.
The ultimate connection to your freedom
Comes in knowing you are a good person.
Not in how memories fade
but where do they go to die.

I don't think I appreciate my true self worth.

August 16th 2023

 

What philosophy is

 The paradoxical nature between God and man is the very fabric of philosophy. Therefore, theology is philosophy with a general assignment of those variables. The truth is not theological. Only the question of God is philosophical and unknowable. Which creates our own dialogue. MA2023

For the love of God as a universal entity subject to a collective conscious as one loving God.

Philosophy is intricately committed to it. MA2023